im beginning to get bothered with what life would be like in the future.
like 10 years later, when we start work and blah.
wont it be freaky.
by then, would i be a university graduate, or just a diploma holder.
i dont know. its scary.


maybe it was for the better that i did do something about it.
atleast i have no regrets,
but everytime i go through something like that,
simple things will make me think,
and wonder into a world where things were what i wished they were.

stupid songs/ show/ thoughts make me sad.
shit that.


after telling lynette what alex told me,
and hearing her agree with him,
kinda freaks me out at how vicious she really is :/