quick blog before i call lynette.
im happy:)

i thought my mom wasnt siding me about the choir thing, but she was!
in sch, she sms me in a tone like i was in wrong, i was pissed of course.

when i come home. she came me room and said like.
i actually suaned your teacher.
saying stuff like, syf over why must sing so hard? exam come, sure let child study right?
and choir not important to her, not following her for the rest of her life, rather her study.
then mdm ng actualli say that if she think choir so demanding, change cca.
my mom was so pissed she suan back, stuff like now sec three, one more year.
who wanna accept me in cca, and which cca will not be as demanding.
hahaha, mdm wasnt very happy.
she think just cos we student bully us,
parent she has nothing to say right? *BEAMS*

really wanna suan that bitch la,
i personally think that just because wanyu and chewyan wanna do the petition thing so she make life hard for them, and sack them.
she like wanna get rid of whatever threat to her place a teacher-in-charge of choir.

she makes the idea of getting rid of sec three like so easy like that.
who was part of the years for choir getting silver?
did she sing? no,
did she conduct? no,
did she encourage? NEVER.

teachers are really sucky now adays,
and duh principle.
school sucks and i cant wait to get out of it.


cip was, not as nice as i wished it was.
its damn tiring can.
rejection is okay la,
but they just act like you not there like that.
atleast smile or something right? soo rude.

happy-unhappy?

looking back and talking about it, is kinda sweet.
atleast there is something to look back and smile at.
that, i do not regret.
but now, its different, and worst.
you presence make me feel really very miserable.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MARIMARILYNNN!
like i said, one year older le, dont be so retarded liao:)
you say many people say that, so hopefully you dont be hahaha.

atlast, exams over
and they had to give the endofyear timetable at the same time
so what laaa.

reading potter 5
am reaching the part where sirius dies,
i dont want.. why must he die. like not fair la
he havent spent time with harry yet. and stuff
jk so bad la. haha

havent got anything to blog about.


ages since i last blogged.
amaths tomorrow. and i really dont feel like giving a damn:)

school has been alright.
just last minute cramming of stuff.
and worst of all, despite the lack of time. i like sure will read potter. hahaha.

sat was awesome!
fireworks, it was bloody wondeful okay!
esp the gold ones, like shimmering gold flakes, sooo pretty.
next time my wedding, my entrance must also be that grand. hahaha.
then got flower shapped, and stuff.
the feeling of watch the beautiful fireworks was so un-describable okay.
the kinda feeling like you heart is pumping so hard and is gonna pop out soon.
that was how i felt la. like i could die that moment and regret nothing.
fireworks, are the nicest things in the world.
apart from underwater nature and scenrey and stuff.

chem was so dissapointing.
i could not finish cos of balancing equation.
saddd. and told mom, and as expected.
two hours later, unclealex sms me,
he say until i got the paper back and fail it. haha.

yt show me the seventeen tote. i like.
couldnt find it, so asked ma to look around for me.
she gave the task to unclealex. haha.
prolly gonna get it next mon,
fingers crossed.

dinner and then potter. byebyee.


bintan trip was awesome!
water was sooo much nicer there. like duh right?
cannot compare to the drain water-beach we have in singapore.

firstday.
went back to villa to settledown.
then went over to unlce phillip's villa for lunch.
its pretty there! got own pool facing the sea.
nice breeze and all la.

went to the beach after that.
the sand is oh-my-goddish soft la!
like flourrr.i brought some home hahaha.

same around and had bbq for dinner.
made some marshmallow.
crispy on the outside, creamy on the inside.
wish gor was there to do it for me.

secondday.
woke up at around 12 for lunch.
and went into beach.
then pool and then beach.
got myself badly burnt.
it hurts la, like every inch i move, it hurts.
and it was damn hot. like 60+ degrees like that haha.
had burgers for dinner.

thirdday.
beach unwillingly. i thought, come all the way here, dont go, kind wasteful.
i dint really wanna go cos my back and arms were burnt, and my hair was like hay.
its was sooo freaking dry, i felt so sad washing it.
it was never like that. never. and i dont bring conditioner:(

then me and ma went on the elephant!
they had elephant rides, and the elephant was like one villa away from my villa.
we took pic with it.
she has so many poses la, her name was emma.
cute, but had loas of hair all over.
and they were really hard and poky, like brush like that.
its damn nic ei tell you. though it was kind freaky being so high.
i started to imagine stuff, like what happens if she suddenly go bersek
will i die and stuff. haha.

fourth and lastday.
had nothing to do in the morn.
decided not to go into beach again,
cos of utterly dry hair and burnt back.

uncle phillip called and asked us to go to the kelong to fish.
went there and fished! it fun la.
but ya, long hours and very sian.
but there was nice breeze and i managed to catch one fish!
soo satisfying:) took pic of me and my catch,
but prolly not gonna post it cos of some reasons.
yt knows hahaha.

went back and finished up the third harry book.
then back to singaporeee.

lucky monday was eng, so i did not have to study.
imagine how it would be if mon and either one of the humans.
i'd like break down right there la. haha.
cant think of anything thing else to blog about liao.

oh, my whole back is greyish cos of the dead skin and stuff.
and its peeling, which is really damnnn disgustinggg. haha.


satisfaction fills me! haha.
i finished the second book in a day.
hows that! hahaha.
even bigger accomplishment for me.

this years national day performance, was CRAPPP.
seriously lor. jus some talent show.
with half of the performance crappy.
and singing up stage.
whihc was the nicest haha.
and stupid thong asked us to go back to our class cos the stage too full
like @#%@& wtffff la. so pissed you know.
you so good, you sing lor, try making the whole school high, kinda impossible huh.
school is getting worse day by day.

when the schoold boo-ed, she was like, dont like that, its rude and stuff.
like hah hah? anyway.

i dont understand how people can abuse animals.
they are seriously innocent la.
you whack then now, less then five sec they come and play with you liao.
like they dont give a damn laa.

tuition soon, offf.


i finished the first book liao!
haha, am so happyyy.
three days, its and accomplishment for me okay.
i know im years back, but atleast im reading it now.
not like yt. hehheh.

anyway, school has been alright.
chem is getting better.
improving it seems easier.
but phy? i really dont know.
i wish i hadnt chosen combined.
or that our school had pure bio and chem
that be awesome! haha.

i dont know what im missing out or whatever.
blog to announce that i finish reading the first book.
and thats about all. i think i'll go shower.
and continue with the next book :)
rachel is beaminggg! hahaha.


biomed byebye.
unless mummy suddenly think well of me.
and fly me the forever. hahaha

i cannot say she is biased or maybe she is but whatever.
she wants gor to be a doc.
and if he opens his mouth about going over to study.
he'll fly there in a months time.
i dont understanddd.
half of family is there, whats wrong?

all the cleverer people there to help me, but she still dont want.
dont feel like talking to dad about it.
he will be like talktalktalk.
and it probably last for the whole night.
till i escape. haha.

i dont wanna die in the world cos of global warming,
without being wedded to an angmoh.
hahaha, cant believe im talking like that la.

till then, i'll bother about the things in singapore first.
there is so many things i wanna know.
why cant people just say it out, and not secret here and there.
i hatteeeee it. arghhh.


for once, i doing something not wasting my time on the internet.
im trying to find out what it will take for me academically to get into Melbourne University.
im gonna do biomed.
but there is so many majors for it.

Majors Currently Available:
biochemistry & molecular biology
bioengineering systems
biotechnology
cell & developmental biology
genetics
human structure and function
microbiology, infection & immunology
neuroscience
pathology
pharmacology
physiology

maybe you think im thinking too far.
but whatever, to work for something in life,
you must have a goal right?
so im just finding my goal in life now.

all my cousins were from there.
and i dont wanna be the lousiest one of the lot,
which apprently, so far i am. haha

anyway. so i have to gte into a jc,
cos i need a A level cert.
arghh. sp, byebye.

back to reality.
i haven done port, and dont intend to.
cos i mean she has to return by tues for us to study right?

and toby is annoying me,
flinging my hand away from the keyboard to get attention.

i have to start studying for O's liao,
if not how to get good score and go to a jc?
haha, i die die also must get in.

i wanna leave singapore, and start a new life there.
away from all the singaporeans there are so~


just remembered to feed toby.
i totally forgot while on the comp,
and he was like waiting in the kitchen liao.

today was funny.
atleast till some people said the pic look like brad pitt.
like argh!? i so saddd la.
but then again, its yt draw bad. haha

went home alone, sooo sad.
really wonder how people can do that.
leave school straight for home alone.
i cannot lor, its soo weird.
maybe i need to learn to be independent. haha.

next tues i also need go home alone.
cos yt bring her buddy home or something.
wonder what they are planning on.
cos i donttt wanna go home myself:)
me is selfish. but im not blood-type AB

i think it is weird, in a bad way.
you are like a chameleon and change straight away after changing surrounding.
i dont like, not in a way i want to change it,
but in a my point of view way.
but what can i do~

i wish i could tell you, and you can tell me too.
life is easier then right? no hiding/lieing.
eventhough the truth hurts, but its much better to be kept in the dark.
then when the truth is out, the impact is biggger.

i almost lost this whole post la!
if not for blogger's auto save thingy.
i will be sooo angryyy. haha.


nothing much happened.
its the time of the month, and the cramps practically killed me this morning.
so ya, thats why i was so.. nevermind.

new chem teacher, fierce yet kinda fun.
i kinda like her better, cos mr cheong's lessons were always so sian.
and i'd always wanna fall asleep.

i dont wanna contradict my words, but they all seem to be that way.
i wish life was just to study, live, give next generation, die.
isent that easier. okay, nonsense.

my legs are tired, no reason cos there wasnt running today.
2.4run after exams? dread it.
i hateee 2.4run why cant they do 2.4 swim or something.
thats muchhh easier.
or a choice between two for the ones that cant swim.

everything is getting annoying.
i cant wait to get burnt. cant waitt.

im running out of things to say.
and im better feed toby soon. he is starvingg.
bye