isent it realli painful how you like someone.
but he/she doesnt feel the same way?
and worse.if he/she actually ever liked you?
then you wait. and wait.
but duhh to no good end.
you feel like there aint no point. and you should just move on.
but its just somehow so impossible.
you know there aint no point finding out why he/she did that.
but you still really wanna know.
and yet you are afraid to ask.

there seems to be so many types of heart ache and love.
that one day you'd realise. waaa. so lame. haha.

today was a friday.
went library after school.
then ling and qinghao came over to my house.
watch dvd. then qing hao fell asleep.
haha. he sleep till very cute. lols.

and even when the day comes.
that you moved on.
i might just wait.
i'd still chose you<3