today was a great day but it could hav been greater to hav the company of a big piglet...if not for tat weiming...haizz...siann...call him so mani time neva ans...actualli not i call de is lynette...she got one...on the first try lo...so good sia...hai...siann...i mean even if he cant come or wadeva atleast tell us ma...let us call call call...and hav the hope tat he will come....stupid la...lyn say tat if a boy catches one...and giv to his girlfren...she will be veri happi de...haha...i wonder...wadeva..i can oni dream on de...lynette say i am dumb....cos i mean i am the total opp of her...she wans ta tok to the boy she lik...but she noe tat he won listen one..i mean...lik he won care de...but for me..i can become real close close frens wif him...but is i don dare de...haizzz....i mean i am just scared wad...i realli think i am stupid lei...haizz...but even if i wann be veri veri fren wif him...i must wait until his o's finish first...haizz...wad a long wait...and somemore...dec i goin austraia...two weeks of chance is gone liao...hmm...i wonder...wad shld i get for him???haha...no point actualli...it won change anything....hai....wad can i do now to change it...if i had one wish...i would be_______________________________....cant say cos i mean this thing is not out yet...so i do wann be the first one to do it...even if this thing has to be spread...he will do the honours...but it is already the past...so no one will noe liao...haha but i now veri de siann....realli lik don noe wad to do le......cant get him outta my mind...haii...f lo...
yesterday my mom ask me how much i hav left in my hicard...i sae two something...the she laugh at me lo...the monei is for me to survive until dec...u noe how torturing tat is...i cannot sms him...cannot chat even if he starts a conversation wif me!!!i mean it is veri rare for him to start the conversation...cos it is always me de....siann lo.....ask my gor to buy topup card for me for a veri long time le....but he still haven lo...hai....ren ren ren!!!haha...last nite i woke up in the middle of thenite...and remember all the things tat happen between him and me...but after tat i dream of him so happi lo...basically..i went to see doc...then he and zj was there...so i was waiting there cos got 26 ppl infront of me...i suddenly saw my cousin she was pushin a baby carrige or something...then there was this little girl playin wif the baby inside...then of course i went over and lik cuddle the baby la...so suddenly...wm call tat little girl...and lik tell her not to play wif my niece...or i might lik bit her or something...(i mean he can be quite qian bian at times...but he very cute de...haha)so tat was his sis...then after awhile...i was sitting wif my cousin and zj...my cousin was in the middle la...then weiming suddenly come out of the toliet wearing this tight power ranger singlet...i was disgusted and then i lik quitely tell my cousin...but zj say tat is his bro one...then wm took it off and he was wearing a nicer t-shirt of coures...then he came over to me and pass me my handphone...i don noe how he had it but it was wet...so i was lik eee...then he shake his ass infront of me lo...stupid la....then i kicked his ass...hahatats the end!!!when i woke up...i was damn happi...cos it was the first time o dreamt of him...haha