yester day was great!din blog cos went to uncle bruce house.and drank.YUM~
drank abit or gor's red wine.it was nice.so fragrant.then had two cups of Azila mixed with f&n ice-cream soda,and last,Vodka and lime.ooo.YUM~~
mum din let me hav more.wait till next year ba.

ok.today was F.I.N.E fine.
went to uncle chris house.then went for a movie with lynette and esther.it was a nice show.the boy and girl a so pei.i am so sian mu.anyway.after tat went home.


i tried to hint to you about how i felt.but you did not understand.i don noe if you were for real or maybe well faking it.but maybe i'll not ask you for now.till the time is right.then well maybe you'd understand.but anyway i just want to let you noe tat i love you.

smile!


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

ate this ice-cream with kalua last night.oo.loved.fragrance of the kalua.goes yum with the ice-cream.
wanted to drink red wine.but.grand ma was hear.boo hoo.just wanted to get drunk or something
to drown my sorrow?or problems.so siann.

wearing this white top and pink skirt love it.along with my pedalworks shoes.and as usual.my L.V bag.using it every year.so bored!
gor's playing piano.beside me.so shoik.the song is nice.but he hasn't get used to the song yet.so got some wrong parts.but the song is nice.
nothing much to blog about.cos i haven spent the whole day doing anything yet.
cant wait till i go one of the relative house and play cards.oolala.

byebyesss

smile!! (cos its cny!)


just finish renuion dinner.i am so bloody full.not so so sooo ful but just full.
mum marinated this realli yummy~ beef.ooo.i loved it.and i noe.i won hav any stomacch problems.=))
anyway.i offed my phone.i don noe.but i am just unhappy.he hasn't smsed me since yesterday!!sms him neva reply.don noe wads he up to.don wanna bother to wait le.so i offed it.not on-ing it till tomorrow.
dinner was YUM YUM~~
loved it.
tomorrow.going out .to collect ang pao~~
cant wait.=)))))
gonna look for more food.blehs~


afterall i am used to waiting.so theres no diff now.i will not get angry or wadeva.
i'll just wait wait wait.
oh wadeva.
used to it.and lynette understands how it feels.

i wonder how is it tat when i am happy lynette aint.when she is happy.i aint.

is someone/god trying to tell me something??
i don noe.could he be telling me i have to chose??
i am confused.cant wait till i tok things out wif mingming.then everything i am confused about.will be ok le.
cant wait.

byebyesss!!!

happy chinese new year everyone tat visits my blog=)))

smile!!


why do i have so much problems?
gor thinks i should tok to mingming about it.when the time is right.lik don pull it later le.cos i don noe.i just don understand why he is different from glendon?i noe i am expecting too much.but maybe time will patch up everything.i cant wait till tat day comes.haiss.
what will i do when you go for ur ns?it will all be harder then.hate this alot.really hope i can tok to you about it soon.and also hope you will understand how i feel.and well tell me about wad you think at the same time.then maybe we can be better.

gor showed me a nick.'neva make something your everything.cos when its gone you are nothing.'

its true.but kinda too late le.i love mingming alot.and realli hope things will all turn out just the way i wanted it to.at least abit lik it.i don expect everything to be perfect.cos life is full of ups and down.just be good.

renuion dinner is tonight.cant wait!!

yum yum~~

gor wants to use com soon.and i have noting to say le.full with mixed feelings.

smile?


ok.i loved it today.
went sch.perform.it sucked la.but the finale.was fun!shout how loud.voice zhao also no one noe.lols.then went home had luch.then went to greenridge plaza meet pri sch fren.i missed sylvia!!!din realli miss kait ni.she is too pervertic.reminded me tat i eva indirectly kiss her b4.siann diao.was talking about something realli pervertic wif sylvia.b4 meeting kait ni.lols.laugh until lik shit.loved tat moment.sorry i could not go lot one wif lynette,qiqin,glendon and jason.

i feel so sick and tired of her.she is so naggy.and kao bei.so kpo for wad.everything also must ask.don understand too bad la.eat shit la.jibye woman.fucking bitch.i realli hate you.i hope you just drop dead.i will cry for you anyway.mingming ask me to show respect abit.but how??when you just cant keep your old saggy mouth shut?can i sew it up for you?life would be better.i noe i am mean,rude.but i just cant stand the fact tat i hav to report everything to you.and you on the other hand will be extra.and report to your son.wtf???cant you just not tok for lik one day??i dont wanna shout or raise my voice impatiently to you.cos i noe i mean it not nice.but if you stay any longer.i will.i eva rebutted.and i realli dint want to.but you were stupid enough to ask me abt a show i hav neva watched b4.instead i was watching becos of you.wtf???are you sick in the mind or something???

just drop dead.alright?(sorry mingming.could not do it.just fa qi here.but i will still try to respect her)

cant wait till mingming replies me.i realli wanna noe wad he'd say.

smile!


ok today.first period cd.i switched my phone on.to wait for his reply.he recieved my sms on at 1 something in the morn.wads goin on wif my phone???

anyway.then was history then went recess.when i cam back i check my phone.one sms.esther din hav any haha.he sms me b4 recess.but i din check.so i replied him.we chat for awhile during tat stupid chinese lesson.teacher almost caught me.thanks to elaine.she saved me=)thanks!
wads wrong wif our chinese teacher.i understand tat his eyes are small.but tat does not affect his vision rite?i mean i don hav tat kinda problems.

anyway.he say he wanna be independent so he wont work for his mom.its natural for ppl at his age to think tat way.cos their time will come soon.rite?anyway.i will always be behind him.zhi chi-ing him.and i do not think it is bhb.not at all.

he says his house is lik a jungle.such a cute way of saying it.=))i wanted to ask him wad kinda animals he had in his house?any tiger?lion or monkeys??but dint hav the chance to cos maths was next.

so i replied him after sch.went mac wif lynette,glendon and jason met eddie.yazid and nas.
glendon was video taped of how he kneel down to say sorry to lynette.it was hilarious.but he did it anyway.three times?or was it four?anyway.yazid was so cute.
he bit into the fish mac dipper.and he went oww!!!realli loud.and his action was very very cute.cos his small.then it makes it cuter.wad happened was he bit into the fish thingy.then oil from it splashed out.alittle bit oni and he hurt his face.which also resulted in him droppin the bitten food on the floor.i don realli noe how to explain clearly.but you can ask me.

then went to buy the handphone strap.for esther-green one and another one for mingming-blue.hope he liks it.

then came home.i was going up my stairs when.i saw this bra on the staricase railing.someone dropped it while drying it.and someone else picked it up and cliped it there.how nice.i examined it a little more...and WTF!!!it was mine.but duh i din take it.i wen home and got my maid to do it.i mean how pai seh would it be???

so now i am blogging.dads coming home from china soon.in the afternoon.then grandma's coming at night or should i say evening.at around 7pm.

smile!


today was erm.ok?

first period.eng.have to pass up some homework on fri.and nabil is rejoicing tat he din come.wadeva.lazy boy.

then was boring old science.i and esther started the peeping at him thing again.he yawned two time.and i din get to see.she saw.then i saw.he is very cute.

recess.then geog.din bring file.hav to show teacher tomorrow.siann.then maths.don remember wad happened.but nothing was fun or wad so eva.

school end.while packing up stuff.i took out my phone,admired my hp strap.doggy keychain.tat matched my phone.then on it.din expect any sms but guess wad!!!he recovered his phone!!i screamed in joy.don noe how loud but loud.then i went to look for miss ng.then went to canteen.ate some sutff.and replied him.his working again.and might have to do ot today.poor thing.work so long.must be very tired.haiss.how can i help him.siann

then went choir did some stupid reharsing for fridays performance.then went to do maths.did finish wif qing haos help.thanks!!

then went to look for miss ng.had to stay alittle while more.to redo one of the question.infront of her.she recaped.and my mind was blank!she must hav been pissed.hav to finish the port folio by tonight.where to start???

after tat went causeway.to help esther buy her contacts.all the shops there oni sold them in boxes.at 45 bucks each.she wanted oni one pair.for 15 buck.so din get it for her.then after tat went home.sat in the same bus as derrick and edwin.sorry derrick.for not repling you.i on my mp3 at 25.was too loud to hear you.

girl wad hav i got against you??why must you alway say negative things?wad happen happened last year.its 2006 now.it a fresh year.must you be lik this?i hate you.and her too.i just cant tolerate the fact tat altough we are frens you just HAVE to say tat.wadeva.i will just go on hating you if tats wad you lik.i don noe wad else you say abt me.and don wanna noe.cos i wanna live life happy.ur question made me hav doubts.and tats wad i shld neva hav.i hate you!because of tat i am gonna make it clear with him.but just to let you noe.i just hate you alot!

byebyesss!

smile!


ok today was ok.help cut somestuff in first period.for class deco.yazid start throwing stuff at me.but i could not do anything cos it was science next.then recess.
then mother toungue.i lov tat period!!cos somehow the teacher damn good to me.i am esther were practically laughing the whole chinese lesson.why hmm.cos we were peeping at *** *****
and i did some stupid action.so we were laughing all the way.and *** ***** saw me doing them.lols.so pai seh
and instead of even scolding me.the teacher still help me!!i lov it!!lols.
then maths.so the bao chou of yazid started.when miss ng went to get some stuff.i threw at nabil.i admit.my aiming sucks.i picked up a alot of small paper.and threw all at nabil at one time.and he threw the coin over.wtf!!!then i took out my wallet.and poured out all my coins.jin chong was lik wa kao!or something just a shock kinda reaction.but of course.i neva throw la.and tat stupid nabil.threw three things at me.first the side of my *****.then my *** then my head.i shld hav whack him.asshole.
but it was fun.i lov jin chong brown dc bag!!!its damn style la.then we go china town.bought this keychain.orange and blue.i hang the orange one on my handphone.cos my handphone is orange.i ove it!!
in china town did nothing much.was boring!!!
but i also realise one thing.where ever jinchong is.everyone there will hav fun.i just don noe how to say.then we were outside this chinese medical shop.don noe wad name.bought herbal egg.i'd lik to thank qiqin for helping me unshell it.cos it was damn hot.then liying took out her digi cam.the four of us lik scream and faster ask her take photo for us.then we kept screaming and lik say i wan take wif lynette!i wan take wif qiqin!i wan take wif rachel!i wan take wif marilyn!it was so funny.then after tat went home le.so now i am here drinking wads left of my oreo chocolate pearl thingy.its YUM~
but milk tea is still MORE YUM~
wadeva.
cant wait till friday.lynettte might be goin back pri sch wif me!don noe if i shld ask mingming to come for the sch's celebration cos after tat i will be goin back to pri sch.he will be so darn siann.nvm.i think don.
anyway.i just wanna say i love policeman!(or atleast man wearing uniform.dark blue kind.cos just now i was goin up the stairs when i kick one of the step.almost fell.the man behind me din laugh!!!ok.hav to eat dinner le.
byebyesss

smile!


today so sucked!!!and also quite fun la.
why it sucked?cos someone said hi to me.i mean tats a good thing but not from him.anyway why good
i don actualli remember but its cos alot of laughing.lets recap.
eng.boring.pe.fun.run.then i pull elaines clothe up and cause esther to be pulled too.and the worst part.jin chong was behind so esther was darn pai seh.then after tat we were playing some kinda game.then i purposely/accidentally hit elaines boobs.sorri!!and so for the whole day she was threathening me to touch mine.freaky.and ended up in her wanting to take revenge.
anyway.had some sucky lessonand check up.
had to take off my clothes.lucky the nurse very nice.let me of so don need take out bra.i mean imagine tat its lik so pai seh.and after tat was when tat ass said hi.wadeva.
then choir.
during choir.elaine was still trying to touch mine.and in the end i think she did.but hu cares??i don give a damn.five of us together.all i hit b4.and oni qiqin neva hit mine=))too bad girl.but your chance will come.lols.
sms him.wait for him to online later.
bought the shoes and a handphone strap.love it!bought one for my brother too.hope he liks it.
tomorrow going china town.siann.hope its fun.
byebyesss

smile!


ok i was planing wad to write earlier during tuition.wasnt realli paying attention.cos i was too worried.i was planing to say this
dint sleep well last night.so darn tired now.why he haven sms me???
but anyway.he smsed me he just jad some gastric prob.i eva had b4.it hurt but it cant be compared to wad my brother experience.for a 16 year old boy to hurt lik tat.it is so serious.he was admitted to the hospital.kept vomitting green stuff.and i had to carry it.it was warm.lols.very gross.lucky tat dint happen to mingming.or i will cry.just looking at my brothe lik tat.you can feel the pain la.imagine if mingming oso lik tat.i cry for him le.ok.so he is alright now.=))theres something to smile abt le.haha.
will blog later.if anything happens.

mingming.you scared the shit out of me.careful next time.i don wanna see you in pain le.my heart will break.muacks*love you lots lots lots.

smile!


ok.so the day dint suck.
went to see flower.then go jurong point.
i was at the carpark when...mingming smsed me!!!so happy.
bought two shoes and a jacket.

mingming is in alot of pain now.ouch.my heart pain.i wonder how he is.wish i can go see doctor wif him now.so xin tong to hear him lik tat.boohoohoo.
hope he see doctor then don pain liao.praypraypray.wonder wad he ate.haiss.
get well soon dars.MUACKS**
heart breaks t hear you lik tat.

AINT SMILING NO MORE.
HIS IN LOTS OF PAIN.


today is lik so gonna suck.by looking at wadeva i am doin now.i noe i am gonna pass the day doing nothing.
i am still waiting for his sms.cos i don wanna sms first as his bro might be using it.its been a whole bloody day since he smsed me.i feel so darn siann..bored.
gor is still sleeping.i wan go out!!!later ask gor can go shopping wif me.not exactly.but atleast go out wif him.we neva did.his always playing his games.and the oni time i hav wif him is when?b4 we sleep?or in the car?wadeva its just too little time.his the greatest gor eva.i am proud to hav him as my brother.not bhb but i realli am proud.his the nicest guy eva.apart from mingming.i am just wondering why he doesn't hav a gf.
my mom's sick in the mind.i cant hav a bf.tats fine but not my brother!!!my dads alright wif it.just must study hard.so i will=))
cny coming cant wait to see sylvia and kait ni!!miss them soo much.love ya guys!!lots and lots!

smile


maybe i was wrong in the first place.i made the wrong choice.and caused all the problems.sorri.back again??

waiting kinda SUCKS now.siann.siann.siann.


today meet marilyn and lynette at interchange.then went class did something.nabil came.lucky him.jing chong too.

during chinese lesson.i saw jing chong and guan wei busy doing something with their phone.so i smsed jing chong.'wa.so guang ming zheng de wor.'
he din hav my no.so i'd suppose he freaked out or something.then he missed call me but i din feel it.well.then i did something realli stupid.i missed call him.shit.how idoitic was tat??in the end he found out it was me.no eng.went library.it was well ok.

but i loved art.it was so fun.not the art but the thing i did.i was intending to buy another neadable earaser.cos mine was all black.so i plucked small bits from it and throw at nabil.the funniest part is one of the earaser bit.either thrown by me or esther.droped on yong xiang's head.i don noe why but it got stuck.lik chewing gum.he must have pressed it in.so i was laughing away lik an idoit.and in the end the cut it off.it was so darn funny.lols.the stupid thing was tat when i was laughing i saw nabil looking at me.so i assumed he kenw wad i was laughing at.but he din.stupid!!

after tat went home.after ages this is the first time i went home so early.

things are going on around the five of us.i realli don noe wad to do.i still lik you.but i just don lik the fact tat you are hanging out wif her.you noe wad i mean?i cant stop you from chosing your fren.and neither can you.i don noe the whole story.could you fill me in?if the whole thing started because of me.then i will leave you guys alone.tell me.i realli don wan us to be lik tat.i am neutral.u cant blame me for not feeling the way you guys do.i am different.

sorrry.but in the end i chose her(as in follow her)..we can still be frens just don tok abt her when i am around.

but girl i hated you from the start and the feeling has neva changed and will neva.cos nothing you have done has made me lik you a little bit.its not because of wad happened last time.tats the past.i just think your attitude sucks.

byebyesss.

smile!



betrayal is going on every.i am soo darn lost.i don noe.i just don lik the way you critisise her.i mean i lik her.wad you wan.bitch.i don understand why u are lik tat.but wad can i do.this sucks.


slept early last night.promised you <33
woke up today.was still soo darn tired.guess its cos the camp oni sleep a few hours.
dint meet them today.cos i too lazy to walk to interchange.=))
first period was CD.qing hao wrote something abt me in this piece of tissue.i din bother cos i was used to it.i mean he is no better??he showed me and say was kee zi right de.of course i din believe cos i noe kee zi very good de.i threw the tissue back to tat gapo.then i don noe how.i flew all the way to lynette.she told the teacher about it.cos fizzy told her to do so.then teacher asked hu did it everyone around me pointed at tat gapo.lols.so sad.teacher called him out to tok?scold.then i was talking to esther when suddenly he was infront of me.calling me rachel in a very sweet and polite way.i was lik huh??wad thing??he said SORRY!!lols.teacher asked if i heard i said yes.she she walked away.then i burst into laughter!!!it was bloody funny.imagine gapo saying sorri to me.lols.it was totally.funny.

after recess.chinese walked to and fro from the staff room to class.it was fun.i smsed him during the period.till now no reply.y??i suppose he dint borrow his bro hp.of nvm.hope he goes online tonight.
.then go ava for relief. or something.finish my english homework.then went hall.

eliane sat behind me.she kept singing the'looking in the window wad do i see??' i see rachels picture blahblahblah..'
cos she was looking at esther's wallet which had the realli stupid photo of me.esther thinks its cute.so she put it into her wallet.the transparent part.elaine was very entertaining.=))

after tat esther left for netball and i went cwp wif lynette,marilyn and qiqin.
took neos again.then i am here.feel so darn tired.gonna nap later.to gain back all my energy.for tomorrow

today rocked.i am saying this oni cos nabil dint come.HAH HAH HAH!!!
no maths.no english.no speech.so nice.
nabil i have only one thing to say.TOO BAD!!!
byebyess

oh ya.i was realli touched when u ask me to fufil tat wish of urs.it was so sweet.
i love you more and more.muacks.

just remembered.i said sayonara(don noe wrong not)to the camp chief.and he heard!!he replied.so pai seh.marilyns soo jealous.lols=)))

smile!


ok so i am adding on(but if you are reading this first.i'd say you read the previous post first.tat way its better.) as i said i would.althought its abit lame cos oni awhile ago.but i noe siann so entertain you abit.
the camp sucked for quite alot of ppl.for now i can say for everyone cos i neva hear anyone say he/she liked it.
and i am glad.cos this means i am not weird.=))
i feel so tired.but i don wan sleep.later he sms me i neva see how?must wait.
i'd do anything for him.tat is it must not pass the limit la.
but
I WILL NOT MAKE FIRST MOVES.
i mean some kind i cannot.some kind i can.get it?
ok.its raining now.so happy.then the other cb group of campers tat go today cannot play flying fox!!!
they are lik so kao bei la.all so act cute.tie hair lik some kinda idoit lik tat.one head atleast got ten tails la.use ribbon tie.lik bai chi lik tat.stupid sia.
RA!RA!RA!
lols.hope it rains tomorrow too.then they also don need play le.
HEH HEH HEH!
i am soo evil.
=))
ok.now really nothing to rite le.
so byebyesss for today!!!

WAITING IS ALRIGHT.COS I NOE IT WILL COME TO AN END.=))


back from camp and back to civilisation.so happy to be able to blog again=))
i miss home.my bed.my pillow.my blankie.my pilly.my bolsty.my toliet.and most of all.i missed him!!!
sick and tired of having oni 3 mins to bathe.and be all sticky when going to bed.getting bitten by tat merciless ants.shit them!!tired of having to squat on mud.sit on the dusty and wet floor.my ass hurts!!
just smsed my mingming.waiting for him to reply=))
missed him a whole farking lot!!
three days passed slow yet fast.stupid rain.i still wann play abseiling and flying fox!!it aint fair!!
somehow.i don noe wad to say.cos i oni hav one thing in my mind.and tat is.<333 heh heh heh.

ok.nabil say i am tycho?don noe oso.and he looked damn cool.but not always.his very weird.very very weird.he will lik keep toking.and you just don noe wad his saying de.

oh ya.i remember i was waiting for the flying fox.and you noe wad happen?i fell backwards.stupid.cos i was on a log and i was lik playing.cos very sian.then i slipped off.screaming two times b4 landing.so pai seh!!!lols.

and i was playing the CRC.it was cool.but i noe.i was lik totally shaking alot la.the whole wire was moving back and fro.the sight was hilarious!!i mean even if i din see myself from below.but still you can imagine it.stupid.but funny.
wanna bathe soon.so will add on later.if i remember more funny stuff=))

i cant wait till the day mingming h***s my h**d

smile!!


todays was GREAT!
met wm and lynette.asked him along.cos i and lynette was gonna study for debate.he turned up and we went timezone first.cos lynette was itchy?i din noe wad happen but i felt very very very sick.my stomach hurt lik shit.then no shit kind?then i wasn't in the mood to do anything.and the smell of food would make me wanna puke.after tat we wnet civic.do finish we went cwp again.cos wm was sian.cant blame him.he was practically playing wif his game thing while we wasted time.sorry.=)))
when we reached cwp he wanted to leave cos he had to go swimming wif his brother.but don noe why he went mini bits wif us.lynette said she felt tat he wasn;t really happy tat she was there but he just dint say.then i suddenly realise.i am so sorry.
when we left i smsed him about the not so happy thing.he said he was having slight fever.i was so guilty!!
you shld hav told me.i would not hav mind if you left for home to rest.i mean if u fell really really sick while i was in camp.wad do you think i would do?run away to see you?
i really really love you.i am serious.and i don wanna lose you.
going camp tomorrow.wont be bring my phone.glad tat u understand.i will miss you alot.

my bro said'you really lik cannot live without him lei.'

how nice is tat???lols.
ok cant tok le.have to pack.byebyess..


today was a ok day.
met wm and his gang.was really happy he kept his promise.then after singing we were let off.saw him when we were about to leave.he was gonna take his lunch.so went along.then we saw kelvin.he started balbbering.pissed me off.very very much.(sorry i was lik tat.i din noe wad got into me.glad tat you understand.)
after tat see abit of performance then left le.smsed him.reach home then blogging now.

its not your fault his lik tat.his your fren.i am sure theres a reason why you lik hanging out wif him.i respect your desicions.you dont hav to be sorry.i am just glad you cared for me.lynette says i am very xing fu.i noe wad she means.i agree.i lo** you alot.and really wanna be wif you foreva.
hope you understand.

love you alot.


today nth much happened.and i won realli go into details.cos i am not i a very happy mood cos one.they were practically making fun of us it wasn't realli nice.i mean wad if i did tat to you????and.theres some things i don realli understand.but of course i won say it here.so if you wanna noe.ask me urself.but if you aren't realli tat close to me.don bother.i think nabil noe wad happened le.cos of something i asked him today.lols.and he is also keeping something from me.i mean till now he still don trust me.nvm la.oh wadeva.anyway i also not so close wif him.
anyway.byebyesss.


a fairy tale started at 6.36.55pm.120106.so happy.
ok today as usual again.meet lynette and marilyn.esther was not told.so neva meet.cd period.tok abt puberty and on.then history,recess.mt.take book for teacher.i find him damn weird la.and marilyn is lik saying he lik mi.cos he chose me to be rep.lols.lik er???he looks lik fat cat.this show de main actor.lols.then maths and english.end sch le.next week got camp sooo siann.hate it.don think i will be brining my phone.cos i am the absent minded kind.scared lost=))
tomorrow meet marilyn and lynette.find out wad time the cca open house start.and end.then..my pa come b4.lucky neva say anything tat i shld not say.i am glad he does not object to something tat i asked him if not now don noe wad to do le.gtg byebyes!!

oh ya.sorry but i din really get you just now.so now i shall say.I WILL MISS YOU TOO<333


ok hmm...today..meet lynette,marilyn and esther.and something realli realli shocking happened!lynette was earlier then marilyn and esther!!omg!ok.sci then english recess.bought book.geog then maths.after sch went DnT room pass up DnT file.went to look for miss wong.tok to her.she seems nicer then b4.i mean most of the teacher is nice de.just tat in class they hav to be bitchy or so on.then went for the briefing.then choir.went for this sat cca open house de rehersal.its was cool.lik the lets get loud song.but haven realli memorised the lyrics.oni sang lik 5 time?the lyrics is easy execpt for the turn the music luod or something part.always get mixed up.went causeway wait for esther.bought MILK TEA!love it lots!but the pearl was very very sweet.then went home.was very excited cos lynette had something to tell me about him.something tat he told her.came back found out tat the no. i thought was his new one was his bros.anyway.in the end.she just told me thing tat i din think i was gonna be.which was not nice.nvm.so i am here now.which also means nothing to say le...bye bye!!!


ok.today soo sucked!apart from something tat happened.i cant say yet.but when everything is very very clear.i might tell you some part.ok.wanted to go out.but rain rain rain!stupid!nothing to say cos did nothing.but although today sucked.i still loved it.cos i found out something tat i have been wanting to find out for ages.i am happy with it even if nothing happens.well.don noe la.feel lik cooking tonights dinner.but sian neva buy anything.feel so great today.if today was a happy day.i would be very very very happy.you ask me kiss ur ass i also will!!!lols.but today bad weather pull me down abit.but tat thing i found out.make me feel neither happy nor angry.more of happy ba...haha...gonna call esther later if got time.mom's beside me playing noepets.gors out to KBOX.the place i would definitely gor if i had the cash.siann....to only thing i lik about raining day is he coolness.and the water puddles all over.my house is infront of a park.and the entrance is lik a slope up.so if u stand at the bottom.then cold cold water will just gush up ur legs.it lik so totally fun!ok.nothing to do liao.siann!!!!!gtg..bye byes...


ok...lets see..wad happened today..hmm..meet lynette,esther and marilyn.lynette wasn't late=)walked to sch.go back class.play bloogle.pe.i grow oni 1 cm!!!wth!!and gained 1.9 kg.siann.but sure de..go aust everyday eat.sleep.shop..and lik if the ask you wann eat ice-cream?and you say no cos its late and lik not good la.they'll say its nt late and wad abit oni la. aiyah wad i mean is tat they will persuade you to eat eat and eat..lols...
science sucked.teacher was lik totally soft.slow.sian..3s...lab must sit with nabil.don noe if tat is a good thing anot.he just kept scolding teacher la.but he was funny.hope i can bully him=)shld be able to cos i have lynette and esther..heh heh heh!
then DnT and then ipw.we took a photo and i am sorri but i can only send you the link cos i don noe how to put into this and marilyn and qiqin is not online.
its
http://img379.imageshack.us/img379/2558/pict00175er.jpg
its of the five of us.which also mean my four darlings and me!!!liked it alot.thanks to li ying.she took the risk for us!!!
then went assembly and then went choir.ending tat time we all went to the canteen to sing.don noe hus idea but still esther was there.when we started our move.she lik freaked out and run away.so funny lols.lik tat song.tat all tat happened today.

oh.cos yesterday lynette saw him she said when she was on e train she sort of thought 'why don we just suan le?'
somehow i agree..cos nomatter how much i noe.he just won do anything about it de.so there is no point on waiting le.i am lik just gonna waste my time.so good bye to him!!hope i can make it!!


ok today was ok...started the day quite early..cos 9am got chinese tuition.came back around 11.30 and it was pouring.my bro and his two frens were still asleep.and i don understand one thing.last nite was lik bloody cold la...and they still on air-con.i mean i was already freezing under my blankie liao...how were they???lols.they woke up and ate the bee hoon my mom bought then played majong.i was surprised my bro ask me if i wanna join.of course i said no la...i also don noe them so pai seh..and moreover its been ages since i last played.everytime i play i need my grandma behind me to help de lo..cos i don actuallinoe how to play.i just lik to mix the cards and pack them=)the funniest thing was tat the winner would use hitting of the ass using the leg as pubnishment for the losers..lols...lucky i din play but my bro said even if i did they won hit me de...so well...hu cares.
and i thought one of my bro's fren was cute.i don noe in wad way.but i just felt tat he was cute=)maybe cos he was small...(no offence la)
ok after tat i went to the salon to meet my mom.tat is lik my hang out.almost every week ends.you will see me there.i help them wash some of the things.lik the rollers and mixing bowls and on.see i am a good girl...=P
but today i left earlier.cos i was gonna buy bubble tea for them.the order was three milk tea and one ice blended honeydew.
MILK TEA IS LIK THE BEST!
ok so after buying i went home.gave them the drink.finished mine.and fell asleep.i was just lik so tired la.i was awaken by lynettes call.she was at bugis.she saw wm,zj and boon kiat.
after awhile.i lik suddenly was overcomed with fear.tat lynette will lik snatch him away from me.i mean we all think he lik me.but of course he will neva say.WADEVA!then i called esther.i am sorry lynette i really am.but you cant blame me for feeling tat way..its been months le.its time i lik think way out of the box.i am very very sorry.
toked to esther for how long?1 hr?or 2?wadeva around there rite?
after tat went my grand ma house for dinner.its a weekly thing.and also a weekly event tat i can enjoy good food and white rice.my mom is so healthy.we hav to eat brown rice.after five days of vrown rice.you'd feel very nice putting white rice into ur mouth.try it.lols.on my way back.it was still raining my mom fell onher knees.then she was telling us about how she fell earlier when she fell flat on her bum..the sight was lik utterly funny.i am sorry for laughing but if you were me.you will really just laugh out loud there.now the neck feels numb.i scared..hope she sees a doc tomorrow to make sure everything is alright.ok tat about all for today...byebye.

one more thing.zai jie:i did not say tat cos i was angry with him not replying me.i seriously felt tat way.hope you will understand.thanks.


siann...boring day...morning...use com and watch tv nia...afternoon go salon...just came back...boring!!!!wm online today and as usual for awhile nia...so fast for wad?i nap wad...tired you noe...cannot wait meh?ah ya..siann la...bad mood now...nothing to say le...byebyess

HOW BLOODY LONG ARE YOU GONNA MAKE ME WAIT?
I UNDERSTAND TAT PATIENCE PAYS..BUT ITS BEEN ATLEAST ONE OR TWO MONTHS LE...
YOU THINK I AM AS PATIENT AS YOU MEH???


today...hmm...morning went interchange to wait for esther,marilyn and lynette...and well as usual lynette was late...so we left first....i mean seriously,you have to be more punctual?we are meeting to go to school..not go out???
so we got our lockers and i hav to get the chinese workbook for the next lesson...cos I am the rep...siann...
after sch we had sectional...for lik 45 mins??but all we did was see the 'fake' weiming and sing one time of the Let's Get Loud...we went to meet marilyn at CWP after and went macdonalds to grab a bite as we din eat much after school...we saw another fake weiming...oh gosh...there are lik so many of him???lols...one of the mac ppl wearing red de...noe him la...she was friendly so lynette told her about the 'fake' weiming thing...she went come more to see your 'fake' weiming...lols...ok we were eating half way...when we saw this realli cute baby infront of us...so we lik start smiling at him and on...then he smiled!!!so adorable!!!we started taking photos of him and then his mom lik push the baby seat over to let us be closre to him...then his mom say tat we can carry him and take photo...so i went over and carried him...but b4 tat i ask him lik 'bao bao???' and HE SHOKE HIS HEAD!!!tat is lik not nice but still tat was sooo adorable and his only lik one???so clever!!but i still carried i and marilyn and lynette took turns to carry him but oni i and lynette took pic of us together...his lik so adorable!!!his mom put him on the table and the way he sat was lik extremely cute!!!so we also took pics of that....after tat when we left...he was crying not because of us...but when we said bye to him he stopped!lolsss
we went to take noe print AGAIN we spent erm...9+9+8=$26
in total of course...
after tat we went home and so i am here now...=)))


I FEEL TIGHTNESS IN MY CHEST ALL THE TIME COS OF YOU!


today...was a great day...not as much as yesterday...yesterday was lik siao ki na lik tat lo...in mac...laugh laugh!!!so fun...and the neoprints also turned out nice...today...i was appointed as the chinee rep...wth...why so shuay one...stupid...la...then after sch...went to eat mos
after tat...we bought same rubber band,and hair band...gonna wear tomorrow...so excited lols...then we went metro...so BRA...saw some nice ones...but got wire...feels uncomfatable...so deleted the thought of buying...after tat went home le...so now i am here!!!marilyn now sending me the noe prints tat we tok...so nice...SO HAPPY TOO!!!i love my hair now...and who i am now...whether anot i have changed...don noe why oso...AND I AM GONNA PUT IT INTA FRENSTER!!!LOLS...SO BYEBYESSS!!!


i suddenly remember something...i remember one e first day of sch..on my way back to be exact...i CRIED!!sec one somemore...i think i noe why...cos...first day of sch...no frens,sit beside a boy...sian or wad???and i also cant believe i told lynette this 'wads so good about HIM!'...lols...cant belief i said tat la...shit me la...and i am happi about onething about this year cos on one of e stairs in sch...got this realli big picture on e wall..then he is inside!!!lols...don see real him,see pic of him also not bad ba...lols...gtg byebyes...

delighted!

impatient too...


today wa a great day...finish all my homework and pass up le...so neva get scolding...after sch take neoprint so fun and nice...cant wait till gor come home than ask him help me scann!!!so excited!!!lols...if not ask marilyn faster scan le send me...lols...but don noe if my com siao anot...always say tat wad the document is potentially harmful cannot open...blah blah blah...f it la...still remember last time zj ask me press the f button or something to scold it...lols...so funny la he...so bored now...sms ppl also neva reply...siann!!!!!gor is coming back le...wif frens...i just don understand them la...already lik 4 oclock le...and then hor...around 6 they shld wanna leave le rite?then wad come two hours oni if me i will cry de lo...scan the photos le...so happy!!!bb...


ok one more thing to add on the yesterday's happenings...I IN FACT ME AND LYNETTE SAW SOMEONE'S BREAST!!!if you wanna noe more about it...you can ask me...or lynette...
moving on to todays happening's...
hmm...first day of school...saw sec one!!!i am sec two!!!cant believe it...and i am still adapting to writing 2/4 instead of 1/4 and 2006 instead of 2005 =))gotta finish my eoy paper...and do DnT..siann...


schools in lik 10 hours?siann...went swimming today...with lynette...haven been swimming for lik one year????it was fun...the first time i went swimming with my fren...but i felt very disgusted when i or we saw this couple being so close in the water lik hugging each other lik tat...give ppl the feeling tat they are havin sex...wtf!!!wanna do it find somewhere else la...or is it you wan let us see?if so go nude and DO IT la!!stupid ppl...then after tat i and lynette BATHED TOGETHER!!!lol first time.was abit relucten at first cos i mean...i GROW le lo...if see liao damn pai seh la...unless *AHEM*AHEM*...lols...nevamind...i so dirty minded...lols...anyway nothing much happen today oni lik hmm...3 things?let me list them:1) i went swimming with lynette
2) i bathed with lynette
3) i finished my menses =)
4) and well i am using bold
shoa yuan superster start liao...so i gtg le...wanna see how they sing...=)))she if i should have gone...lols...


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!ok its abit late but still hav xin yi wad...just came back from esplanade...see fireworks...so magnificiant lo...beautiful la...school's gonna start in lik two days???lol...in a few years time when my mom will let me go for count down wif my frens...i wanna go wif my best frens!!!see all the kids there so envious la...spray the snow thing and scream scream de...so fun lo...how i wish esther and lynette was there wif me...but too bad we haven reach the age where our parents would let us go out until late late...i will wait!!!loljust cant wait...now i hope all my new year resolutions will come true...=)))
don have much to say le...so bye for now...