sometimes when i think of controversial things,
i start debating with myself, and like making up conversations in my mind.
but i hate how i'm unable to put it into words because of my lousy vocabulary command.
-which i belief is the sole cause of me being in English band3, which i am deeply ashamed of.

and i feel very sad(see, i can only use a pathetic s.a.d) when i see my friends have very mind boggling posts, you know what i mean?

oh well, i have something im mind now, that probably is mind boggling.
But, yes, im unable to put it in words, and make it work as a post.

out-