just read lynette's very very long blog then hand itchy...haha...so now blogging...
nothing much happened today but i noe for sure tat i seriously hate him...he lik keep things from me...i mean if he had come up and make things clear before i confessed...i wont hav been sad and so on...it was avoidable...the worst thing is tat she was one of the cause!!!bloody bitch!!!wad does she wan from me???wad did i do to make her do all this to me???why is she so slutty!!!why!!!is she gonna continue make my life miserable as long as we are together!!!when will she stop it!!!but why in the first place did she do tat to me?????why!!!
no matter how much i hate her...it will not be more then how much i hate him...cos i trust him!or believe him???i don noe how to say it is just some kinda feelin tat cannot be put to words...maybe it is cos i lik him...but still how could he do tat to me!!!i hav made it clear le...I BLODDY HELL GIVE UP!!!if tat is wad she wans me to do then tat is wad i will do...cos i cant take it no more...

now i am gonna announce something...
i have a erratic character...which mean i lik hav mood swings??
one moment i can be happy and be very about it...and if something tat happen tat make me unhappy or pissed off...i will swear all the way...i noe i am lik tat and am trying very hard to control my hot temperedness...

a summary is i give up..and i hate him and her...him more!!!!!

but i am very sorry i cant tell him hu she is...i just cant...sorry...