as usual.i 'sneaked'on cos cannot live without the com.
anyway todays test was alright.not the kind tat people will go ''haiyo!i sure fail de la.sian so hard!!!''

then had pe.ran 2.4
first round 4 min plus.was quite satisfied.mr kok ask me not to walk just lik jog on or something.but duhh i stopped.so in the end failed by around one min plus

then had saw.walk with fizzy and tok

science.GREAT seating arrangement.but esther won in the end=((
but it will oni be for today.tomorrow and foreva i will win de=)))

stupid lit,ipw.and assembly.

went cwp.ate.with esther de sis.she very nice.don noe in wad way=))

thanks gor.for wishing me good luck.sorry for not replying.cos i forgot to bring hp to school=((

anyway.tats all le ba..

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ok.so i 'sneaked' on the com.just hand itchy la=))

erm actualli i felt lik blogging oni cos i just went to felicia de blog.annd she put my 'phrase' in her post=))
omg.i feel so honoured.(why?i also don noe.lols)

din go for tuition.don wanna.hav lotsa homework to do!!!so fucked up.

i did something yesterday.but till now.i also don noe if it was the right choice.lynette say its good.joon kiat said i should not hav.esther is?ok?

oh well afterall.wads done cannot be undone=)))
let it be ba.

i guess wad happened yesterday.was for our good.don noe wad he thinks about it.but i am glad i did tat.atleast.i can be his mei.better then nothing right.now we can still sms.i xin man yi zhu.
oh wells.

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for all the shit there is to=((


ok.to the peeps tat love coming to my blog.and read(lols.paiseh la.abit bhb sometimes=))

i wont be blogging for awhile maybe i will go library to use com to blog or something.somehow.
cos common test are next week.i haven studied.my stupid dad scold my mom cos of me and so she scold me.and so they both sucks.

anyway.tats about all.

i cant seem to forget and neither can i let go.but still i should never wait.but then wad now?i agree tat miracles could happened.but it already did.should i be irrealistic?or should i move on.
i guess the answer is kinda obvious=((

don noe wad to do.haiisss.

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ok i feel as though i was almost dead.came home early just to use the com.but there was some electricity cut for lik one hour?i could not nap-cos it would be very hott.could not watch tv.could not do homework.could not use com.no nothing!!cannot use phone too.cos they are at tuition.boohoo.but i am fine now=)

today.went for hl.then had chinese.listen to mp3 and use hp at tat time.he din do anything.anything at all.smile!

then recess,english and lit.arrange chairs and tables for the common test next week.

haven studied.at all.gonna die failing lik at least two subjects.

eva since tat happened.i realise wad kinda guy you are.i am not toking about weiming le.anyway.i neva thought you were tat kinda person.and i am feeling alot about this.
i understood how esther felt last time.when she did tat to her.i guess.it just adds on.she is just stepping too far across the line le.i realli don noe wad to do next.
i thought tat i shld neva lose a great fren over a guy.but then now its lik the opposite le.
i am realli confused i realli don noe wad to do.but if he is tat kinda person.then no point in me wanting to keep one of them.just let both go right?
cos.if i keep her.it will happen again.no matter wad happen.but if i keep him.then i will hate her more and more.oh wells.let both go ba.

must you do all this.i told you before le.but you din do anything about.now the hate you have inflicted in me.is just to deep le.i don noe how i can get over it.i guess its all over between us le.you can hav him.and all you want.but you cannot hav her.and me.tats all i can give.no more.goodbye.

lifes all about holding on and letting go.it is my time now.to make the choice.tat fucking choice!

heard a 'life' story while waiting for the electricity to come up.and i realise tat wad they say about cherishing every second in life.as though it was ur last.it realli makes sense to me now=))

FUCK LIFE!

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ok so i am lik laughing all over again.abt wad happened yeaterday.but not very nice to say here.later kanne bitten=))

today.ft.then history.recess.mother tongue.maths.

ok so miss ng made me stand for 'rebutting'?
cos i corrected her english?!?!?i mean i help you leh.wa lao eh.haha.
anyway.then had eng.went for DnT presentation.and then the ipw thing.then went for another oc reharsal.stupid place sooo damn hot la.

and felicia is lik so cute la.wan say don wan say.sorry hor.my phone realli no money le.cannot send anymore sms.

erm then went to get something for her=))
she la so clever for wad.hai me get scolded by marilyn=((

ok so i am home now.i don noe wad to do.i realli dont.=((

fine so i broke my 'promise'.one tat i made for myself.sorry rachel=)
i realli don noe wad to do.lik wad felicia say abt her prob.its very pai seh.but at the same time i realli wanna do it.how???haisss.fuck la.
wad shld i do?!?!?anyway.he also won ans.so no point on me lik goin 'youthere?youthere?''
blah blah.wadeva la.hack care le=))

oh.and i called esther once.her sis ans but i thought its her.and i went 'YOU NOE WAD?!?!?'
her sis went erm hu you looking for?
so i scared lke another time i ask first.esther ans she say 'no'
i just called her her sis ans.i thought it was her again.and paiseh all over again.damn!

tats all

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new word learnt today.from nabil
the word is-faggard.
wads tat?lols.

anyway.today.pass the paper to joon kiat=))
erm.first period.science?
did some yeast thingy wasnt very fun.esther had sore eye.so pain=((
but i am sure his 'care' brighten up her day!cos mine did!lols.

then was eng.
teacher was gonna say out the names of people hu neva pass up homework.then i went o get my geog file at tat time.so i walked pass qiqin.then i was telling her you sure hear my name de.and you noe wad.my name was the first.i was lik soo shocked to zhun.lols.i turned and look at qiqin.and we both burst out into laughter.haha!!!

then wasrecess.and then geog.
then maths.i scored 13/25.pass!!!lols.so heng.i was so damn scared at first la.then miss ng say 'lucky just pass'
i went 'wa lao.heng sia.' lols.so glad?

then went for lunch.and choir

stupid reharsel ended at 6 something.stupid~

poor poor jk fell.although i admit it was funny.but still he sprained his ankle or something.and took a cab home.lols.

erm.sorry angeline for laughing but i swear its was cos or wad mdm harn said.sorry=))

this will be the last time i tok about you.i noe even if i dont wann do so.i still have to.cos theres no point in doing this le.

i feel tat when in a relationship.if oni one party is struggling very very hard to hang on and make it work.it is realli very tiring and torturing for him/her.so guys.especially HIM please take lotsa note on this.=))

lik jk said.it take two hands to clap.
oh well.

i realise something about everyone.sometime they think wad they do is stupid/more stupid then others but actualli the others think tat way too.so minus and plus around.is still nothing.so no need to think tat wad you do is stupid.=)))logical??yeah!!lols.

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todayy.
had stupid spot check again.kanna again!stupid teacher made me stand just cos my nails were longer and nice then hers=))

went for ft.got firedrill thingy.and b4 tat jk ask me encore tat 'show' to him.but i din on ma phone.so neva show him=))he lame sia.

anyway.after tat.
had science.got the stupid sugar solution on my hair=((

recess.then chinese.listen mp3 in class.the teacher also neva do anything?!?!?
but its a good thing la.can relax at tat period.

maths.then music.stupid teacher.so guai lan.knn.fuck her la.then art!!!
i love art!!!i seriously do.and i love mr job!!!he is sooo nice=))

went cwp for lunch.walk then i went to see lik for my eyes de degree.how much it will cost for me to put contacts.and it was lik around $$360?!?!?
lik my mom would eva allow.oh well.mainly cos my myopia(don noe how to spell.in chinese its jing shi.) was lik 350?very very high.tats lik tooo bad la.i neva take care when young so lik tat lo.maybe grow up do laser or wadeva.then can le=)))wait till tat day comes ba.

and then headed home.talked about alot of scary show.lols.very funny.we were lik scaring oursleves.=))

DOESNT MEAN TAT IF I SAY A GUY IS CUTE.I HAVE TO STEAD WITH HIM.OR EVEN TAT I LIK HIM.-to guan wei.

if you are reading this.doesnt mean tat if i talk about boys in my blog.or hav their names or wadeva.mean i am happy.cos i aint.i just don noe la!

the words.jungle,gentle.and so on.reminds me of stuff.so guys.try not to use tat word in my present.its not a must.but just don.cos i will go totally siann.=)))))

i hope jin chong helps me get it back.praypraypray!!!tat he tries his best to.then i don hav to go and xiang ban fa.=))

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ok so i din blog yesterday.cos i wanted to lik let everyone read the previous post on my mom.and so bev jie responded so i blog for today.yesterday neva do much.

today.went sch first period had test.was realli hard.then pe.had fun.but esther p.s me!!!i still havent forgive her yet!!!lols.she p.s me and did TAT!!!
leaving me out.i am lik so jealous la.lols!wadeva~

then went for S.A.W
so tiring.pe run around sch le.then still must run around field for four rounds.but i oni did three.=))

science.did some experiments.
then DnT.had lotsa problems lols.
ipw.and then assembly.

went causeway.and then home.

went early cos afterall we ARE girls.so =))
tat for you 'guy'.don wann say hu.later some ppl say i this i tat.wadeva~

to them:
sriously.you two make a PERFECT match.both don lik sharing so be together then both will be happy wad.i mean it is very logical=))

(no offence but i just want wads best for us NOW.=))

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i am blogging now just to emphasis on the fact tat my mother sucks!!

today i accidentall spilled my drink into the baskett cos SHE wouldnt help me open the car door and wad do i get???all the fucking vulgraties.
i mean you din help me right?you so good help me open the door ma.always make me carry all the stuff one.i your slave issit?
there are just so many things i wanna say.but sometimes.its better to keep it to my self.cos it might cause alot of problems.
i just don lik her.
i mean why cant she be lik other moms?where their kids don hav a fence between them?
i don dare tell her any of my stuff.not even when i hav problems?????
i go to my brother.lik i mean you are after all my mom.
i don kind telling you my stuff.its just tat if i do.instead of helping me.you just scold me and ask me to spend more time on my studies?

i told her once tat my fren-guan wei siaid i had depression.and you noe wad she said:"ya.sure la over the boy stuff"
tats all she could say??she din even care to lik care for me more?!?!?

i remember i used to complaint to her about pains in my leg.and all she could say is:"issit?"
and then she continues watching her tv

seriously.wad kinda mom is she?
i suddenly remember joshua's father.and lik feel so sad for him or something.wadeva~

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OMG!!!I AM SO INLOVE WITH JOSHUA AND SHAWN!!!
SHAWN IS THE CUTEST GUY EVER!!!!apart from ahem*(sorry lynette for leeting you down or wadeva~)

i watched it last night.am i did not regret.and i also understood why esther would cry.or even jinchong.(not very sure if he did but it was sad.)

i was practically crying la.sniffing and tearing.i felt lik crying out loud.if i was at home.
i mean its realli nice.how joshuas 'father' died for him.and fought for him although his leg hurt and so on.i mean its just sooo touching!!!and when he siad 'i love you'.it was funny but when he did it at his death bed.i cried more!!!its so sad la.even if its a show.you will still cry?!?he love his son very much but don noe how to express.then tat way you could feel it very very much for once.it so nice!!!

and shawn.when his parents read his blog.and the way he sit stand is just soo charming la!!!
i just cannot stop praising them!!this show is so must watch!

ok.just had tuition.going to airport to send my uncle somewhere.then going swimming.
all i can think of now i the show.lols.so nothing to blog about le=))

anyone who don hav ppl to go and watch the show with ask me please!!!
treat me even better!!!lols!!haha

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MY FAMILY IS MADE UP OF MORONS!!!!!
with an expection of me.

i ask my mom if she could bring me to watch i not stupid 2.cos everyone says its a realli nice show.she called home but i wasnt in.so when i reach home i called her back.she ask me
mom:"why you sms me when you are not in?"
me:"duh?!?if not i call you le wad??"
mom:"why you want to watch the show?"
me:"cos its realli realli nice???"
mom:"how you noe if its nice?"
me:"cos everyone says so?????"
bloody hell!!!

then my brother calls back
bro:"wad aunty cook today?"
i knew from this question tat he was planning to eat out.
me:"chicken and french beans."
bro:"nice anot?"
me:"how i noe?!?!?i also haven eat?!?!?!"
bro:"ask aunty la!"
me:"she sure say nice de wad?!?!?"
bro:"ok then today i don eat"
me:"wa lao eh.you don wan eat just say la.FULL OF PROBLEMS DE.STUPID!"
and hangs the phone.
wad the hell!!!!!

today.healthy lifestyle.had alot of fun.
chinese.cant stand tat idoitic looking teacher anymore.
recess.went to do the maths test.
eng and then art
art was fun did painting.

to them:
i don care wad you think of me.all i noe is i don lik you and you are no better.
you left us le.so could you lik not poke into our stuff?i mean its non of you buisness???
cant stand you.one of you is a bloody fucking bitch.tat i still don lik and will neva lik.
the other.well you are nice.i lik you.but just don lik tat fact of wad you are doing.
tats all.

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today was fun.
first period.cd.did not do much.

I AM DEPRESSED?I AM?
second period history.
mrs yeo start saying something about depression:"the symtoms are lik cannot eat blahblahblah.does anyone here suffer from it?"
guan wei looks at me and says something lik:"can you get out of your depressed world?"
me:"huh??i am depressed??realli?i don even noe?!?wad make you think so?"
guan wei:"something tat you do?"
me:"realli?ok~"
then i turn back and look at elaine
me:"do you suffer from depression?"
elaine shakes head.
me:"do i?"
elaine shakes head :"why?"
me:"he says so??but even if i did i would lose appetite.then i would have lost weight le.i wish i got la.den can lose weight"
elaine:"you get depression then lose weight.lose le i bring you out."
me:"hmm ya hor.i wan!!!"
us:"LOLS!!!"

then was recess.then stupid chinese.at first i thought mr chua was nice.but he is more mand more er xin.just don noe why???

then maths.

english-debate.sat with esther.was laughing all the way.and as usual doing stupid stuff=)))
one thing we did was...
me.esther.pointing on a piece of empty transparent plastic folder thingy:"jin chong this home work is tomorrow pass up or next week?"
it wasnt tat fast.we lik tried three four times b4 we could stop laughing and ask him.
and all he could say was CRAZY.cant he be more sporty and play along?he always lik tat de-.-
and duhh.i was doing those stupid actions.tat obviously made esther laugh.BUT WAD DID I GET IN THE END?JUST ALL ESTHER'S WHACKING!!!

anyway.went bk and then headed home.
tats all for today=)

to her:
i don lik you.why must you try and be better then me in the things i am better at?
why must you try and snatch my fren??when i am close to her?
no one liks you.no one at all~
you are better then me.you are thin you are more boy-attracting.so must you fight with me for the little things i have?
must you?
must you always be soo attention seeking?
must you?cant you just be yourself for once?
must you copy ppl.
must you copy me?
must you copy me and also use it wrongly?
must you do all this shit?
i hate you more and more.please change.for the sake of your frenship with anyone.
we eva told you abt these.all you did was go orh~
and then do nothing about it.fuck!
and the worst part.i hav no one to tok to about all this shit.

i am gonna do this all the time.cos nothing seems to hav left me.
i don mind the memories.but not the feelings for you.
must it always go this way?
eva since you left.i hav so many problems.and i just cant find someone i realli realli trust.
to pour out my feelings to.
can we still be frens?
although at the same time i might still hav feelings for you.but still we can be frens right?
i feel i only trust you the most.there are just somethings i cant just tell esther or lynette.
its just somethings tat i feel uncomfortable toking to them about.
but you are just the one.this realli sucks!

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wad did i do today?
hmm lets see.
went to meet marilyn,went sch.

went lab for science.and got punished.
i whistled.then teacher made me sit on the floor!!!.i was stupid but fun.lols.
nabil kept throwing paper at me=(.and said his name is thrice?i did not lik it.so i fan lian.=)but was alright after tat.

then eng

S.A.W.i am starting to lik it.somehow.its fun realli fun=))

then goeg.i think i am starting to lik mrs selvan.tat way.its good.then maybe my goeg marks will improve=))

had the stupid civil defence thing.was realli hot~
did toilet.was well fun but ok.

then pon choir.went city hall with lynette.to do her braces.
i wanna do too!!but if need to pluck any teeth.I DON WAN!

every single fucking thing reminds me of you.i cannot forget you.just the thought of you makes me love you more and more.but oh well~


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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

today,went sch as per normal.bought hi=card.atlast.tried doing it myself.but just did not noe how to.marilyn tried.but still.
wen sch.ask joon kiat help me le.then pass me lik after sch or something.he din wan to.

after tat.we lik 'played' with the roses we bought yesterday.we felt lik so special~

tomorrow gotta be some toilet maker-.-
i volunteer de.stupid~was kinda high so don noe why i did tat.lols.

after sch.ate pastamania.marilyn,qiqin and esther 'fed' me.=)
funny.

then went home.now here.

lynette told me abt her dream.i don noe.shoould i lik hope tat day would come?or should i lik feel dreadful about?sheesh.realli confused.cant make up my mind.


FUCK LIFE!!
RAAH!!
GO AWAY!!

why?cos i still cant forget about you.i still love you alot !no matter wad you have been doing or is doing i still love you alot.but wad can i do.right?

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ok.everything was cleared.
today.went sch.english,pe,saw,lit = sucked,ipw then assembly.
went cause way after tat.got roses for US!and some petal.for ?till now i also don noe.but its just for the sake of the mood.

then went home.not realli in the mood to type lotsalotsa nice and fun stuff.

to him:
i guess the only way now is to forget about you.there is nothing for me to do le.and well i don think i will.
glad to have heard wad you said.=))felt lik i was part of your life.for once=)if it all has to end lik tat.
i guess its cos we arent meant to be.so you cant do wad you said you cant.i cant force you or anything
but all i can do is just wish you good luck in your life.theres nothing left for me to say.goodbye.

smile!


ok.i am now lik trying to keep cool.he pisses me off.i cannot belief there is this kinda boy in this world.

i called him last night.he kept saying he did not belief it was me.
i mean it was me.so wad you wan me do.it was lik kinda obvious tat you knew it was me but anyway.
i asked.'you wan me to break with you then you happy ar.'and some qns.he said no to all.and said he was busy so call back later.

ten mins later.i called.his bro said he was bathing.and ask me to call back in half an hours time.

half an hour later.i called.his father answered.said he was still bathing and to call back later.

ten mins later.i call again.abit pissed already.no one answered.

another ten minslater.still no one answered.
i gave up.

his not at home now.called his hp twice and still don wan answer.

i cannot belief tat this kinda boy exsisted.and why him?
i gave him the fucking chance to say wad he want.and i did not even wan him to say 'lets break up' all he needed to say was yes.just a bloody yes!!!

wadeva.this guy is hopeless.hopeless.
stupid me.

today did not do much.just went for tuition.ate lunch.forgot my password to my com.but remembered in the end.and called an ass again and again.

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FUCK LIFE!

it was supposed to be our anniversary today.but lookin at it now.HU CARES?
he might not even remember.fucker!


ook.i wrote a two thousand words testi for joon kiat!!!omg!i am soo good.lols.
ok.today din realli do much la.just had tuition.and this litttle party.my mom's frens come over.

aunty shirley said as i grow older.i am prettier!!!lols.
aunty karen said i sound feminine!!!omg!!

ok.then call joon kiat tok.he so kelian.haiss.this world is so cruel.

learnt somethign from joon kiat today.'as we get more freedom.we must learnt responsibility.'

ooh.sound nice right???

don realli noe wad to say le.feeling so down.cos of HIM again.
wont be soon tat i forget everything.
i mean if you wanna fake it.do it better??if you wanna end it.just open your big fat mouth
?!?!?why make me find out myself.asshole!!!

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o's released.
all i knew did well.

i was fooled.for almost a month.thanks esther for tellin me the truth and the whole truth.
i appreciated it.but it would be better if you told me once you know.
don noe wad i am feeling now or atleast how to.

after all its was a nice month.just the starting.thanks.but still no thanks.cos you already rejected me twice.no point on thinking of making me happy.thank you for the thought.but also no thanks.

goodbye.


now in sch.haven finsih port folio.how to do??i don noe.=)
zai jie hair rox!he shld hav done it much ealier=)
din tok to him.hav trama.lols.

wadeva you are doing now.if it is wad lynette thinks it is.pls.don keep me in suspense...jut tell me straight in the face.then i will just ask you a very simple question.tat is~

blog later at home.

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ok.i am lik so f**king drenched.and i lik it.its raining.
today.cd.history.din do much other then study.
went for recess.then got the chinese books.
told esther to pretend to drop all the books on the floor.tat way it would be fun.lame?yeah.i almost did.but was shy?wadeva~
the books fall down.not on the floor but lik almost did.but teacher din dare?to take for me cos then he will be molesting me.lols.anyway.
ask esther ask jin chong some things.not saying wad.
then we did something realli stupid!
i borrow qiqin mirror.esther borrow lynette's mirror.we look at it and lik look behind using it.to look at jin chong.lols.he said we were crazy.quite true actualli.lols
then had maths.the chinese workbooks and spelling books was on the teacher table.i as a chinese rep.asked her if they were blocking her.she said no and 'wa..rachel sooo sweet ar'.almost everyone tat heard tat look at me.i was lik erm erm???
but then i gave a realli sweet/idoitic smile.could not see myself.
but all i noe is I AM SWEET!!!lols.
i hav improved.although something still use alot of vulgarities.
then english.did corrections.marilyn came over.i hug her.she smelll soo nice.i just love her!!!then guan wei and kee zi try and copy us.by being gay.but too bad.they sucked at it.i was more natural.lols.jin chong say gao les.tats lik the only thing ppl would say when they see ppl of the same sex hugging.cant they be realli close frens???
wadeva~went mos and went home.soo tired.love my toenails.pink and purplish maroon.alternate.so nice!!first time i did tat.
shld i paint my finger nails too?wad if tomorrow suay suay got spot check?better not ba.
tats all i guess.how interesting is my life???lols.

release of o's tomorrow.kinda freaking out le.don noe why.
ok.tats abt it.add on later if i remember anything funny.

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ook.so today?
went for science.joon kiat sms me.neva reply cos neva check.well not expecting any sms anyway.
then was eng.had to do debate!!!wth!!!i was soo scared la.first time.omg!!!
then went for saw.quite fun.then stupid geog.reply joon kiat then.
then maths.i was givin kee zi this realli weird kinda graph paper.then he ask me how to use.so i tell him la.then suddenly miss ng call me.i say i take graph paper le.is he ask me thing.then she went kee zi.any problem.i burst out into laughter.hahaha!!!
went for lunch then choir.after tat do finish the maths.pass up.
and went cwp.saw esther.lols.so qiao.cos i just recieved her sms while going down the escalator.then saw her.lols.
got milk tea.went four floor sit there do nothing.went home.

to him:
i noe you hav problems.but atleast try and tell me?anyway also can.
i don mind.just don let me wait lik an idoit for days and days.noe wad i mean?
they think you are gou fen.but i dint feel it till lynette told me.i guess i am oblivious to everything.
don noe if tat is good or wad.but even jason noe wad to do.
i noe i shld not lik try and teach you or anything.but still i mean tat is the basic right?
i don actualli think i am expecting much.cos it shld be don naturally.
anyway.
no matter wad you do.i will still hang on.neva wanna let go.
love you alot.and alot.

to her:
i don noe.i am starting to not lik you.lik tats good.i mean you always do things tat you say you will neva do.but you just dont noe it.and don wanna admit it when told off.
you think you are the best.everything and everyone around you is the best.but no one is better then you.
i mean tats just wad i feel.
change.before you lose everything tat you thought you even had.tats not good okay?
i noe no one is perfect.and even i hav attitude problems.but maybe i am trying not to show it or something.
noe wad i mean.don try and be better than me.its just extra.
don try and be more frindly then me towards MY frens.
cos threre just some things tat i am better at then you.get it.you are just not perfect.atleast not better then me in every single way.you think everyone lik you.but actually.oni you lik them they dont.think abt it
wadeva~
be the way you one if tats all you wan.i don wanna be botherd by you le.

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ok.it so sucked today!
i wonder.sec two soo stress le.sec four?would i lik stress till jump off building or something?
theres debate,DnT project,choir still got soo many stuff coming up,maths soo fucking confusing,some port folio,stupid nice chinese teacher and some lame old science teacher.
this year.i am soo gonna flop!i hav no confi le!!!

today.ft.lynette told glendon to break.he is soo bo lan.damn it.cant belief he said wad he did.somemore say wad don use upper sec to threaten me.i not scared.blahblah.
nabil look at you only you look away.no balls ar???damn it la.

then science,recess,chinese

had spelling.copied all the way.he is blind but yet not blind.i mean it is so obvious?!?but he still act lik nothing happen lik tat.wth???

then music,DnT

after sch.went for extra DnT lesson.din do presentation.then went to fifth level to do homework.it was soo windy.

miss call from jin chong.should i hav believed wad he said?
but why he hang after hearing my voice?shy?no way!
wadeva~don wanna think abt it le.wait till fri.see wad he has to say.

gotta do maths port folio,DnT homework,eng wksheet,wad else???

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someone hack me account??but weird din change password or anything.but i,suspect someone.
so darling marilyn jie.helped me.she lent me her phone.to call zai jie.cos i eva gave him my pass.why?i also forget le.he say he neva do anything.then i asked about mingming.his at home,not replying me.or wadeva.

today.had eng,nothing much.then pe.had to stay in class for some stuff.
then went for saw.sooo pissed.oni lik 10% oni wadeva~~
then science.lame old lesson.then DnT.then ipw-where i called zai jie.
then went for choir le.new bitch join?!?!
soo freaking guai lan.she think she very big ar?!?!
if i dare i can sing better then you la(bhb-ness)

ok.gtg le.tonight still got homework to do..siansiansian.

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(i noe mingming eva told me to be more gentle and so on.so this will be last time i do this le.i hope=))
FUCK OFF HACKER!!!


today.
woke up went for atupid tuition.then ate lunch and went airport.to send my grandma offf
then sleeep.

nothing much happen and i don hav time to talk much.bro wants to use com le.

found out something realli fucking disgusting.will not say here.

five fucking days le.wad the hell happened???

byebyesss.

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pls also read the post below.its all in one day=)
the bottom one is funny?
anyway just read it.thanks=))

ok i just blow dried my hair.it smells nice this way.
and i also realised i lik to blog!
anyway.i feel stressed out.i don noe.my father is so irritating.
i was on the phone with lynette and pressing the buttons on my phone.for fun.and he goes 'use phone still sms blahblahblah.'
is tat your problem??so wad if i use phone?cannot ar?
knn.eat shit la.and duhh i argue and went into my room locked the door and fell asleep.
he is getting older and more naggy.and i-a impatient girl.can neva tolerate tat.i will raise my voice at the second sentence.
anyway.he still haven sms me.i am well don noe.thanks to lynette and esther.for their care and concern?atleast they bother abt my things.
anyway i just love them lotslotslots!
ohh wadeva~~
i dont wanna think too much le.cos from wad i noe from lynette.i hav changed.
always or atleast most of the time sian sian de.so i shall try and be more happy.

this sucks.cant wait to tok it out.i am prepared!


ok today had to wake up at 5.45
went sch.had healthy lifestyle.was fun cos i and lynette was doing stupid stuff again.
then mother toungue.
i was bored so.i smsed jin chong.
rachel:'bei ps ar?ke lian o.'
jin chong:'hu are you?'
(i was kinda pissed cos it aint the first time he asked tat but anyway
rachel:'i am your guardian angel'
jin chong:'crazy...'
rachel:'i will be watching you...'
jin chong:'don lame la...'
rachel:'i mean it.i will be watching you.no matter where.no matter when.i am now behind you.'
then it ended.cos he said he could only think of one person tat was tat lame.
anyway.
then was recess.eng and then art.
siansiansian!!!


whether you are reading this now or not.i just wanted to ask.
do i eva exsist in your life?
wad am i to you???
cant take the fact of wadeva tat you are doing.i will not say it here cos.well its ours stuff.
but.
oh wadeva~

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(for wadeva there is to.)


today soo sucked!!!
started the day with no sms.getting caught cos of some streaks of colored hair.then change place.stupid!!i kinda starting to dislike mdm titi..she so kpo for wad?!?!don noe how to open one eye close one eye meh???

ok first period.cd.then history.then recess then mother tongue.

mother tongue.i recieved a sms.from elaine.it said"Dear,i love you."
wasn't expecting it from her but anyway.i dint reply.then she send again."why you don love me le?we had fun yesterday,din't we?"
she made it sound as though we DID IT.but anyway.she say i influence her de.but i am not lik tat lo.

then maths then eng.
went for lunch with lynette,glendon and jason.

i am starting to find you disgusting.it was wrong of her to chose you.he is better.i'd reckon.
but still no one is better then mingming<333

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mum bought me lime!!!its been awhile since i read le.

ok so today was ok.went sch.first lesson.nabil was as usual very irritating.he kept emphasising on the word 'ball' and 'insert into the balloon'
disgusting freak!!
then after tat not much happened le.went choir.then waited for glendon.then went causeway with them and qinghao.saw this really nice four leave clover chain.at bits and pieces.am inlove with it..took neo's again.was realli nice the one with oni two of them.

realli envious of them.i mean here glendon is lik very very lik one.but she is just shy i guess.can understand.but i realli hope tat we can go on double date or something.cos of some reason tat i shall not say here.

anyway.girl.i don noe if wad i said affected you or something.but atleast tat is how i feel.maybe i am saying tat cos i am not in your shoes.but realli if you wanna treat him lik tat.there is no point in steading.noe wad i mean?i think it would be better if you become very very close frens.then you will be happier.right?

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