pissed isent the word i'd used,
but so shocked, cheated, and on and on.

esther and jayson sua-ed last night.
i still cannot belief i fell for it la.

what happened was.
i asked est if i should add jayson in friendster.
she was like add la.
half an hour later.
i recieve an friendster msg from him.
it was something like
:i do not want anything to do with anymore riversidians, GO AWAY.
i felt so offenede okay.

then i tell est we talked abt it,
she add him in the conversation, and i found out the truth.
omgosh okay!

today, she tell me she sent the link to my spastic pics to ever riversidians in her contacts,
so angry la?!?
why must est keep doing this to me T.T

going to bed le, tireddd.
hope i can get over wiht exam tmr.

cant wait till friday!!
i'll try so hard to make est embarass, if we meet. I SWEAR!
i so must get back at her, for all that she has done to meee. or i am not called rachel.