yesterday, bbq at relative's house
and i play with my ultra cute cousin!
she is so cute laaa, usually her face damn black one.
but she keep smilling at me when she saw how embarrasing my other two cousins were.
damn cute la! like she is three, and she undertstands.
so i carry her around, and bluff her into drinking more water.
and after awhile. she said she wanted to drink water! hahaha.

when we went home, i said bye, she was liek jumping and saying bye.
then another aunt, said bye to her,
her face change black totally, its damn funny.

go away, really.

i know what it feels like,
to love someone thats in a rush to throw you away,
and i know how it feels,
to be the last one to know the lock to the door has changed.