i wanna know so badly.
whether i hate you, cos i dont know.
whether i like you, cos i dont know.
whether i wanna ask you, cos i dont know.
whether i still bother, cos i dont know.
whether i have already moved one, cos i dont know.
whether all of this is necessary, cos i really dont know.

the only thing/person i'll miss the most this trip is not yt, HAHA.
but my tobycactusss.
i was looking at his photoes earlier, and i suddenly realise how he has grown soo muchh.
i missed the times when he was so so smalllll.
arghhhh. maybe i'll show you the difference next time. :)

leaving tomorrow at 5.
maybe i'll call peolpe at the airport to say goodbye. haha.
but i'll have to copy some numbers down first.
dont remember some. so ya, maybe i'll blog before i leave or something.

byebyeee!