how can someone actually expect me to not be rude, when the people around me is?
my mom, she is seriously so -censored-

let me tell you what happened,

we went to the market, to get stuff for tonights dinner,
so i told her about how i suddenly wanted to drink something really cold, iceblended?
i asked her if we had a ice blender, no.

on our way back, i suggested that i could mash ice.
she told me to get slurpy, i think its really damn sweet,
too sweet for me, and we just passsed it, i was lazy you see.

so i still suggested that i could mash it by myself.
she scold me saying how the icecubes are limited and stuff.
(its not like we were onna have a party or whatever, ice, can make more one right? and even if she had a party, sh'ed either use chilled packet drinks, or fruitcocktails. with big ice blocks.)
and then asked me to use the big blocks.
i said yes. then,
she got all pissed and started shouting that if i smashed the floor.
she would smash my head and stuff.
funny right? how the ?!@ can i smash the floor??

when i got home, i decided, since she so fan dui.
i took a blttle, filled up with grasspower and started trying to fit ice in.
you see, bottle's mouth is kinda small, so it would take awhile to find the right size right?
she got pissed again,
and sarted scolding me saying how i left the firdge door open-when my maid did it.
and how the ice would melt and stick on...

then she kept usin the f words to say me.
like how
i have no f-ing brain
i am a f-ing piece of shit.
all the f-ing things i am scolding her with now - when i jut kept quite TRYING hard to be miss nicey.

goddamn. tobe just went over to her while she was cutting chicken?
and she got pissed teling him how she would kill him.
and whacked him real hard.

end of story.

you see, isent she violent?
she keeps using the if you not happy get out of my house.
just because she has daddy to kao.
wtf. she is actin so fake recently. and i mean it.
she would keep quite when i suaned her.
then when daddy scolded me for doing so.
she would scold me too. tell me about it.

she is acting like some evil witch cursing and swearing everyone, every where she goes.