some pictures of toby. and a ultra cute video at the bottm, may be a little blur, i think.







you know how i want so badly to stay and study in australia.
i really do, i can imagine myslef there already.
if i have any problems, i got so many cousins to ask for help,
all my aunts there, here in singapore nothing one.
my bro, army now, only one aunt,
and you know how people are different here,
there is all friendly, not like singapore,
all the stupid aunty in the market, always 'tsk' us one,
its like damn @#@%^ la.

BUT!
what happens to my beloved baby if i do go there?
he will be so lonely,
no one to run to when mummy whacks him
no one to secretly feed him fuits
no one to carry him when he wants to look out to the field
no one to cry for when he is scared at night.
whenever i come home, he will be at the door, tail wagging,
and for a moment he will be like v lost, dont kow what to do,
and when he does, he will run and get a toy to lik 'greet' me.
and make sure i carry and snuggle into him.
if im there,
no one will greet me when i come home
no one will demand that i let then on my laap whenever im doing homework
no one will be there for me to hugg tighly when i feel like it.

i like hugs and snuggles, somehow.
an some people* mistook me as a lesbian.
i chose the word mistook okay, haha.