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Tuesday, December 20, 2005 ♥ 11:37 AM

now in ma aunts house...waiting for ben to come home...then can play tekken or something...ben is lik the cutest boy i have eva meet apart from him...he is just very fun to be with...hehe...you just feel lik pinching his rosy cheek!!!
its been great here the nice windy weather tat can get pretty cold at times...and the ppl here are just plain friendly
my uncle,aunts and cousin think i hav changed alot...cos i use to be realli veri veri chatter box...well..i don noe...=))maybe i was lik ben...abit siao siao and very chatty and well can make frens easily...
on thing i cant get outta my mind is i just cant believe tat victor gor gor noes i am scared of him!!!i hav been scared of him well since a very long time...i found out yesterday when i lik told ben tat victor should smile more cos he looks damn fierce then he said "your scared of him...rite" then i say yes and ask him lik how he noe then he said it was kinda odvious...i was lik OMG!!!and even victor gor gor noe...cos from wad ben said...the last christmas i celebrated here victor sat beside me then i walked away...LOL...i cant believe i did tat...and i hav this feeling tat he is lik trying to help me more so tat i won be scared of him???LOL...ben ask me to treat him nicer and lik not be scared of him anymore...i am lik how..i am just very scared...he say tat maybe it will cheer him up then victor gor won treat ben so bad...one of the reasons i am afraid of victor gor is cos of how i treats ben i mean its meant for bens good but when u see him lik asking ben to do push ups and so on...u just feel abit scared..i mea there is nothing i should be afraid of cos i am a girl he will neva touch me and i am not his sis so he cannot do wadeva he does to ben to me...i noe he is very nice...but its just a natural feeling...and he is also a karate player or something...the three brothers are...nick,victor and ben...well i guess its just good luck to me???
gtg...blogg another time...bb