k...today was a kinda great day...i had a performance in sch..then the stupid CD got prob...so pai seh lo...finish singin tat time...qi qin tell me tat they saw wm...they meanin esther...marilyn and qin...welll at first i lik veri happi...or sad...don noe la...but then din see wm at all...so we laft sch for CWP...at first qin ask me wanna go find him anot...cos last day of sch le...lik she don wan me to regret or something...but i thought lik i mean wad i do when i see him...so we gav up tat thought...then we went Mac...i bought a set to share wif esther...finish eatin le...then we thought to go and take neo print...but i was listenin to my MP3...then all the song is lik sad sad one...then made me lik veri siann lo...so i din take...cos i noe i won be able to smile at all...then we went walk walk...then after doin somethings...we went home...now i feel lik veri siann...cos i still remember wad lynette tell me abt wad he told her...now...i don noe why...but hearin his name or seein him or anything tat is got to do wif him...makes me realli pissed of...i feel lik i m startin to dislike wm...or even worse...hate wm!!!but i still realli lik wm...i don noe wads wrong wif me lo...wad the hell...i think tat he will be the last boy i lik lo...lik wad i told nabil...i'd rather be a nun...damn siann lo...love/like realli does suck man!!!atleast to me la...unless u go through wad i am now...u will neva noe de...so before u disagree...think lo...haha....i think 'my immortal' by evanscence...de lyrics damn pei wad i feel now...shld be tat song ba...hehe.....waiting for zj to online now...so i can tell him tat i hate wm.....cos i m kinda sure wm will be at his house de...if not zj will tell wm de...
actualli...i don noe why i wanna do tat...but something in me i telin me tat i shld...how?of course follow ma heart and do it la!i think i am bian tai...ok wadeva...
k...tats all i hav to sae today...now gonna check if zj online anot.....i might add on after i tell zj...hehe...so i guess see u lata? to wm.....so wad if my english is pro???