hello
two days since i blogged again.
i guess i am just going to do so only every fortnight.

germany vs argentina tonight.
and tvu isnt working.
dad and gor will be going to a pub to watch.
i don think i can tag along=(

alicia won swim suit model search.
i am realli happy for her la.
haha.
shannon so snobbish lor.
lke even if she wants to win.
she doesnt have to say it out right?
now is she paiseh lor.haha.

had normal sch today.
went to foodcourt to eat.crapped and stuff.
videoed.laughed.

ghost show on<3

is it just me?or is something wrong?you say nothing.but i feel unease.
its just feels realli weird.and i dont think i realli like it.its just weird~
am i just too paranoid?

somethingsarejusteanttobenotspokenof-


hello.two days since i blogged again.

had normal school days.
poned choir today to watch almost loves.
its realli nice la.
some realli touching parts.
and a lovely end<3

still haven watch rv & just my luck.
just my luck is realli nice.
thats wad people say la.
rv.est say not realli nice
cos all the funny parts is shown liao.
so maybe i'd think twice before watching it.

thats about it liao.
tomorrow mama not working.
so don think can hang around in cwp.
don noe can to toa pah yo.
with qiqin anot.
see wad happens first!

jay<3
my singapore idol!


hello.
two day since i blogged.
nothing much to say.and gor was hogging the com.

theres something wrong with the com.but wadeva~

first day of school.
rather weird la.
wearing uni,socks & shoes.
school starts at 7.40
when i am on the bus.
i have the feeling like everyone will wonder like since i am late.
why i don look very panick.haha.

first day of school and stuff.
nothig realli interesting happen la.
had choir after sch.then went home liao.

if i dint have the chance.i wont have blogged=)

going to watch almost love tomorrow.
with five of us.jl & xf.
cant wait=)
i still wanna watch. R.V & just my luck.
i guess they can wait?
might watch R.V & just my luck with est.
see we free anot=)
anyone wanna join us?


hello.
long day at choir.
very lame la.got scolding for being late.
then sangsangsang lor.

went cwp after that.
on the bus got this group of malays.
we two like got alot of yuan fen with malays.haha
got one is realli cute la.
he wore specks.so is like very guai lik that.
but make him look very business man la.

then got one guy played with lynette's hair.
i saw.cos i was facing her ma.
lols.then i laughed.
then i heard then say twofour.
cos we wearing our class tee.
then i passed lynette a sweet.
then guy beside me went.'satu?'
means like one?
i laughed la.haha.
they realli funny la.

i very suay lor.
also be in the direction.
and is like mostly i laugh first de.
i cannot control.

then we went mac.
then went to sembawang.cos of some ass.
cannot believe he still lied lor.
feel realli sad la.
even after i talked to him about it.
no change was made.
suan liao.i neva wanna take any more chances liao.

why he lies?
cos he bobian?i have to understand?
he don noe how to explain?and feels sorry
then this happens today?wth
if you don wan.then say straight in the face la.
must do that meh?spoil your own reputation?
wadeva la~


hello.
went to far east yesterday.with qiqin & marilyn.
a pencil case caught my eye.
but din get it in the end.
in the end.just got some nail polish & rubber band

today went for choir.
colin sucks.total asshole.
cant believe he did that lor.everytime i remember.
i feel god damn pissed la.
why din i scold him right in the face.darn.
hu does he think he is.he graduates this year.so just fuck off ma.knn.

choir.was okay la.we were late for 2 hours.so say a litttle bit.
then had that lame treasure hunt.
ended.i and lynette was sitting there.
then lynette made the MO.action-sound.
funny la~

went to cwp after choir.
was queing up for milk tea.
then this two malay guys infront of us.
was a ex-woodgrove primary de.
but i din noe he knew chinese.
so i like siad some stuff la.
then lynette told me.i was damn paiseh lor.
they were realli funny la.
keep plucking the drink out of the picture for us to drink.
haha.and where i stand.was realli cham.
cos i was lik facing him.so i could not control my laughter la.
then they lik spoke malay and stuff.
should be like laughing at us la.
long story la.you have to be there to understand.

then went to get bufferer.something that sounds like that la.
and bought espirit de pencil case.
i am so gonna save up to get the wallet.its realli nice.
loveee it<3


heyheyhey~
i so wanna go shopping again.
i reallirealli one.

big jiu is getting silent hill for me.
so i don neeed go cinema watch=)

today.slacked la.
woke up at one.
cos slept at three.
playing this realli lame fish game la.

doesnt seem to have anything for me to say.
so thats all le ba.

and.i realli dont noe wad to do le.
i thought about asking.
but din noe how to start the conversation.
all the whys.i don even think he'd bother to ans.
oh well.
i guess its best for me to not even bother about it liao.
afterall~
i thought being friends would be much better.
atleast thats wad all the songs and shows say.
but it doesnt seem to be working out realli well for me.


hello!
dad's back
YAYE!!
nth much happen this few days la.
just eating and sleeping.

yesterday.went market in the morn.then rene cancelled tuition.
so me,mum,eka.granddad & lucky.
went to pick durain.
i fell.almost*
and got mud all over my legs.
then place was yucky la.cos i was wearing flops and shorts.
so it was itchy and stuff like that.
i wasnt expecting to go in ma.
then went home and had dinner.that all.

today morn.went sembawang to have breakfast.with grangparents.
and brought lucky to get his jab.
there was this other dog that.
that was huge.it look lik a labrador(don noe how to spell)
but its was reall tame and stuff.
so i like it realli much<3

then dad said.
that IF i could take care of a dog.
MYSELF.he'd get me a dog.
anyone that i wanted.
i was realli happy la.
but i knew i wont be able to take good care of it.
cos i still abt scared of dogs.
if they would bite anot.
eka say she wants too.

then granddad called.
he said.ah mei ar.
you realli want a dog?
then you take lucky lor.
I DON WAN!
lucky is a mongruel
the lousiest dog ever.
atleast i want a maltese.
lik jie one.ut i wan a brown one.
mixture of brwon & white.
the pups of that color.
its cuteee.

i continue later ba.
going ahmah house le.
byebye=)))


hoho.
went marinabay today.
with qiqin,marilyn & eka jiee.

that place is nice lor.
alot of branded places.
but i can afford only the accerioes.
but some of the tops and stuff quite affordable.
but i dont realli like the idea of me shopping for clothes without my mom.
unless she give me lik 100++ bucks.then i go and buy my own clothes la!

ma is sooo fucking irritating la.
treat my like some three year old kid.
i mean it lor.
not cos she don let me go out or wad ever.

at first i call her.
she ask me ask qiqin de mom call her-.-
then i say qiqin mom not at home.
she say.then ask eka go with you-.-

omgomgomg!pissed!
in the end eka went.
cos since qiqin and marilyn din mind.
so okay lor.

walk quite alot.
lucky i wore a comfortable pair of flops.
bought two nail polish and also the removal.
and this reallirealli long beaded necklace.
the kind that goes aroung you head two-three times.

then bought food home lor.
no more money liao.
cos i bought top-up card.
mom doesnt wanna buy for me.
and she wont even top up my singtel number.
bitchy right?
suan liao.
she is stubborn.
so like i have no choice lor.
just suan liao.if not things will get much worse.
with our pi qi sso bad.

gors back.so i have to get off the com liao.
byebye=)


today was damn long la.
walked the whole day.
left like three blisters on ly leg.
painful.it made the trip kinda sain.

went to zoo to gt my pay.
then met with marilyn.
went bugis after that.
bought a banana cream.
its not bad la.just kinda filling.
which left me quite bloated.

then we walked around.
i bought to hoop earings.
and a necklace.that all.

then we went back to cwp to eat pastamania.
then i left liao.
to go home for tuition-.-
stupid la.don wanna emphasise.

i wanna watch silent hill.
wannawatchwannawatchwannawatch!!!

still do


work.it sounds tiring.but it aint!
depends on the people you work with.
only toot kias will quit lor.

haven been blogging this two days?
so tired lor.

first day at work:
jingjing showed me around.
then did the restorking of drinks.
then did the typing thing.my eye lik almost blind diao lor.

second day-today:
met up with qiqin.
and worked with IMM.
lols.i feel so dumb lor.haha.
i did the restorking of drinks again.
this time more tiring.
cos i did both the cans and the bottles.
and only I did it.
then after that qiqin came to help=)

then i and jing jing went to the general store.
to get all the merchandising stuff.
in the end.the one that is suppose to go is qiqin.lols.

so i did wad i was suppose to do-the shirts stuff.
rearranged the things to the way i knew.
then imran did not like cos lik he say the arrangement very messy like that la.
but i did the same as just now.just see all then i noe ma.
so he tell me how to fen.

then i times up liao.
sooo fast lor.went to check out.then continue helping imran.
cos i was waiting for qiqin.then folded all the clothes.
but in the end.imran fold then i put into the plastic thing.
cos i wasnt realli goood at it.
then dododo end liao.close shop.continue the pants tomorrow.
helped cleaning the shutters.
omg wont end de lor.tomorrow then continue.lols.

went home with qiqin.thats all le ba.
tomorrow going there 1-7pm.
my toes realli hurts lor.
siannn.see tomorrow how.see can change anot.lols.

working is funfunfunnnn.

bu shi ba.zhe me you yuan fen?
hao hai shi huai neh?
zhen de bu zhi dao~


hello everyone!

back from dinner.
at mozziac
or something like that.
okay la.
i had the sashimi tuna salad for appetizers.
then the teapot soup.it was cute.
then the main dish was sukiyaki.
i think that is how it is spelt=)but it sound like that la.
then had banana cheesecake and ecstay chocolate icecream for dessert!
BLOATEDDD~

took lucky out for a walk this afternoon.
with grandpa.
luck was naughty.he was lik jumping on me.and scratched me=(
then he very cute.
cos the floor very wet.so when he ran.
he'd slip.sideway

realli don noe wad to expect this sunday.
i have the feeling that hazel doesnt even have the intention of hiring me=(
nevermind.even if i don get it.
maybe she'd help me get another job there.
so i still can like meet up with qiqin.
whenever we could=(


HELLO!!!

back from interview!!
its actualli quite lame la.
wasnt realli very scary or wadeva.
made new friends!
YAYE!
haha.yvonne.and the assistant manager~
lols.their realli nice people.
anyone wann come visit me!!i am working this sun.1pm-5pm.
but i am still on 'probation'
lols.she is gonna chose either me or qiqin.=(

well i was kinda sian while in the room la.but then when i came out.
i realised it was kinda nice there.
haha.so i am looking forward to working there=)
but even if i don make it.........................i'll still get another job.
somewhere in the zoo.maybe ben & jerry's.or kfc.or that pizza hut thingy.
but if i work in ben & jerry's.I CAN GET FREE ICE CREAM!!!
i think.

and there is some other people we noe la.
but its not nice to say here.later someone come and whack me-.-

so ya.qinn is going tomorrow.and i going on sun.
good luck ya?
and like out uniform is lik hunter's.it looks realli retarded.
i will telling qiqin on the bus on the way home.
is we meet one more is the NOT FAIR girls.
i'd take me gun out and hunt her down!
lols.killkillkill!
we were lik talking damn loud on the bus.
then laughing away at ACTIN and NOT FAIR
then qiqin say don so loud later that beng behind us bu shuang.
then i say.whack us lor~
the most we shout.NOT FAIR!
lols.lame

we went lot one for lunch.adn say a duplicate of wm-.-
like we were walking pass ljs.
then we both looked at each other and went HEN XIANG WEI MING LEHHH!
at the same time.lols.
he realli damn xiang lor.
the mouth shape from side view when he ate.
the HAIR.
but its only the side view la.
the front view LIK SHITTT.

went to arcade after that.then got this guy damn good lor.
he play the drums thing.
then i ask qiqin.if is ______ that is playing.wad would you do?
she say she will xiao.
then that guy look over.then we freaked out and left.
maybe cos he thought qiqin said he was siao~

went home after that liao.
with my hunter uni-.-
lucky sunday don need wear lor~
make a FOOL of myself only.


hello everybody.
i am happyyyy.
i found a job.
going for interview tomorrow.
should be able to get in de la~
lols.but i dont noe how to tell mama.
i wish papa was here.he'd surely say yes de lor.

papa never scolds me.unles i wad la~
he only scold gor=)

mama told eka once.
see!come back only scold me son.why never scold his daughter!
i was lik o.o
i cannot belief it lor~
omg-ed.how can she like that?

i always pei her de lor.ALWAYS~
gorgor is always busy with his school.friends and cca.
he never NEVER makes time for her.
she lets him go out ALLLLL the time.
AND gives him money.

but me.she'd give the excuse saying.
i am a girl he is a boy so its not safe for me blahblahblah.
and its alll CRAP

mama pian xin gorgor.papa pian xin me=)
lucky got people pian xin me lor.if not i will diee liao.
i wish papa was online=(
for once i wish he was in singapore=(
haisss.come back soon please~

SHE REALLI DOES SUCKS.
last night she scold me fuck you.
just cost she ask me close the window near the com.
i just went.YOU NO LEG MEH?
then she scold me liao.
its lik.she always orders me around lor.
she then fuck la.jibyeee.

last night argue le.so now.
i not very comfi in telling her=(
if she goes NO.
i'd reply:
ma.i am only TELLING you.i am NOT asking for permission.so.i am going tomorrow.whether anot you like it.afterall.you always say you've given up hope on me.and ask me to depend on myself.so ya.i be a good girl.and heed your advice=)



060606.
beautiful number~
and also the start of THE OMEN.
i am so gonna watch it.

spent like 12 hours outside.
the trip was kinda lame la.
just got bitten by mozzies.
and disturbed by irritating houseflies.
its lik the whole place is flooded by houseflies lor.
i should have brought my cam.
snapsnapsnap.toobad~

went to the durian farm.but no ripe ones.
saw manymany rambutan trees.but also not riped.
its realli nice to see lor.
but too bad i forgot to bring cam.
if not i'll load it and show everyone~

then like on the way there.it was raining.
so the place like started to flood.
its was orange.lik carrot juice kinda color.
and again.TOO BAD I DINT BRING MY CAMM.
DARN~i regretregret lor~
maybe they going again.haha.
then i'll go.AND bring along my camm.

i was listening to the radio.93.3 the whole day.
then lik none of the song i noe how to sing lor.so sian.
i was like wishing for a ta bu ai wo or wo yao kuai le.
then they were reading out this story la.
that like was making me remember all that stuff.
then suddenly ta bu ai wo started to play.
YAYE!haha.atlast lor~

went home bathed.drank soup.
then started watching all the video clips of hard gay.
lols.he is idoitic.but ma say wad.
if get virus blahblahblah.
she very irritaating lor.
fcuk offff.


hello!!!

today was okay la.went for lunch.
and then headed to lynette's house.
watched the show.then ate.
and went down to play badminton.
then they cycled and i kicked skoot around there.
i still don noe how to cycle.but i am on the way liao la~
haha.

going malaysia tomorrow.
o6o6o6.
nice date.and also when the omen opens.
i so wanna watch that show la.
i realli hope its not nc16.
or even if it is.i realli hope i can sneak in.
with qiqin=)
don noe she dare anot.
don worry girll!!!
i willl bao you=)
if not you ask that wad raymond go with you.
then you xi sheng and sit beside him.LOLS.

going to bed!byebyeeeee


today was realli realli long la.so i am going to bed soon.darn tired.

morning.mom pulled me up to go and walk.
at bukit timah hill.

went home bathe and went to meet irena,
went greenridge plaza.nat,hongwei,joshua was there.
so we then went to bukit batok.
some place starting with an s.
the two boys played bowling then we just sat there.
i was wearing flops.so i couldn't play.and i also din noe how to.
haha.

went went west mall after that.to watch a movie.
benchwarmers or something like that.
it was realli nice and funny.
loved it.

we went arcade after that played some stuff.
then went home liao.

might be organising another one.
so that sylvia ah ni and so on can come=)

went homr and tried to have a little nap.
then my grandparents and uncle came.so i could not.
so all the blahblahs happen.now i am here.

i wanna watch the omen.x men.and moremore.
watch quite alot of show so far liao.
haha.lik it this way.wanna watch MOREEE.

going to bed liao.
good night everyone~


todayy was long.

went to school for the interview thing.
its crapp la.i mean like there is no point lor.
seriously.the questions are like god damn lame la.

went cwp.
took neos.mines with lynette.
cos i scared later i crumple it or something.
then i went to meet mom at jurong point.
in the middle got alot of thing happen la.
but don feel like saying about it.

meet and bought some stuff.then went for lunch.
at fish&co.
had their fish and chips.
realli don noe wad else to chose lor.
always eat the same stuff de.
but nothing seems to tempt me=)
then we went to shop somemore.

then watched the nun.
the story line is shit la.
in the end.
the girl that wants to find out wad is going on.
okay.she killed the ghost nun.but actualli.she is the nun.
lame right?
better don watch la.
its not even scary la.
stupid show.waste of ime and money.
if i knew i'd pull my mom to go shopping instead=(

then we bought subway for dinner.and went home.
that how i spent a day that was suppose to be FUNN.

bored.tomorrow still need wake up early to go for gathering.
hope its fruitful la.
if not i'd be so pissed.

everything i do.you'd be on my mind.
but yet.you still dont seem to understand how much you mean to me=(

even when your here.it make no difference


today was a haha day.haha.

woke up in the morn.
then went to qiqin house.
to look for jobs.
meet her and bought the papers.
then we went to take neos.
at timezone.

we swaped the capsule one.
or something like that.
then it could not laod.
so we.i mean I went to get help.
the guy did som stuff.and gave us a free one.lols.
then we take liao.
got prob.then print out was.erm.yucky?
so I went to complain.
and we got anoother free one.how cool is that?
take liao.still abit spoilt at the top.but aiyah.don wanna mafarn them.
then we went to take the one nextdoor.
cannot laod again-.-
then the guy came again.
but in the end we din take the third free neoprint of the day.haha.

qiqin is sooo mar farn.keep asking me to find the malay guy.
when wk is lik right infront of us??
YOU GO YOURSELF LA~
=) shy huh?

then we went back to qiqin's house.
boutght lunch before going up.
ate.then started the job hunt.
its kinda fun la.cos like.
you feel so different.
and calling wasnt realli THAT fun.haha

and then.
QIQIN.kept asking me to call.=(
i feel lik strangling her.
RAAAHHHH.
but she did some in the end.maybe the most five?

then we went to cwp.and like walked around.
we were rejected by alll.cos we were only sec 2.
then we went lot one.
and as expected.cos we were only sec 2.

we were so sad.we went down to the dishwashing/cleaner's job.
i don mind actualli.washing dishers.isnt realli that bad.
its better then being a cleaner.
you just sit/stand there.and washwash away~

calling that guy again.tomorrow.
at 4pm.to see if dishwashing is available.for 14's
its in woodlands too.so ya.its not that badd.

went home.just finished dinner.
i am sooo full=0

gotta rush rene's work.
if i am going to beachhouse tomorrow to get the surveys.
if anyone's interested.contact me.

you get payed 1$
for every survey you get people to do.
worth.i think.
then its like targetted at drivers.
so you can ask your mom/dad.
whomever you noe that drives.
and you'd earn.
i wanna do.but i've got a problem.
mom doesnt want me to go alll the way to beachroad just to get the surveys.
i guess i'll just HAVE to do it without her permission=(
anyone wanna help me=)))
then i'd L.O.V.E you for the rest of my life<3
haha.llike real.i'd only love one person at one time=)