bday cake/muffins.

yesteday was awesome!
its like the best bday i had okay.

so esther arrives, and we start talking about baking.
then yt keep smsing me how she feels on the bus.
and how the guy beside her has bushy armpit hair that i all over the place.
and then she arrives.
then lynette and marilyn.

i got a 'princess sleeps here' bedsheet from esther.
maybe i'll show you when i use it. it will be soon:)
marilyn and lynette, got me the most unexpected thing.
really. they got me a 内在美。its that the right chinese characters?
and all of them made me wear it for them. so paiseh okay.

people start coming in and we ate dinner.
esther wanted to try out 'Boncafe'
the milky alcohol i like.
i told her to drink slowly cos its very thick.
then she ask me what is the percentage. i say low.
to me 16+% is low.
then when they found out. they scold me.
cos esther was all red and stuff.
i thought they always drink will like lynette say 'macho' ma.

so mom gives us Bacardi.
we mix with 7up.
then i realise they all dont know how to drink one.
make me feel so like alcoholic.

so we sing song. take pics.
forgot to take pics with grandparents. shittt.
gotta say sorry:/

then we go down and play candle.
if not for latern fest. i wont play.
cos like i dint even know what to do with the candles haha.

then we play ice and water ourselves.
as expected the kids there wanna play too.
so we i think it was mainly me starts screaming.
and get scolding from somepeople up the block. haha.
it was so fun i tell you.

but lynette fell, esther fell, marilyn got STUCK, yt hit he hips.
only i safe and sound.

so we come back, and my kitchen becomes some emergency clinic. haha
ice bags, extra plastic, zambak, bruno, massage, tissue. all you can think off.
i become nurse la, run here and there get medcine.
i guess that is good experience for me? haha

then, i drink johnnywalker.
that is what i call alcohol.
then esther say i very man,
cos girls dont drink to strong alcohol.
oh well. maybe next time my level of intake high, also got benefit ma,
but i dont wanna be alcoholic.

yt sms me and thanked me for inviting her, i dint, i forced her to come.
and that she really did not regret coming:)

thanks girl for coming, i had a great time.

thanks to all that send me birthday smses.
im touched:)

and now two pics of toby, to end the post:)

this was the time he practically slept on my bed, so cute right?



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

unhappy last night cos of some conflict with mummy.
talked it out, and its okay now. :)

she knows she is wrong.
i dont wanna talk about it,
cos i dont wanna remember it next time :)

im kinda touched that some people still remember my birthday!
i dint expect, cos i haven hung out with them for ages.

toby is being the world ost adorable idoit.
and i have to bathe him soon.
blog tomorrow.


changed song, old, but i like can liao right:)

im tired sick and headachy.
i feel like im gonna just drop on the floor and fall asleep soon.
is there anything to watch on weds?
no one is at home, tv to myself.
no homework i'd pressume.
cant wait to get over eng.
prolly gonna start studying soon, dont wanna fail too many this time.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOBY!

still remember the first time i got you, you were so small!
then we had to throw you in the toilet for a night,
cos you had ticks and all. but you dint cry.
and sometimes, you'd naughtily squeeze out of the toilet.
the first time i brought you to the park,
and of a sudden, some wild big dogs appeared.
i freak out and pulled the leash so hard you were in the air.
the time you pee-ed on my bed and got me so freaked out,
after that i dint let you on my bed anymore.
and now, youre so big. i regret going langkawi for the month.
cos i missed the time when you were small and when i was back,
you was like so strong.
i wish you were small again :(
but youre clever now, not like elaine says.
she says youre not pretty when you are- you have a patch on your eye, thats pretty for a jack, uncommon and expensive.
she says you are not intelligent when you are, you know what we want from you.
just that i always am too nice with you.
your fierce and uncontrolled cos i dont teach you not to be,
i dont blame you. scratch my friends for all i care:)
long as you are happy:D

i love my toby,
anyway, my toby is 1 year old!
which is still, very shocking.
he growls and bites, and maybe cos im used to it.




its toby's bday tomorrow:)

went swimming on sat.
and went for dinner and tung lok or something at vivo.
nasty food i tell you.
went to lok for the pets safari sadly the puppies were asleep.
and as im typing, toby is licking my hands-.-

party this sat.
newyork cheese cake!

and yt is gonna treat me to sakae.
so exciteddd. but eng exam on fir :(

exams are coming, kinda freakky.
lessons almost everyday after school.
till exams start, then must study everyday. arghh.
feel so stressed la, but im not doing anything. ahha.

gonna go cook dinner liao, byebyeee.


if i said, i still do,
would you say so too?

its kinda difficult to have to act like someone is not around.
when he is like less then 1 metre away from you.
and to act like you dint hear him talk,
or that he doesnt exist, is possible, but fake.
i dont wanna do that anymore.
but with the type of person i am,
it kinda very hard- impossible.

i bet i still cant talk to wm eye to eye now.
(that is, if, i get that chance.)


为了你 我愿意
动也不能动 也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线 有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊 直到不能呼吸

i dont even know why im posting this.


ive got an addiction to milk based alcohol.
i dont know if you call it that way, but its milky alcohol.
nice and sweet, not to high to burn the throat.
nice to read along with:)
a woman kinda drink.

i dont know what to blog about.
went for the mt thing today.
did muruku and dumplings. haha
ate this and that. was alright.
gonna see the karaoke tomorrow.
the survey clashes with phy! hurrayyyy!

i hate physics and dont see a point bothering about it.
i wish they had pure bio and chem:(
i wishhhh!








almost last day liao, i haven done a single work
and also haven do tuition homeowkr, must do graph, no graph paper.
die liaooo,

on the brighter side, im baking! haha.
chocolate chunks cookie!

that day do for teacher day, nice but 'lao hong'.
than mon do, forget that butter is not unsalted, add salt, become salty
so today no mistakes!
and its yummm.

the only reason why i do is cos this morn when i woke up,
gor ask, mei who that cookie is you make one huh?
i dont wanna straight away say yes, cos i scared he say not nice.
then he is nice, and he like just abit 'lao hong' cos the tupperware spoil.
happyyyyy:))

so i sms him and ask him bring the older one then today i make new one, then he say okay.
hahaha, rachel isss veryyy happy okay.

but still got homework haven do:(
i dont wanna do phy, and dont feel liek doing maths,
do tuition work first. byebyeee.


wanted to blog on monday, but the keyborad gave me prob

firstly is sunday.
we brought toby back to the farm where we took him from,
and granduncle bully him.
not in a bad way, but in a way that will make him not so ya-ya.
then i saw this other jackrussell, female.
one year old but really small, i wanna bring her home:(
just to like sayang her for a few months, and clear all her ticks.
i know uncle will want her back for breeding.

she very sweet okay, very gentle, so unlike toby.
but she got load of god-damn-big ticks on her.
the biggest it can be, sooo freaky.
she actualli lie back down for me to sayayng, then i saw this fcuking tick on her chest,
i freak out, sooo big okay.

okay, mon. i went to meet up with nursery teacher, and another friend.
i was a nice trip, remember all the past and stuff.
about how i used to bully this boy,
and this other boy called benjamin that got scolding for farting in class
and there was once, me and benjamin bathed together,
then he pee the guy way, i saw i also do that,
then he scold me, he say
'rachel! you cannot like that, you girl, you got 'ne-nai-na' you must sit down'
but i also dont care, so cute la, so young also know this kinda thing liao.
cant wait for the next meet.
liew laoshi will get ming hao i think i forgot his name, and benjamin and on.

my toby is getting sexy-ier haha, he got arch at his chext:)


at last ripway works.
change song:)
its a really sweet song,
my bro start playing it on the guitar
and it really is easy to get addicted to haha.

i dont know what to look forward to in hols.
some plans to meet with teachers, choir, cookie, tuition.
nothing else, too broke to wanna go out.
feels pathetic hor,
ill just sleep at home.

halfway across potter's last book,
its kinda lame how dobby and Hedwig dies,
like seriously la, why die leh?
its sad to know, but like why the hell??

and its worst when sirius and dumblerbore(forgot how to spell liao) die
but i cant wait to finish it,
and wait for the sixth book in cinema,
see how much they leave out, and feel and unhappiness of the readers, haha.

gotta bathe.
thats for now.