kay...todae was akinda great day...well i went to walk the macritchie tree top walk or something...damn long lo...around lik 10 over km....so...i just read iris's tag...sorri...hehe...well.....i was kinda sad all over again...lik not oni me is lik tat...if i hav one wish..i will wish tat no one will eva go though wadeva i did...cos well...it is totally pianful...i hated him...but zj say tat it is just wad i will say at a moment of heat...well i keep on asking him whether i still lik wm or i hate him...i wanna sae sorri to him la cos even if he sae i not fan...naturally if i am him i will feel tat way de...kayy i hav fallen into a veri veri deep deep hole tat oni one person can get me out of...and tats oni erm...(i don realli noe is it wm or me???)...so now i lik am stuck there foreva le...until i find out hu or wat can get me out....i feel so lonely...stuck in a deep hole...foreva and eva...neva gonna get ut...so dark and cold...and creepy...and no matter how mani sorri u tell me wm...it will not help de...cos it will neva change anything...everything i don wan to happen has happen...actualli...b4 i told u i lik u...i lik knew *tat* ok?but maybe i was too late...so a note to everyone...never hesitate...just go for it...or you will regret de...U WILL DE!! trust me...cos i have made tat mistake le....and u can neva change tat liao...and no matter wadeva happens after...u will still lik tat person...which will cause u alot of pain de...unless u are the lucky type tat can forget tat easily...or else...u will feel lik it is the end of the world...u will feel lik dying...ok tats wad i think la...(when i was typing this part...i was thinking if i will be fined for saying tat)
wm...i don noe if o still lik u...or i hate u...but i noe tat i will not get over everything until a veri veri long time...i don noe y i liked u...but i noe tat i realli do now...and will for a veri long time...ok i noe i might be repeating wadeva i sae but this is lik a diary...so i write the way i lik lo...kay tats all i can say le...cos i am tearing liao...scared later cry then die le...