nothing much happen...but i noe i am bleeding inside...even if i was i lik mad girl wif lynette..screaming out loud at cause way i am still very sad inside...i feel very bad...and guilty...i feel very sorri...i noe i should not have done tat to him...its not his fault...but maybe i am just finding an excuse to forget him...to me he will always be a very nice person,patient,kind,caring well just the kind of boy any girl would want...too bad for me...i don understand myself...it is over but i just have this weird feeling...lik an instinct...i feel tat i hav to hang on..but now...nomatter how strong tat feeling is...i will give it up...and forget him for once an for all...now all i wanna do is apologise to him,study hard for next year...