yesterday, bbq at relative's house
and i play with my ultra cute cousin!
she is so cute laaa, usually her face damn black one.
but she keep smilling at me when she saw how embarrasing my other two cousins were.
damn cute la! like she is three, and she undertstands.
so i carry her around, and bluff her into drinking more water.
and after awhile. she said she wanted to drink water! hahaha.

when we went home, i said bye, she was liek jumping and saying bye.
then another aunt, said bye to her,
her face change black totally, its damn funny.

go away, really.

i know what it feels like,
to love someone thats in a rush to throw you away,
and i know how it feels,
to be the last one to know the lock to the door has changed.


haven blogged in awhile,
try to think of the more memorable stuff.

simpsons, it was okay la, funny but not that funny.
i still like family guy.

cant wait to go to bintan!
gonna get alll brownnn! haha.

ndp this year was awesome.
credits to uncle alex and his uncle. haha
the fire curtian was soooo nice okay! omggg, next time my wedding,
i want to do the fire curtain then walk down the aisle, haha
the jelly fish very cute, and the 3d very nice too.
and the children in fish costume damn cute la.
especially the star fish, they turn, bend jump! and repeat. haha
but the nicest- fireworks.
it was nicer then the other years, reallyy.

and i saw kyuan, haha.
on the big screen, twice, he looks so as usually gong.

anyway, i was talking to uncle alex about the ndp.
and the singing, and orchestra is pre-recorded,
bet you dint know that,
if the singers sang, it would be as echo-y as the commander.
imagine- will you ou u. and on.
i kinda saw the sop singer, nancy lip, she abit slow.
and to conect the whole orchestra, they will need 250 mikes,
and will still be echo-y. imagine that!

i asked him if he was still incharge next year.
and he says no, and asked why i'd ask, cos usually when im there, im veryy moody- every year.
then i saw, cos i wanna sing, haha, then can be next stephanie, lol.
imagine that! hahaha.

off the find out how to do peom liao, byebyee.


i felt enthu to blog yesterday, but not now.

yesterday, was long.
woke up early, and went to sentosa.
it was alright. was hoping to get a little brownner, but no.
i never knew how it felt to be a big sister.
cos my mom's friend brought her kids along,
duh me and my maid had to bring them around.
they girl is so cute, she looked at me, and said jiejie and grabbed my hand. haha
that made me really wonder how it would feel if i really had a sister.
i should have, but my mom aborted it or something.

and a really unhappy thing happened.
i smsed lynette telling her how she should have comed, cos got cute guys.
so like when i brought the two kids to play, they start throwing everywhere, it was funny.
then i kindly picked it up, and that guy went
"THANK YOU AUNTY" omg, my face changed laaa.
then he was lik oh sorrysorry, and kept am chioing.
i was so @!$#&^ i called lynette, and went lynetteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
then she like hais, i guess she know i wanna complain liao, haha

harry at night, its was alright,
i cannot say much cos i never read the book. haha
hoping to get the first two books back soon,
then i can start reading, before the next show comes out.
then i can comment on the show! haha.
and the kiss scene, was really long la!
i thought it would just be a peck,
maozann, harry not cute.

today was just another day.
and as usual, i spent it by doing stuff- to do with food.
not eating, but cleaning up of fish and chicken hearts and stuff. haha
it was fun okay!
i had to clean the insides of the fish, and it easy!
you just grab a part of the gills, and pulll.
then the heart, and all the shit, and stuff will come out too.

cut some chillli for tonight, and disturbed toby with it. its funny.

i dont know how to find the traditions thing for english. howww.
oh whateverrr.


school was alright, went home after choir,
took 960, cos wanted to sit on bus longer, with nice aircon.
cos all the 187 buses are the old and lousy aircon type, hate it la.
why their system so bad one, i mean, buses that make round arounf woodlands,
they use long and new one, then trips that goes in to the highway and stuff,
they use fcuking old, smelly, dirty ones. stupiddd.

and on everytime i take 960, i pass this place that i damn dirty,
and got very 'brown' people selling boxes of cig,
i used 'brown' cos it might be malay, or brown skin chinese, haha

and to my greatest horror, i saw lucky.
incase you dont remember that name,
its a mongruel my garndad took in, it really nice and friendly,
just the house to small for him, and so he is tied up at the end of the kitchen.
and after awhile, my grandad dont care him, left my grandma.
she worked so she could only take him down once a day.
so we gave it to a relative that had a landed property, after a few months,
they let him go, cos he is big, and naughty.
so sad la, i told my mom and she called,
she also says it very sad that we had to let him go. but ohwell~

speaking of dogs, update on toby!

i was trying to do my chinese letter writing, then he jumped on me then the table.



she says she hates his presence.

school was alright, yesterday physic was damn funny,
miss tan and stuff, and that lesson gave me another view of physic!
so hopefully i dont keep failing the test, and study with abit more of a want.
and get A1 for comdines:)

i feel so whatever about stuff going on around me,
i dont feel like giving a damn anymore.
being naive in the past, is a big no-no now.

i dont see the reason for me to go school anymore. haha
chinese all kinda way of writing, my tuition will teach me,
math and chem, i dont understand a shit in class,
but when pat teaches me, i get it all, feel so clever after her lessons, haha.
and she is damn nice la, i never do my work properly one,
and she never really gets angry or whatever,
tuiton seems to work out better then school.
maybe cos of the other thing, friends and stuff. distractions haha.


just feeding toby,
today, mom suddenly pulled up a topic,
which got me really high, haha
she says, she wants to get another dog! haha.
maybe a chihuahua? i want long fur one!
but, if it really happens,
toby will be the saddest god in the WHOLE dog world. haha
got i will neglect him one, like i mean chihuahua's are small and docile.
so i can like carry that smalll little thing to any where!
not like fat and hyper toby, catch what i'm saying?
haha, oh well, it all depends.

my maid is going back sometime in october, for hariraya.
and bad news for me, cos everyday i come back, i have to wash my own uni.
like omg! and toby will have a pile of urine and shit waiting for me to clean,
cos im always the earliest to be home, oh goddd.

and i think it was yesterday, i recorded his growls, and put as my ringtone,
it freaking funny haha.

rachel is drinking grassjelly! yumyummm,
i had to shred the jelly, and my fingers hurttt :(

off to shower, byebyeee.


i was suppose to blog yesterday,
but it was late after tution so i was like whatever.

stole the goblet from yuntheng,
haha, she so easy to bully la, never fa pi qi one, haha.
and i made her even more pekchek by telling her the end,
and she was angry haha, anyway.

watching pheonix with parents.
so sorry marilyn! ask esther or something? :)

school yesterday was funny, lynette got her new cybershot,
then she took a pic of me and wrapped it? something like that,
some of it is in her blog now, and its funny!
i cant save it from her blog so you'll have to go over there,
you wont regret it, haha
http://www.cookiestwins.blogspot.com/


toby is soo cute can!
earlier, he was running around and playing with his toy,
very cute! he runs, like hopping like that, and swings his toy from left to right.
like a little kid entertaining himself:)
and now, he is beside me, sleeping.

i pity him alot, and it seems, its only me and my maid(maybe) that really 'sayang' him.
parents are soo mean, just because they are sitting on the sofa, falling asleep,
and he wants to play, they go lock him up blabla, i bit you and on.
it pisses me off la, like so what if he is just a dog.
last night dad as usual fell asleep on sofa, and toby started playing and he was like
'sit! down(get off sofa)! quiet! stop!'
and i was like, 'sitdownquietstop!! what the hell you wnat him to do!'
irritating peopleeee arghh. i dont know how to make them give him some respect.
and that mom of mine, whacking him for no right reason,
threatening to kill him for no reason, like what the la.

and whats wrong in puttin his dog bowl on the marble table?
just because its a dog thing, doesnt mean cannot right?
i do-not understand. and will never has the same mind set as my maid.
i think i think the way americans think.
like dog is friend and stuff, they have no restrictions between their dogs,
unlike we chinese, you know what i mean?

i always thought i would have hated him cos he had short fur, and was a jackrussel,
but now, he is the lovee of my life!<3
although he can be really irritating sometimes, haha.
enough of him.

school was alright, mdm thong not coming tomorrow, but got relief.
and i dont know how to do history, howww.
arghh, better go and try to try and do.


im thinking about getting a ipod shuffle,
marilyn says is only $69 in sing,
which is kinda cheap, cos i dont need much memo,
and its like only 1GB whihc IS enough for me,
not like nano or ipod it self,
dont know how many GB can store dont know how manyyyy songs.
i dont want too big a memo, cos thats the reason why i dont wanna use the zen micro.
500 songs, maybe sound big to you, but i HATE it. haha.

school has been alright, mum's sick, so she is not working tomorrow,
dont know whether i should come home early.
or go lynette's house.

tomorrow is HARRY POTTER.
i dont know if im going with parents,
or ask marilyn or something.

i dont seems to know many things haha.
and so much for saying i'll blog lesser to save electricity. haha
byebyee.


opened a durian just now, it was AWESOME!
haha, and it had a heart shape, so nice.

school was alright, pe tomorrow.
was suppose to have tuition today, but cher changed it to sat.

i've decided not to chose on impulse,
and not just like cos they are nice to me, haha.
till i find someone bestt.

i've also decided to start saving electricity, by blogging less.
which is = to not using the com so often, and thus not using electricty! haha
blog again another time, byebye


school was good today, short and sweet:)

no work, but history.
i dont think i'll be doing it, i cant find any other point.

i think she is a bitch,
really.

i know he is doing good,
and its comforting to know,
even if it doenst really concern me anymore.
haha, but i wish i'll meet him some time soon:)

HARRY POTTER IS IN ANOTHER THREE DAYS TIME!
CANNOT WAITTT.


i forgot what i wanted to blog anout, alll mom's fault.
play game. :(

i think i know, today at ah mah's house.
dinner, i helped her cut the sotong up, and it was huge,
load up the pics some other time.
damn funny, cos got some parts i never see before,
so i wanted to ask my grandma how to cut it, then i forgot,
so when she cook it, she was like
ah mei ah! why you cut until like that,. this one also never cut, and this one! aiyo.
haha, i panick haha.

school's tomorrow, haven done maths,
and i am waiting for bro to come back so he can eatch me,
i guess i'll just wait for answer tomorrow, byebyeee


cip was alright,
my gourp got two short block, four floor each.
the people were nice haha.
i was kinda scared, cos got one house the woman on the phone.
so i dint know cos i only heard talking, like there was someone else.
so i was like, got two ppl, one sure will hear one, and the bell wasnt working.
knockknock, she came at last. and gave me some, all she's got?
anyway, then all the tying and stuff.

went cwp, mos for lunch,
the video marilyn and lynette do so dumb la,
marilyn so retardeddd.
haha, before she showed me the video,
she was like dont want la, later she SCOLD me retarded.
then i was like huh? i cannot SCOLD you retarded, i can only SAY you are.
then she was like okayokay! then very kanchoing and take it out, haha.
marilyn is retarded, no need video to show.

going out for house warming tonight.
having a swollen eye, dont know why/how.
i was napping and it got really itchyyy. rubbbbb.
woke up two hours later, swollen liao. haha
dont know still can go tonight anott.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do


hellooo. cip is tomorrow, kinda looking forward to it,
except for the normal school day and carry heavy stuff parts,
wanna make bonds with my new class!:)

the new neighbours is in, Singh.
the have a dog, which is freaking ugly, really, it look so skinny!
like in the lord of the rings, that thing that keeps going 'my precioussss'
it looks like that, so uglyyy, no hair.
im guessing ts a chinese crested, but also not very sure.
mom sya its a baby italian grey hound,
then again, maybe hor, chinese crested got some hair here and there one.
ask them some day maybe?

(part deleted, incase i say something worng:))

compared to tobyyy,
that dog is skinny, and has NO freedom,
but toby, is fattt, and has all the freedom he wants!
cos we loveee him!


http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a349/threecrazyppl/204275587_l.gif
i know how i said i dint wanna botehr about harry, but seems he is with emma!
yaye, they are so pei(if i forget about the pics)

blog fast cos toby isent happy, he wants attentionnn.
things happen today, but i dont feel like blogging about it.

some girl beside me on the bus today was crying la, scare meee.

i remember what i wanted to blog about liao.
should i save 150+ to buy a bread machine?
haha, random, but i feel like buying one.
and dont ask dumb question, duuh its to make bread:)


fuck la, blogger keep giving me problemmmm, now i have to blog againnn.

告诉我自己 没有什么了不起
就当我和你 演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没关系
原来这才是真的你 无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语 偶尔又选择逃避
自做聪明

i forgot what i wanted to blog about last night,
maybe ill blog about it when i remember.

today, i had the fun-nest p.e lesson!
the things we did, were damn fun,
it looks lame, but it funnn, and it made us laugh very hard,
almost everyone around us were looking at what we were doing la,
it was kinda embarrasing, but the fun covered it alll up.

choir was short and sweet.

i saw someone like him, i told lynette.
how he brings back all the not so nic epast i had.
i hope i never see him again in school haha.
but i never really found out why he did all that to me:(


yesterday, i bought lime with daniel (harrypotter) as cover page,
i thought he looked damn cute, for once in my whole life,
i never really like him la, so i thought his smile was so nice,
i kept thinking about him.
this morning i went to look at the mag again,
and to my greatest horror, HE HAS CHEST HAIR!!
im freaked out by guys with hair on their body,
except the armpits, and well the other stuff.
im so sad la, whyyy he got chess hair, he is only 18,
like i thought men at their 20s-30s will have.
then i saw in the in paper, he kiss chochang,
and i cant get that pic out of my mind la,
its haunting me, and i dont know whyyy.

went bbp yesterday with eka,
cos esther overslept, what kinda excuse is that right? haha.
i dont understand donuts, they are just rings or fried dough,
dipped in what ever colored sugarrr
i mean, what the diff with got brand and no brand??

i dont like harry liao,
i went to this blog think, or something fan club page?
http://www.danielradcliffe.eu/fotogallery.php
he is barely 18, and he is posing nude of photoes,
maybe they dont show the p****, but they showed hiss ass, like wtfff.
he is only eighteen this month,
there was a pic or him facing a women much older then him that was only in undies,
and not covering anything, omggg

and he is from december boys!
if im not wrong, its the choir of boys only, and they can sing really high,
i dont know about daniel though,


dad was out in the morn, and mom in Malaysia with clients.
her clients are filthy rich la.
they spent 10o++ thousand just on shopping yesterday.
bought two watches for 50, 000
and a diamond ring for 100, 000
wow, maybe im not old enough, but i dont know what women sees in diamonds,
they are just white expensive stones, right?
and her client live in Morocco,
and they practically live in a palace,
whihc prolly means its huge,
she has her own spa in her house,
where she goes for treatment twice a week,
i wonder what she does everyday, she doenst need to work,
cos her husband is a general, what would she do??

i wish i'd marry some rich ass in the future, and wear branded stuff all over my body,
each piece costing atleast 1000. haha.

gong asked me if i wanted to go pick durian in the jungle/ forest tomorrow,
if i go, i go to school on mom with red dots all over my body,
and will be scratching like siao laa.
id rather go do mozzie-less things, haha.
and drink coffee with esther:)

i wanna watch order of pheonix!
but theng doesnt like harrypotter,
ask me someoneee :D