if i said, i still do,
would you say so too?

its kinda difficult to have to act like someone is not around.
when he is like less then 1 metre away from you.
and to act like you dint hear him talk,
or that he doesnt exist, is possible, but fake.
i dont wanna do that anymore.
but with the type of person i am,
it kinda very hard- impossible.

i bet i still cant talk to wm eye to eye now.
(that is, if, i get that chance.)


为了你 我愿意
动也不能动 也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线 有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊 直到不能呼吸

i dont even know why im posting this.