i heard this from the radio in the morn.
'men's love are lik vacations.they never seems to last'
how's tat?lols.

now shld be lit le ba..heng man!don need see the tsung.
today was a short day.

went for hl,we were playing lor.then every gap on the floor.we will jump over it.it was DAMN funn=))
but hu noes.we were running and then i sprained my ankle.it clucked la!!you noe the cluck your knucles thing.tat sound.and i could hear it!!so grose.almost faint.been ages since it last happen lorr.

then went back slowly.sorry qiqin hai you cannot see shuai ge.but lucky you neva go.then won bei found out=))
anyway.THANK YOU=)

all of you la.thanks for caring.iloveyou<33

went to general office.then at first tat don noe hu ask me go home de.but i seriously don wan lor.
cos today no eng,just two period of studying.then after sch can go 806.playplay.and see the graduated ppl there.but then...siann.

so i went back class for awhile.then my leg swell.hurts.but not tat much la~

went back to general office.put the tiger bum.then miss chitra come in and ask me wad happen.she very nice leh.she tell me to put my leg up.so tat the blodd will not flow down.then put ice.in the end i just sat ther for around half and hour.and it became more pain.don noe why.

then went to see doc.she press the swollen part till damn pain la!
she say was inflamation.then wad cannot help me massage yet.or it will swell more.so tuesday still need go back for the massage thingy.
means mon and teu wear slippers!!lols.then she say it might take two weeks to heal leh!!so long.cannot run.only can walkwalkwalk~
but hmm.thanks to me.esther,marilyn,qiqin and maybe even lynette can take the lift!!lols.but one by one ba.hahas.take turns.lols.i lik very big lik tat.haha.

actualli very shoik lehh.lols.don noe why but i lik it=)

tats all for today ba.neva go anywhere.cannot go library cos mdm titi din come.cannot go 806.cannot put make up.but heng la.cos i also neva bring the scarf thing.might get scolding by the toottoot mouth woman

smile!!


okay.today.hmm...

had cd period.haven found my cd file yet.lols
then was hist.copy some corrections.then jc come ack le.don noe wad happen.din ask.cos of.erm something la~

after tat went for recess.then went for the chinese lesson at the ava room.so lame la.then we crapped all the way.cos sooo many ppl.teacher also don noe.lols.till now also don noe wad to do.haiisss

then rushed back to class for maths.although i and qiqin promised to be non-enth in class.so as to not be called irritataing AGAIN.
i raised my hand up to ans a question=))
lols.it felt good.cos its as though you are the ONLY one tat noes the ans.although also got other ppl also noe de la~

then had eng.had to finish a compo.the three topic to chose from were all so hard la!
i don even understand.then in the end.anyhow did finish one.and also did abit properly la~
cos its counted in the ct2

then went for lunch.then went for swimming.it was damn funn la~
i am sooo gonna swim next week le.lols.i and amanda a GOOD or atleast BETTER swimmers=))
and the one BIG thing tat realli pissed me off is when i first swam.everyone was lik
'WA!!! RACHEL CAN SWIM LEHH!!!'
lik wtf.fat does not mean don noe how to swim lorr!!!!
cheebye~lols.

after tat.went 806.i think the idea is kinda lame la!say wan go n meet the hu and hu.in the end.walk pass each other say hi.then no more le~
lame lor!!
in the end.sat at the seats there and crapped~

then went cwp.
pei marilyn to top up card.
i was cheated by this old man of one bucks.its not alot la.but its the fact tat i was duped?!?!?
anyway.i am still stupid la.and tat incident kinda made me sian for the rest of the time.
cos i remembered THOSE STUFF~

then in the end.walk for awhile then went home le.
siann.tomorrow still have FULL dress reharsal.sooo fucking hott and sian de lor!!

tats all for today le.byebyesss!!!

smile!!!


today was laos a FUUNNN day=)

had science.spilled the yoghurt on my shirt.damn!so paiseh la!

eng.wore some dumb hats.but cute la.lols~

recess.then was geog.
okayokay~ la.erm.wasnt realli boring.i am beginning to listen in class.all thanks to the new seating arrangement.=))

maths.i and qiqin were realli enthu lor.then teacher say we irritating in a 'i mean it' way.i was fucking pissed la!!chee bye~

then went for choir.oc rehersal.then went to 806 with lynette.
junkai hair damn funny la.nicer with the hat.lols.then shixian hair.is sooo dran nice~

during reharsal.they were cleaning some kinda pipe.the one tat contains all the schools contribution.every single one.
and wad did we allll contribute?
shitt!!!
its smelled damn awful la!!!omgomgomg!
i almost fainted.lols.

he was caught.told many time to stop le.but he wont listen.told his useless good fren bout it.and did he do anything?NO!
fucker ass.he sucks.tomorrow he go and see suppaya.i hope he don need caning.
the most is in the principle office.don wan public de.
haiisss.wads done is done la~

tats all for today.

smile!!!


i am gonna start today's post with this little msg?or wadeva~lols

i noe i will regret.i noenoenoe.but if i go.i will lik this and tat.i would regret even more!
and i already said to be strangers.don expect me to go there still right?
i mean wads done is done la!
i noe i still love him lotslots.so please stop asking me.atleast don le.
it will oni make me remember.then fall deepper inlove.lols.i am weird.
maybe i am over him.maybe i am not.but atleast.i am sure.tat i wanna be strangers.
i cannot take the fact tat i am soo guilible enough to belief all the lies.
the phone spoil,the his bro and sis thing,then won lose him easily.
(wad else did he lie to me about?i don wanna noe~)
wad did it turn out to be?all perfect lies.enough to make me oblivious for a longlong time.
i blamed myself for being angry with him when his phone had spoil.which was also a lie.
i trusted him sososo much.and yet i get all this.wad did i do?
now all i wan is great frens.tat won use me.or play with me not the fun kind.but tat bad-play kind.
i am sick and tired of always being such a stupid idoit to belief him.
i am dumbdumbdumb~
i love you esther,marilyn,qiqin and lynette you guys are the only frens tat i noe i can trust.i realli realli do<33

okay.today was tiring la!
had.assembly.then go back to class cos left some time.slaccked~

then was science.mrs tee is damn bian tai la.today was the reproduction thingy topic.
then she kept smiling to herself la!then still say wad benjamin is very excited.she MORE LA!
cannot blame la.lols~

had recess.then chinese.slaccked again.realli don noe wad teacher saying de lo.china woman.tok with TAT particular accent.tat i am sure everyone noes about.anyway~
then had lik fifteen mins of slaccking.lols.

I LOVE SCHOOL.IT DOES NOT SUCK.WORKING SUCKS.SO WAD IF CAN TOK TO FREN?SCHOOL ALSO CAN DE WAD.AND STILL HAV THE STUPID BOSSES AND SUPERVISOURS TO LISTEN TO!!!DON LISTEN FIRED.SCHOOL LEH?THE MOST DETENTION ONI WAD?!?!?

then was maths.i think today miss ng got P.M.S
not happy bout the new sitting arrangement say la!
why must turn one BIG round then SHOOT us???
lols.i lik to say tat.

then went for music.don understand wad the MR THAM toking about lo.i seriously prefer mdm ho.atleast we will understand then won do wrong.if not do wrong how?say we don understand?then she sure will say wad.why neva ask?

then art.had to do DIRTY WORK.
cos neva bring anything.atfirst mr job also toottoot de believe us.and explain everything to us again.lols.so funny.but don noe which idoit tell him the truth~
i had to clean the tables.along with ken and liying.atleast i oni saw them do work=))
i scrubscrubscrub till lik soooo hard.now my hand will shake lo.soo pain.my hand and knee cap is in pain!!boohoo~

then went for lunch.took neos.try and scan later.TRY lols.don noe how to.saw b4 but neva try.the most wait for marilyn to get bacck home.

i am not scolding you or wadeva~its just.i mean you noe i am lik tat.

so haiisss.tomorrow then i ask est ba.most probabally.she won go.then maybe we go somewhere for lunch.

i love jc's blog song.i am lik listening to it now.over and over again.for lik ten time le.lols.

smile!!


okayy.today was erm.alright?
had eng.i love this new sitting arrangement la!
est,me,qiqin,marilyn
wow!!!
then had pe.RUN IN THE RAIN.
i have headache now lor.then my leg also sooo pian sia.
saw.science,dnt.ipw and ft.
nice day without stress=))

went for choir.sangsang.
went cwp.then come home le.

so now i am here.
i don realli remember the FUNN stuff tat happen le.cos nth much ba?

so i guess tats all for today=))

smile!!!


okay.today.went tuition in the morn again.

then went cwp AGAIN
and also with qiqin AGAIN

we went to mos.cos qiqin wanna eat.i had another vanilla shake=))
then we went walk walk/thought of buying a ring for us.then i saw one realli cute one.she don wan-.-
so in the end neva buy anythong.instead we tok neos.and went to timezone.spent lik ten bucks doing some stupid stuff.my money just fly away lik tat lo.siannn.

then actualli i also forget wad we did le.but i noe i still am gonna buy a ring.for myself atleast.=))
cos why?i am inlove with myself<33

if they realli are together.they are the jibye couple.lols.
the ring idea is still quite in my mind.lols.
haiiss.
tomorrow still need ask qiqin wad she wan.lols.for US=))

tats all for today le ba.

smile!


erm.writing somemore.cos gor not in.i just came back from cwp.and darling elaine ask me to do so cos she bored=(

anyway.went cwp instead of swimming.cos i lent lynette mt goggles.and haven take back from her yet.so neva go

meet qiqin at around four thirty.
went to library straight away.
do finish maths le.yay!lols

went to cwp.for dinner at kfc?
i still wan coleslaw!!!!lols

erm.then we went walk walk.go where ar?the same places ba.then seeseesee lo.
went bits and pieces.saw the rings.feel lik engraving one for MYSELF.lols
very nice lo.
and qiqin.MY birth day coming le leh.at least your end le la.so HOW ARH??
lols

erm.he so poor thing.but i realli don noe how to help him.lend him a shoulder to cry on?NO!lols.actualli i don mind de la.if he wan oni la.lols.
hmm.how i hope she tell him soon.

pair rings one with JI one with BYE
meant for him and her.haiisss.
i shld have seen it last time.then do it.maybe now we can hav it.but then why i go n think bout wad would happen if it din end?

haiisss
i tell elaine.he oni did it to make me happy.so lik why shld i treat him as my first stead.she say i sure will de.haiiss.
i cannot hide anything de lo.

i guess its just a loveD.le.hais.
i don noe la.don wanna tok bout him le.
i am just SO stubborn!

tats all for today le.

dedicated to my darling.muacks love you lots<3

smile!!


i am blogging now oni cos i am kia su.lols.if not wait till tonight then blog.sure not enough time de.my bro la!

anyway.woke up at 12+
lols.so long neva lik tat le.but my throat HURTS!
cannot ok at all.wan tok also lik no voice lik tat.and i don dare to clear my throat.cos it will hurt alot! haiiss.

later going swimming.lols.school de swimmin g don wan go.wan go my own wan.
hmm.why?cos mine is cleaner!and the facilities are better.then got nice toilet to bathe.sooo good neh!

lols.anyway.i gues tats all le ba.cos.the whole day haven pass yet.and hope later tonight gor com later.then can use the com=))YEAH!!!!

smile!!!


today was a reallireallirealli looong day.soo tiring.lucky tomorrow morning no need go tuition.phew~

had some acting show for hl,then had chinese.don lik the new teacher.=(
then recess,eng art.

stayed back for geog.copycopycopy.siann.
then go elaine house.lols.
not messy wad??anyway~

then went to causeway do some stuff.
went sch.make up,perform.once oni la.but still sooo hot.

the dress+spotlight+amt of ppl=HOTHOTHOT!
lols

went causeway again.to change.we ran to the toilet.lik some idoits lik tat lols.scream and laugh.cos got this realli LOUD sound.tat shocked us.lols.funny~
then went home.hot day.all sticky.sian.nathe le.feel GOOD!lols.

sososo sian.so many shit up my head.stuff tat i noe is going on.but don wanna do anything about it.cos i don wanna create all the trouble.
i'd rather tolerate.then let it be.till i reallireallirealli cannot stand le.then bao.or do something bout it.
cos seriously.its realli hard to do thing about a problem de lo.lik you noe wad the ending will be.and duhh it will not be a good ending.so i mean hu will wan tat to happen right?
add more tomorrow.bro wanna use the com...

tats all for today le.

smile!


okay.today cd.hist

hist teacher din come.so neva get back results=(
but got back my report book.and i fail me hist.but over all oni fail four subs.and not six.lols.HENG

then recess,mother tongue
every thurs need to ava room.and erm am i suppose to be the person to tick names?i better ask teacher tomorrow.

then was maths.shld i join the wadeva singapoer/australian olympic or something?
then eng.went for swimming.then go mos for veryveryvery early dinner.lols.I LOVE THE VANILLA MOS SHAKE its soo yummy.but i don noe why i had a realli hard time finishing it.lols.maybe cos i full maybe cos i was affected by wad qiqin told me

i mean so wad if he got stead le?(i am not scolding you la~=))
i don care doncaredoncare bout him le.
moveonmoveonmoveon~
lols.haiisss
goodbye~
i want to forget you.an you also must okays?
cos i don noe why la.but i wan means i wan.so you cannot change anything.
tats tat!

tomorrow need wear make up=(
and wear tat stupid hot and ugly dress.haiisss.don wan go.but tat stupid hanr.sure toottoot mouth again de.haiisss

smile!!!


okay.today was yet another looong day.
tomorrow okayokay~
friday.VERY MUCH LONGER.cos till 8pm!!!!!!!

started off with science?mrs tee lik don lik me lo.keep scolding me de.cos i laugh,smile,tok.lik walao!cannot meh???

then eng,saw,geog.
did finish file le.omgomgomg!i sooo happy=)
but..i fail my geog.but one fucking HALF MARK
wth!!cannot give me meh.lenient abit ma!
haiisss

miss ng neva come.means i canot get tat extra four marks and also we went library.
okayokay la~

went for lunch then choir.then oc.
SUCKS!stupid spot light!make me become gold face.lols.then sooo hot.still keep doind fuck la.

jibye mdm harn.i ask her
me:bring wad TYPE of make up?
point to everyone and ask angrily:wad time must you reach?
me:HUH?i ask wad type of make up?
her:I SAY LIAO.SIMPLE.LIPSTICK BUT NO BLOODY RED!
me,already pissed:need lik eyeshadow and so on??????????????????
her in a nice voice telling everyone:yes.brong blue blahblahblah
me:FUCK YOU LA.JIBYE!

wad the hell?!?!?i don lik her!!!lols

saw gary at cwp.his hair.lik just cut lik tat.different le.lols.
miss all the sec fives~alot.
last yr.most of the sec one is with sec five de lo.closer la.haiisss.

tats all le ba.gonna go and eat dinner le.

i love you esther,qiqin and marilyn.you make my sch day FUN!
MUACKS!

tomorrow got swimming.but i pon for two time le.so two weeks including holiday.is three weeks.then now its for real.which makes it one month le.how to tell the teacher tomorrow?
i have a HUGE wadeva it is?
HOW????????????

smile!


today.was quite a long day.tomorro will be longer.then fri will be sooo long.till 8pm!!!!!

today.had cd?i also don noe.then science.recess,chinese,maths,dnt

maths.add one mark but still fail.then just now tuition teacher saw some place tat SHOULD add marks de.so maybe i can get 17 instead of 13.

chinese.new teacher.which also mean no more slacking.

dnt.okay la.the glue gun very fun!!!lols.but i touch it and OUCH!!it is REALLI VERY hot!

then went cwp.some things happen.everyone fault.anyway.erm.ate.then say zj,hy and kk.
lols.zj hair(qiqin)

then went walk abit then go mac to do maths homework.tat why i can be here now!lols.
go home.tell mama maths and science marks le.neva realli scold.but the rest neh??another day ba.lols

now eating dinner.soo hungry=))
papa come le.must go n eat le.so tat for today=))

marilyn-ceramic,gold,diamond and crystal
lols.
qiqin.erm all the past one la.lols.

smile!


I FAILED FOUR SUBS LE!
i realli realli wanna die le.how to tell mama??haiisss

today.eng,pe,recess,sci,then wad ar?oh!erm.lit and ipw and assembly.

after tat went for choir le
do tat stupid recording.sing umtil my mouth also tired le
stupid.
so tat was how i passs my whole day.
wad a boring life~

smile!


din go for tuition in the morn.had headache.and i am veryvery surprised tat mummy din lik not belief me or something.she change le=))))

tomorrow school start le.siansiansian.
haven done maths.don care tomorrow ask someone teach me or something.eng.just copy critical words can le.wad else dnt.hmm about there le ba.

dnt is sooo farn nao~.haiisss
lucky i not taking it next yr.if not i sure die de.I LOVE HE!!

so bored so bored.
should i?should i not?i think i ask someone help me ask ba=))hehheh!lols

later~

smile!


last night.i let everything out.thanks gor.for being by my side.
papa sucks.no matter wad i tell him.he just blockblockblock.then aiyah~i also don wan argue with him.HE WIN LA!
been lik five months since i last cried till lik tat le.lols.funny.i think?
atfirst i was okay de then gor came in.ask me to crycrycry all i wan.then i burst lo.for me is lik if you leave me alone.i will okay de.but anyway.when i strat tokin i will cry again.lols.i think alomost everyone lik tat de ba??

theres just somethings i cannot let go.the biggest exmaple.is him.
its just hard la.everything.is lik a mindmap.the all lead to onepart.which is him.
example:
1) i went out just now.passed by the mandai ZOO.
2) you noe the highway is lik surrounded by JUNGLE?
3) people around me are INLOVE?
4) when lynette goes RAAH!
5) the words GENTLE.CUTER and PRETTY
6) and some stuff lik dabian,four packs and so on

not many right?i cant realli think of it now.lols.
but they ARE enought for me to not be able to forget.for quite a long while.

anyway.
morn had tuition,teacher's constant flying of his salive made me quite wet.adding on the fact tat i was not feeling very well.i think i am sick.my throat feel swollen,my nose is block/runny,i hav headache since yesterday.

BORED!nothing to do.
yi ma is here.
another stupid thing to make me sian all over.

tats all le ba.
smile!


okay.so watch le.nanny mcphee.quite cool la.lols.but childish.the baby is so cute!!lols.

i ACCIDENTALLY saw joon kiat and felicia.lols.accidentally.hahaha.anyway.
erm.very boring la.mama la.don noe why always lik tat de.don wan shop.stupid!!

so the whole thing was a uhh??kinda thing.lols.

ohoh!!i saw SHAWN at causewaypoint.the i not stupid too de.he is soo fcuking cute!!i mean he is tall,has thick eyebrow and he is just plain cute!!lols.
yohannis-did you get to see him???lols

am i angry with you?lik duh.i mean all you did b4 tellin me the truth,all the lies,all the acts.its a very big DUHH!tat i would be angry.lik.of course la!!

tats all le.byebyebyess.
smile!


woke up at nine plus.bei mama wake up siann.


stupid gor keep playing maple.then wad new account keep wad level up stupid.now then let me use.goin out in ten mins le lo.haiisss.


going to shop!!!yay!!lols.then watch movie.so happy?i think~

rachel(my tortise)die le.boo hoo.then *******.lik keep wan fall off the bed.lols.cannot live without rachel.lols.bhb~
esther also affected.also copy *******.keep running to the edge of my bed.lols.lame.

tats all for now~
byebyesss
smile!


woke up at nine plus.bei mama wake up siann.


stupid gor keep playing maple.then wad new account keep wad level up stupid.now then let me use.goin out in ten mins le lo.haiisss.


going to shop!!!yay!!lols.then watch movie.so happy?i think~

rachel(my tortise)die le.boo hoo.then *******.lik keep wan fall off the bed.lols.cannot live without rachel.lols.bhb~
esther also affected.also copy *******.keep running to the edge of my bed.lols.lame.

tats all for now~
byebyesss
smile!


woke up at nine plus.bei mama wake up siann.
stupid gor keep playing maple.then wad new account keep wad level up stupid.now then let me use.goin out in ten mins le lo.haiisss. going to shop!!!yay!!lols.then watch movie.so happy?i think~

rachel(my tortise)die le.boo hoo.then *******.lik keep wan fall off the bed.lols.cannot live without rachel.lols.bhb~ esther also affected.also copy *******.keep running to the edge of my bed.lols.lame.

tats all for now~
byebyesss
smile!


today.woke up at ten plus.quite happy cos very looong neva sleep till so late le.
cook for gorgor.and myself.
when we were eating.gor suddenly ask me:"so how?hus your next target"
for a moment.i was realli sppechless.cos i realli don noe hu too.do i still lik him as before?or do i lik someone and don noe bout it?
ohohwells~
haven do any homework yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


now i use com.my gor is lik sooo bored.playing with the pinko(fish de name)
just now i was beside him.seein the conversation between him an his fren.and i learnt one thing not only he is wuliao.his frens also the same lols.


thinkthinkthink.why i still CANNOT FORGET????
shit la.sian.qiqin ar qiqin.i still cannot forget wad you tell me leh.but tat girl.think of her le.also sian diao.then all the 'hopes' also drop le.haiisss.slap me and wake me up can?
i wanna have brain wash.then can forget.plsplspls.help me can?haiisss..

smile!


okay.went for choir as usual.went for the exam thingy.was erm ok?
then accompany yohannis to kfc out side wait for ken.then she ask me to sing a song tat was lik soothing cos she very scared?then i went DOOMDOOMDOOM*
then out of no where.ken popped out.i was SHOCKED!!!
lols.haha.funny~


i realise wad great frens i hav around me.i love ou guys alot.shan thanks for caring=)love you.muacks.
qiqin thanks for trying to help.or lik try and make things better.but i guess i don wanna try le.cos.i try only.it will all only end up lik last time.
and many more of you guys=)muacks to allll.......
i guess tat if i wan great frens i cant have him.or maybe i won eva.but oh wells.i shall learn to be satisfied with wad and all i hav.


been thinging of things tat i should not have.cos i well promised not to.i realli don noe wad i wan.lik have i forgotten him?or wad??haiisss.

smile!!!


okay.today went for choir.then skipped tution.went cwp with fizzy and yohannis.bought present for someone.don wan say here incase i am not allowed to.erm.took noes.nice~

tat about all tat happened today le.soo.

wanna say something de.but don wan.cos i also don noe.anyway.byebyesss

smile!


today.went sch for ipw stuff.
after tat went for breakfast.then went civic took some photos.esther put up in her blog.and they suck arghh!!!so angry with her.hmmpf!
then went for choir.end le choing to causeway.and you noe wad.were were the first.we went up to six floor,come down then went to bread talk they still not there.then call jc.he ans-atlast.then they were at bread talk le.wait for awhile more esther came.watch the bigg mama or something was realli funny.lols.
during the show.he did something omg!!!so sweet sia.lols.hmm.how i wish~~~
ohwells.better not wish later esther come and bit me.lols.
tat all for today le.papa coming back.sure nagg again and again~
smile!!


went for tuition.
new teacher.third one le.but she realli cute.also don noe why lols.


should i go malaysia?
if go-
good:can get new stuff.
bad:no freedom.

if don go.
good:alot!can do anything at home,can invite anyone over,can kai party!can go out anytime.and more!
bad:cannot get new stuff.and also no money.but mummmy shld give me some money for food.i think??


i am such a bad girl!!no parents at home for four days only can think of sooo many stuff to do le.so if i realli not goin.must plan now liao.lols

nothing realli happened today.so tat all for now.


i woke up in the morning.with this line popping up in my head-all the things i did,all the times i tried.just to find a reason to say goodbye.since i hav found it.so i shall.i din noe he meant tat much to me.but i don.so no point too.oh wells~.
and tat line is now my msn nick!lols.

two months ago de today.was the happiest day of my life.
one month ago de today.was a day i dreaded most.but still it came.t
oday.is the day i forget.and say goodbye.for once and for all.


smile!!


today.dint hav tuition.woke up at 7.cos i thought had chinese tuition.which was suppose to be yesterday?nvm

esther came.scared of my mom??why.lols.anyway.did half of the project le.and her dardar is realli sweet.lols.but from wad i remember.he was abit better in some way.anyway.good luck to you guys=))


tats bout all le.still need to write a letter to tat stupid shit face.explain so much shit to her don wan allow.in the end i still neva go wad.i mean so wad if she say she wan see me in choir later.lik so?as if i WILL.wtf.eat shit la.knn.


could you stop copying her?and acting cute.cos you arent!
and tell you kor to fuck off can?damn!


smile!!!


din go choir the stupid oc shit.yaaahhh!!!lols.

today ok la.hl,chinese,recess,eng then lit

mr tsung the hair lik sai lik tat lols.

stupid mdm harn.jibye mouth.
ask her call my mom don wan say wad busy.mingming shi don dare.tok cock oni la.jibye.fuck her la

jin chong dye his hair.i am lik so jealous la.he can dye i cannot.somemore even though i did.still had to dye back TWICE.cos of tat stupid titi.
last time still can see some de lo.not as if whole haed.or something lik jc wad.then make me dye back again.now?even more abit.

siansian.gotta draw whale.how???lols.then use pen knife cut out.i also don noe how to use pen knife.oni remember tat time cut my finger oni.lols.remember tat find myself so stupid.wan cut gangan ma.haiyo.i no use de.


lynette say i hav depression le.hmm.tat means one of my wish fufil le.but how come i don think so neh?guan wei say b4 but abit oni la.NOT ENOUGH.lols.

tats about all for today le.still must draw whale.lols.

smile!!


ok.today.went sch.had cd,hist,recess,chinese,maths and english.

as usual.chinese was damn slack.the four of us just went out of sch lik tat.lols.so funny.

oh.and thank you lynette for circling the ans for me.i din say anything cos i wasnt realli think.


esther.honoured to noe tat you called me straight away after it happened.muacks.you are still mine!lols.he cannot fight with me.blehhs~

seeing this happen.realli reminds me of wad happened two months ago.
jc ask me why neva ask for a patch.but i mean i wasnt the wan hu asked for it.but well its been lik one over month le.so its too late le right?

not realli in the type lotsa stuff mood this days.don noe wads going on.guess its becos of him=((

smile!!


so today marks the end of comon test 1.phew~
DnT was easy!!lols

after tat had eng,saw,geog and maths

miss ng is realli cute.lols."you noe wad is lame?"
everyone was practically laughing when she ask zhen xiang tat question.esther said she was so 'in'

boy boy is soo kawaii neh!!lols.everything he does is so cute.but sad.you hav target le.and i noe hu!!!lols.

smile!!


ok.change blog song le.cos the other one very er??

science stupid kanna stand up cos neva bring work book.

chinese.i failed.

maths was funny.i din bring my paper.so miss ng was lik
miss ng:"rachel.neva bring wksht still can sit here so comfatably for soo long huh?"
me:"er.no."
miss ng:"then?wad shld i do to you?wad you wan me to do to you?"
me:"~silent~but with abit of giggles."
miss ng:"you want me to write the words NEVER BRING WORKSHEET on your face?"
me and still giggling:"no"
miss ng:"then?i write on your hand?"
me:"er.ok!"
miss ng:"no i don wan.i wan write on your face so everyone will noe!"
me:"smile!"
miss ng:"pass up tomorrow!"
me:"ok!=))"
lols.she is so cute!

music.and art.
help jin chong do finish his art.lucky he pass.

boyboy is so cute!!!today i am so happy!!he is so cute!!!!!

smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


back from boring old choir.

i noe you are angry/sad about how i treated you just now.but well i will tell you why now.

i admit tat esther's boy boy is cute.but my boy boy is even cuter!!!lols.
he is just so fucking cute!!!

saw this realli cute guy in the bus just now.tat stupid girl don noe how to cherish neva sit with him.lols.

to her:
apparently.you told me about how you don lik esther.and today at recess you did it to me.lik five bloody times.i was very pissed le.and then you just got up and said 'lets go' as though you were some big thing.lik eww~.
i am sure you saw me diao you.i don noe.but its over.i don think tat i will help you le.sorry for changing my mind lik tat.cos.from wad esther said.even if we do change you.for better.we still won 'love' you as the fren kinda love anymore.cos it gone le.i am sorry.

craig david's i don love you no more.is so nice=))
thank you nabil.for sending to me lik twice?or was it three times?oh wells.

smile!!!


now in com lab.hehe=))
boy boy is so cute!!!=)))he just left=((

marilyn so bad.keep hitting my tummy.cuk her la.=))i am innocent=))

love science lab arrangement=))

bored.

sorry altough i say i will help you.now to me even if i completely help you change.my 'love' as a fren for you is no more le.i cannot make myself close to you le.so sometimes if i offened you in anyway.especially when i tok.sorry.

blog later when the chance comes=)

smile!


ok.haven done much today.later still must go n study geog.

boy boy is soo cute.and esther.i mean wad i say=))

to her:
you might not be reading this.and well maybe joon kiat will but hu cares.i don care how scarcastic i am cos you were lik tat.just because we are giving you the taste of your own medicine.you fin d him.i ask you wad you wan.you say you don noe.PLEASE!

to joon kiat:
i send you in the mail le.cos i don think tat i should put it up here.it aint fair to you.
thanks for tryin to help.but no thanks.i tried to ask her whether she wan it to be over lik tat or me to tell her the 'bad' stuff.but she say she don noe.to me.its as though she din give a damn.so why should i give her anymore chance.think about tat.but this you don hav to tok to her bout it or anymore things le.cos its i think about to be all over.thanks and bye.

smile!


ok.haven done much today.later still must go n study geog.

boy boy is soo cute.and esther.i mean wad i say=))

to her:
you might not be reading this.and well maybe joon kiat will but hu cares.i don care how scarcastic i am cos you were lik tat.just because we are giving you the taste of your own medicine.you fin d him.i ask you wad you wan.you say you don noe.PLEASE!

to joon kiat:
i send you in the mail le.cos i don think tat i should put it up here.it aint fair to you.
thanks for tryin to help.but no thanks.i tried to ask her whether she wan it to be over lik tat or me to tell her the 'bad' stuff.but she say she don noe.to me.its as though she din give a damn.so why should i give her anymore chance.think about tat.but this you don hav to tok to her bout it or anymore things le.cos its i think about to be all over.thanks and bye.

smile!


use com without permission again.very sian leh this kinda feelin.
last night can blog de but i already did in the afternoon.so lik tat lo.

with ken's help of finding the code.iFINALLY CHANGED MY OWN BLOGSKIN!!!
i am so happy.and which also make me love this skin alot!!!

its quite easy actualli.just a bit of thinking here and there.

no tuition.so happy.

let me try and recap on some stuff tat was funny.
most of them is qiqin.esther.is always with her leng siao hua.sian liao.go for new jokes.
and the right person to go to is NEOQIQIN!!

oh ya cos yesterday we pass qiqin her present so we started hugging and all.i hug qiqin.then she did the 'kiss me' action.so I DID IT!!lols.
actualli.not very wad wad.i mean not lesbian or wadeva.i don noe how to say.i think lynette understands.
cos I LIK HUGGS AND KISSES!(on cheeck oni.i bot giving away my first kiss tat easily.atleast not lik esther)
and i love the pillow we gave her.so full with meaning.=)))i wan also!!lols.

aiyah.forget all the stupid stuff le.suan le.

esther:
i noe sometimes i willl fa pi qi at you.i am realli sorry.i will change.ok?
friends foreva!
love you lots!
muacks!

HAPPY BIRTH DAY QIQIN!!
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!
FRENS FOREVA.
(qin.if he neva give you present.tell me.i help you!heh heh!)

smile!!!!!


ok so loong neva blog le.soo happy!!!lols.erm nth much la.science quite confi.=))

joon kiat tell me the thing.i still cannot forget.but i mean so wad is it is true.shld i want again??haiisss..

don realli wanna tok much.not much in the mood.sorry=((

things happen.good bad.don wan blog about it cos sure very very de long de.

lynette and marilyn in ma house now.sorry qiqin for lying.but we wan giv you surprise wad=))say thanks you??

marilyn so bad sia.fei li me soo many times lo.just now she wan use my acc ask esther something so i say no.then we laugh and shout until lik siao lik tat.then my neighbour came over.thought got wad robber then i screaming for help or something.lols.sorry and thnaks alot=))

yesterday.qiqin did something soo disgusting.she say her head bounce back then my face white then red(don understand right?too bad lo)
today still the same laugh at the same stuff.and more

qiqin-i still cannot forget four,eight packs.da bian.face become white and red.head bounce front and back.and more more.

i love this sitting arrangement!!!so fun.everytime before common test make qiqin laugh.exam tat time look at her she will laugh and make me laugh then after tat will scold me for makin her laugh=((
why??she want laugh not my problem wad.her mouth chou zin not my problem also wad!!!
lols

wadeva.i just laugh to myself.and lynette and marilyn thought i siao or something.lols.

in the end still say alloooot.

anyway just wan wish sylvia HAPPY BIRTH DAY!!!

smile!!!


ok.i din blog yeaterday.nothing much happen la.
erm.today.i did something realli realli bad.to lynette.she also did it to me.at the same bloody time!!!lols.i hate her!!!she hates me to=))lols.we hai each other.
its realli not nice to say here.so i aint gonna say.but don bother asking me=)

test was ok la.hard but so?i mean over le wad.don hav to continue goin very hard leh very hard leh.no point de right?

fun day.saw so mani poise of mr cutie pie.lols=))
he is just so cute!!!lols.and the way he talks.omg!!!lols

tats about all.not allowed to use com.so now i am.i abit sian no in the mood to write much stuff lik i use to.maybe the mood will come back after common test ba.

hope can go zoo!!!
wif them!!

qiqin-i still cannot forget the four & eight packs thing.the da bian one.and soo on.lols!!!

smile!
(cos i wan go zoo!!!)