Went back straight after school...and was locked out...darn...i forget to bring keys...but lucky...my maid just cam back then i got in...
i used the com 4 awhile oni then got this ppl frm NEA or something...i so scared he is fake lo...then i call my mom...she sae let them in...then tat man damn wad lo...see my luo han then he sae wad let his go le...blah*blah*blah*...
somethings wrong wif esther...just don understand her?!?!at this rate...we sure to break de...siann lo...den she follow qin and marilyn...lik wtf?!?u cannot lik tat lo...they might not lik it de...u are lik very extra...so i think lik u shld stick wif us...i mean this is wad i feel lo...tat time wad happen to lynette...u shld noe lo...(tokin to esther)...now...i am listenin to songs...see which wan i lik...then can put into ma MP3...lov the song "what can i do" by nan quan ma ma...it realli lik tell ppl wad i m feelin if i let them listen la...ahya...don noe lo...still thinkin of him...nothing has realli changed...well i guess i am the kind tat needs alot of time...maybe even one year...i mean why not?rite?......now around 5pm...and i m addin on...i just cried...mani things in my head...esther and lyn prob...his prob....i am goin crazy le...i don noe how long this can go on...i wish i had scored better for psle...then i will not come to RSS...not tat it is a bad sch...but it is the frens there and the prob we face...then i will not hav to meet and noe him...or anyone else...maybe i could have gone to the sch where all my pri frens go...maybe i'd be better off...but frens here are great too...but it is just the price i hav to pay to have them...life sucks man!y cant i just be a naive girl...then maybe i will not realise anything tat is goin on around me...then maybe i may not even feel all the sadness...over hate or even hurt...then i'd be better off then...then i will be a nerdy girl...tat look stupid and is stupid...then maybe i won bother abt boys lik my mom and concerntrate on ma studies...then i will not hav met or knowm him...tat will be the best lo....the prices are JUST TOO GREAT!!!added quite alot le..i gtg le...bye...i guess tats all for today le...unless anything happens again...hehe...maybe i m not the girl i always thought i was....F!