what exactly do you mean by Misunderstanding and Misinterpretations?
what are you trying to say?




Fuck you all.
Bloody bastards that think they are in no god-damned wrong in causing so much inconvenience for me.

Pissy.


i am SO gonna watch Knowing.
yes, because Nicolas Cage will be acting in it *beams*
but also because i think its a nice plot. am i right to put it that way?
i just watched the trailer~ so me is sososo gonna see my <3 act! hahaha

anyway, i got something else to blog about, but i wont blog about it till bro comes back,
cos i need him help me find how to use chinese characters in my lappie-.-
i sound so noob...
and the thing i wanna blog about has to be written in chinese, at least the dialogues need to be~


Lunch at SEoul Garden on thurs.



Lunch at Waraku's CenterPoint.
that place is full of Japenese restaurants la! like two floors full of it.

the restaurant overlooked the Singapore River, pretty ya?
wonder how it'd look at night...




I'm sad, rather depressed actually, why must there be departure and arrivals in life? :(

Eka's leaving tomorrow, and it kinda shocks me that im feeling rather emotional about it.
maybe it shows that im maturing? dont know how to put it...
its different from sending a friend off overseas to study, or saying goodbye to relative staying overseas, cos you're gonna see them again, but not for her case...

well, at least she has my email account, and we can still keep some form of contact...
she has her own life to lead, doesn't she, rachel shan't be to selfish.
but rachel wants to be:(



anyway, ive finished reading P.S I Love You. the show and book quite different leh, book was much better of course...


i know ive moved on without Toby, but still i hold on to the memories, cos i know i need someone to love, jasper may not neccessary be the best, or anything i loved about Toby, but he is a baby which should get all the love he deserves. im not asking myself to love him just because i have the responsiblity, but because i........ i dont know, but all i know is that he is starting to grow on me.
and though i'm sorry for pushing him away when he was younger, i know he understands that it was all a dilema for me at that point of time, i dint want to give the impression that i'd move on that quickly, which i havent, but i chose to get a new dog to replace that empty space, too quick, which was a mistake, but we all felt that our lives were empty without a doggy companion.

does all ive said make any sense? if it dint, sorry, cos i dont know how else to put it...

random: i miss my baby.


I made DINNER!
haha, happy thing yes, cos when mom's in, she likes to demoralise me about these stuff.

so now she is gambling away at genting, so i decide to make dinner:D

very satisfying results, cos dad as expected loved it, and bro well, liked it!
bro like is more satisfying then dad love-.- hahaha.

Potato Casserole
Veal Chops



i cant think of anything to blog about....

nothing much happened actually, only that i watch Marley and Me yesterday,
and am gonna have lunch at Seoul Garden tomorrow.

oh, and my maid is leaving, i dint feel much initially, cos i knew awhile ago,
but as the day approaches, i feel weird.
like of course is not i cannot baby around liao, need to do everything myself...
no one to clean up after me:(
and not more company at home, except Mr Siao-.-

i don't like how I'm so dependant on company,
which scares me a little, cos i don't know how I'm suppose to survive the first week in school...

but i also accept the fact that i am growing up, and have to learn to do my own things myself, if not how to be mother next time?-.-



i wonder how my life will be like a few years down the road?


and i want a new bed! i don't like how i have a double-decker in my room, since no maid liao, no need le right?
it makes my room look cramp. especially with the odd shape it already has.
and i want a new cupboard! i don't like having folded clothes, i want them all hanged!
save time also... and i hate how my parents already have a built-in cupboard,
but have to put those bulky winter jackets in my already pathetically small cupboard.
I'm a girl leh!!!
I DON'T LIKE. and my mom never understands it... :(

shall bring it up sometime...


in msia!
so far, the trip has been rather good.
exceptionally GOOD food of course,
and SHOPPING! very soon:D
me wants buy 'nei zai mei'
cos me really like P.C's the hold on reallyreally well.
hahaha.
and the happy thing was that, when i told mummy, she dint scold me nor remind me that i already have 4 at home (only-.-)

i went to a MPH sale yesterday, wanted to catch est on fri night,
but much to her sway-ness, i couldn't catch her.
but really, the books are in very good condition, and they are fucking CHEAP!
i got 5 book for less then 50 sgd, that 10+- per book!
got John Grisham's The Partner, something i wanted to get for awhile, popular sells it for about 18, and i got it at like 9.60 sgd? WOW right:D
and i got two Jodi Piccoult books, My sister's keeper, and another book i forgot the title liao....
then i bought Devil wears Prada
and P.S I Love You.

anyway, my mom says ppl can get vvvv cheap books in India,
book can cost 7RM which is like 3 sgd or less?
haha, so she says her colleagues can get it when they go over for work.
so im gonna like ask her to get them to buy books by author,
if i like a certain one, i get all of them-.-
to now is to get all of Cecillia Ahern's books except P.S I Love You,
all Jodi Piccoult except those i already have:D

so i watch the P.S I Love You last night, and it was damn sad!
i started tearing at the START lor...
when the msgs started coming, first was the cake,
then when i saw the cake was from Gerry, i cry liao. i liked the show veryyyy much:D

more things to say, but i've got to go Pet's shop and buy stuff, then SHOPPING!
and mum's rushing me... bye!

my mom thinks i talking to someone now-.-
she doesn't get that this is a BLOG! hahahaha
(thats for you bev:D)


okay, to tell you what i want to tell you, i must first tell you what happened
-.-

tues, i met with a biantai!
1) i was the 5th person to board trhe shuttle, and he was behind me. and he HAD to sit beside me.
at that point, i dint think so much. i assume he wants to sit in the outer seat cos maybe he getting off at khatib MRT.
2) he started moving inner. and when i sms, he will bend over to like see my phone.
i dint think too much initially either, i thougth he wanted to look out of the window, but he dint only do it once.
and he started to like arm- touch arm me when he does it. normally, if a stranger- guy sits beside a girl, he would try his 100% best to not have contact with the girl one right?
3) so i kinda got pissed, and turned to glare at him, and you know what? HE FUCKING SMIRKED AT ME!!! TWICE SOMEMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG LA!

so i freaked out, and sms my bro about it.
then, yesterday cos im going out with yt tmr, and i need money, i aks to borrow money from him.
and then at night, when he came home ( i was asleep) he whispered that he will put the money on my table.
then he also say, 'i put an extra 50, so you can cab home if you work late, that money no need return.'
:D thats all i can say~
so good to be the younger one. even if you have a biased mother-.-


i was watching Barry Manilow sing on Martha Stewart's just now.
and it kinda occurred to me-
where has all these good singers gone?
we are now flooded with all those rack bands and rappers on...
no more soft- sweet-love songs.

i don't know how to say la~
its like, yes we still have love songs,
but the love songs now are so much more complicated.
not like last time so straightforward and truthful.


anyway, after being at work for two weeks.
i really miss the sun.
cos i stay in all the time.
and at work its freezing, like overseas like that-.-
so i miss the bright, warm sun.

i miss how my skin reflects the sunlight,
and how its burns on my skin.
(i sound like i in jail-.- cannot go out at all)
anyway, so i like taking bus rides, where i sit on the side with the morning sun shining on me.
i only like morning sun-.- healthier.

and i've finished The Rainmaker.
i thought its wasn't that bad leh.
kinda liked it. so now i know what kinda books i like to read.
books with alot of information.
like got things to digest and learn.


should i go for the poly orientation camp?
i know i bloody well should, BUT i don't want to stay over!!!!!
HOWHOWHOW?


the final part from Angels and Demons.


She still remembered the day she had seen him praying and asked him, ‘Father, why do you bother to pray? God cannot answer you.’
Leonardo Vetra had looked up from his meditations with a paternal smile. ‘My daughter the skeptic. So you don’t believe God speaks to man? Let me put it in your language.’ He took a model of the human brain down from a shelf and set it in front of her. ‘as you probably know, Vittoria, human beings normally use a very small percentage of their brain power. However, if you put then in emotionally charged situation – like physical trauma, extreme joy or fear, deep meditation – all of a sudden their neutrons start firing like crazy, resulting in massively enhanced mental clarity.’
‘So what?’ Vittoria said. ‘Just because you think clearly doesn’t mean you talk to God.’
‘Aha! Vetra exclaimed. ‘And yet remarkable solutions to seemingly impossible problems often occur in these moments of clarity. It’s what gurus call higher consciousness. Biologist call it altered states. Psychologist call it super- sentience.’ He paused. ‘And Christians call it answered prayer.’ Smiling broadly, he added ‘Sometimes, divine revelation simply means adjusting your brain to hear what your heart already knows.


working tomorrow, and looking forward to it.
why? because i can read my book! haha.


I'm now reading the The Rainmaker by John Grisham.
its not bad actually, though nothing like Angels and Demons.

story about Rudy Baylor, a law student.
so the write about him and his work.
in the sense the kinda things he goes through and stuff.
see my english not good enough to explain to you-.-
not bad la.

gonna steal books from biao-jie's study room when i get the chance to:D
so far got about three that i think i would like to read.
and i haven't even gone through all the books she has...

i also want my own book shelf filled with all my books...
maybe in a few years time when i start getting my own book and stuff.

anyway, about the book.
not really the book, but i realise there is a film to it as well!
shall watch it online when i finish the book.

and Wylie reads the book when I'm not, so maybe I'll indirectly help him improve his english! haha. -.-

one thing i like about work is it allows me to read.

there is still one more part of Angels and Demons i wanna type out... maybe tomorrow.