dad told me to email my aunts in australia about what im gonna do in poly and stuff.
cos they were asking if i wanted to go over study.

so it suddenly like made me think.
like i used to want so much to go over forever, cos all the cousins are there.
so initially i thought i should choing in jc, then get a place in melbourne-u.
not easy though, lol.

but now im in poly. i think i will study hard, since my course is what i chose,
as in its something i like, and feel 'passionate' toward.
so it should be much easier that way.

but then i thought.
IF, i am eligible to go to both a local uni, and melbourne uni. which would i chose.
i would chose a local uni.
i mean, from the little that i am aware of,
singapore's universities is one of the top few ( or like top 50 or something)
while althought melbourne uni is the best there, so long you willing to pay the money, you should be able to get in, maybe cos the school bigger?

but somehow i think it will be to the disappointment of my aunts.
but if what i study permits me to go over there and get a job, why not?

so i see my future there and hope it would be happy.
though i wont be with my friends in singapore~

but maybe only at that time will i be able to actually know where my heart turly lies.
then i will decide~