wa...three days neva blog le...feel so weird...so..now i blogging...something happened this three days it has to do with the 'ILU' kinda thing...but i well just chose not to say..cos it is veri well i dunno...sad?he went New York yseterday...then today around erm 5...or to be exact...erm...5:48:10 online...then tok to me...oni say hi...but too bad i was sleeping in my room...so around 7 when i woke up...he offline liao...actualli i woke up earlier then seven...cos i've been havin the cut wrist kinda feelin this two days...hais...but of coures don dare la...so at first i cut my finger...i use pen knife..then first cut oni skin..then one more time...still skin...then third time OUCH!!!so pain neh...so i scared liao...lol...haha...stupid me...even if i hurt myself oso no use de rite?so i guess now i am the unselfish girl tat well chose to let him hav happiness...very hard lo...cos now...all we think of is to hav the person..and not lik as long as they are happi...so am i...so now i trying to do tat lo...cos he say tat he hope this time i will tell him tat i will get over it...hais...i also hope so l0...haiss...now...i hav nth to say le...i wan go n watch DA CHANG JIN...so touching...hais...and hor today i watch Harry Potter...the part when tat chao shuai de cedric die...i cry lik shi lo...and i so shuai(not hadsome...unlucky...lol...)behind got two guai lan de ppl keep toking..then one read b4 the story so keep tellin the other one...i felt lik say 'CAN U LIK SHUT UP...!'but i scared tat tat was not de rite way to do it...so i ren...siann diao...somemore one i a FATHER...so throw face lo...old liao oso don zi dong...keep askin daughter this that..siann diao.lo....jibye...they spoilt my day!!!ok i wan watch the show le...bb!!