new blog song. its a malay song.
so dont be too surprised.
i like it. so i thought something new for once.
not always chinese or english.
very boring le.

today.
went cwp. ate. walked to badminton court.
was screaming on the way.
it was very fun. haha.
make tose sounds.
it was very funny la.
then we j-walked across the road.
screaming too. it was scary ma.
haha. qinghao very ashmaed to be together with us.
i saw the people looking at us. haha.
funfunfun!

played badminton. i am starting to like the game le.
can ask gorgor to pei me play.
if i find the rackets. haha.
ages since we have played lor. and i mean years.

the game was okay. finally could serve properly.
atlast i perspired<3



that feeling i could not explain.
it was neither happiness. nor dissapointment.
it felt though i was being cheated on.
when i wasnt. but i'll look forward.
i shall only remember the happy stuff.
and let it go.

i feel like i am dying inside.
i wished i was dead.
all my organs. seem like its crashing.
and i really want to die.

goodbye my lover. goodbye my friend.