ok i feel as though i was almost dead.came home early just to use the com.but there was some electricity cut for lik one hour?i could not nap-cos it would be very hott.could not watch tv.could not do homework.could not use com.no nothing!!cannot use phone too.cos they are at tuition.boohoo.but i am fine now=)

today.went for hl.then had chinese.listen to mp3 and use hp at tat time.he din do anything.anything at all.smile!

then recess,english and lit.arrange chairs and tables for the common test next week.

haven studied.at all.gonna die failing lik at least two subjects.

eva since tat happened.i realise wad kinda guy you are.i am not toking about weiming le.anyway.i neva thought you were tat kinda person.and i am feeling alot about this.
i understood how esther felt last time.when she did tat to her.i guess.it just adds on.she is just stepping too far across the line le.i realli don noe wad to do next.
i thought tat i shld neva lose a great fren over a guy.but then now its lik the opposite le.
i am realli confused i realli don noe wad to do.but if he is tat kinda person.then no point in me wanting to keep one of them.just let both go right?
cos.if i keep her.it will happen again.no matter wad happen.but if i keep him.then i will hate her more and more.oh wells.let both go ba.

must you do all this.i told you before le.but you din do anything about.now the hate you have inflicted in me.is just to deep le.i don noe how i can get over it.i guess its all over between us le.you can hav him.and all you want.but you cannot hav her.and me.tats all i can give.no more.goodbye.

lifes all about holding on and letting go.it is my time now.to make the choice.tat fucking choice!

heard a 'life' story while waiting for the electricity to come up.and i realise tat wad they say about cherishing every second in life.as though it was ur last.it realli makes sense to me now=))

FUCK LIFE!

smile!