its a new year already!

Happy New Year everyone!

the year 2009 has been rather fruitful i must say.
ive learnt alot, well obviously not just based on studies.

ive lost some friends, and gain some new ones.
i will move forward without any regrets, and im happy.

life for me had been mundane,im not really the kinda person that actually goes out and GRABS opportunities when it passes by, so no, life goes on, normal.
(though i kinda wish i was :/)

2010, seems okay for now, Australia trip maybe?
Beijing trip maybe too? and msia for cousin's wedding.
thats all for now.
oh and mom says maybe go for a short trip during the feb holidays, and i think she seems alright with Bangkok! hehe:) i just love that place, food, shopping, people.
not everyone though, after hearing all the 'aids-syringe' and stuff stories, i will stick very close to where ever is safe. hahaha.

i really wonder how 2010 will be for me, afterawhile i start to realise that time, really isn't going to slow down for me, and nothing much ahs happened for me yet, it will soon though, won't it?

ah well. i'll have to start making the best of everything starting 2010!


so today's shopping, was less tired i must say. woke up at 12, bathed the dog, taught the bro how to cut up the pumpkin and carrots to cook for the dog. left home at 1+

went for lunch, cos bro was hungry, then checked out Accessorize, only looked at bags, so i ended up being kinda disappointed. walked abit, shopped abit, and went to the Accessorize at Ngee Ann, looked at accessories and damn they were pretty! haha, got myself a pair of ear rings, and a pretty bangle. yes, bro paid:D

so we headed to 313, to look at the Fossil wallet i was intending to get for his birthday, cos i need him to chose the kind he liked, didn't get it at first cos it only had one notes compartment, and he uses one with two. so in the end he didn't get any cos no 2 note compartment and no coin compartment. and i mentioned the wallet i thought was pretty, showed it to him and he thought so too, so choose the color, and now.....
TA-DAH!
four colors, light green, red, light brown and purple
chose purple cos bro agreed with the sales-guy that it was the more unique color, and anyways i never had one in purple so yeah~
its pretty isnt it! :D
was smiling all the way after that, walked around and bro got tired so we went home.

spent:
ear ring(16.90*50%)+ bracelet(27.90*50%)+ wallet(88)= $110.40

i don't feel guilty because(lol):
1) Ive been buying many things for him, really, ask my secondary &/or poly friends.
2) he never buys anything for me, unless its my birthday( this year's bday was damn sian, he got me a white-fish net bangle and a small diamond necklace from Aries, but its the thought that counts, i guess:/ hahahah)
3) this is the first time we went shopping together
4) he he got many money from being an officer.
5) the wallet is real, lamb leather( you don't know how i felt when the sales guy said that, i mean leather is enough i don't wanna know what animal!)

but he is kinda depleting though, serves him right from drinking all the time.
daddy also always suan him for not spending on me. muahaha.

on the way home, we had a little debate about this girl, she is RGS one, quite cute in a simple way, you know? so ya, he says she is too young for him, but i think she is sec four, but he thinks she is like sec 2-.- noob i can see one, like if anything i can see these kinda thing very well, like girl/boy and abt how old.

then he keep saying about how he would get her number if she got off at the same bus stop, but she didn't. so end of story.

typing is tiring, off to watch the season 5 of How i Met Your Mom.
toodles!~


so today... went 'semi' shopping, hahaha i wont call it shopping cos it really wasnt.
got myself a new pair of ear rings, and 'inner beauty'

Sherlock Holmes was good.
i mean im no critic about the story line, so i just liked it.
i like the character Sherlock Holmes, but the guy had pretty eyes though, even gor thought so.

he was very intelligent (he is suppose to be right?)
anyways, so i liked the movie:)

so tomorrow's shopping with brother is on! more updates soon!:D

am sleeping really late these few days, not 3-4am late but 1-2am late, sorry la but my clock is different right?
so my dark-eye circles are bloody showing, arghhh! but never mind, ive got black framed glasses to hide it. ahhaha.

toodles~


listening to Mary Jane for one last before going to bed. i wonder when i'd get bored of the song..

anyways,

its the last week of the holidays already, and i dont feel i have done much really. argh.
Sherlock Holmes with mom tmr, and there goes another day of my last week.
i want to go for a swim some day this week, i want to go and soak up the post Christmas sales, i want to.. omg thats all i can think of O.O

New Year Resolution 1: STOP PEELING NAILS.

toodles!~


MERRY CHRISTMAS!

so yesterday...
baked my Sheperd's Pie(which was awesome, though i felt something was missing) and headed to lynette's house.
had dinner, and played some games, had the awesomest time ever okay. i've never had to so fun at a party, the games were crazy fun, and lol-ly funny haha.

me wants to play Snorta again! that game is just crazy.
slept at 3 and woke up at 1030. im so adult right? unlike lynette, she couldnt even hear the phone ring leh. lol.

had lunch there, stayed on a little doing meaningless stuff and headed home.
dinner tonight with the grandparents. and then idk what:(

but still, i wish i was in Victoria celebrating Christmas.
we'd all be gathered at Eng gu's place, all 8 families.
popping the thingy (some ribbon shape thing with a hat and some other goodies inside) eating turkey, ham and all the yummo home made food.
while Santa would come around scattering sweets.(i used to get to be santa)
then we'd gather around the BIG Christmas tree giving out the presents.

and then at night the adults would go to the casino at this hotel(crown hotel was it? quite famous one) while the children stayed behind playing board games and ordered pizza for supper, that was when i played Pictionary for the first time. and i remember how i dint understand some words, and the bigger cousins would bring me to a side and explain it to me so i could draw it.

oh, those were the days.

im gonna make gorgor bring me out to shopping next week. and he will pay for whatever i want! HEEHEE! anyway will have post Christmas sales, and i know my limits one la~ hahaha

i love how crowded shopping centers are during Christmas, like i know its damn squeezy, but it feels kinda different when you know everyone is there to look for something and not just take up space cos they have nothing to do at home. its just a different kinda feeling i get.

and i wanna get the perfume sprays from Sephora, yummo!

-edit-

oh and i remember how we'd go walk around the estate? and look at the beautiful christmas lightings other houses put up after the Christmas dinner, some were damn extravagant okay. i wish i could go again, take pictures and show you, but still pictures will never do it justice, you need the weather and company ot get the whole feel of how happy i'd be.

oh im sad:(



just finished watching My Sister's Keeper.
cried like *uck okay. omg.
20 mins into the show, and im trying like an idoit trying to force the tears back, but it just kept pouring, the show is really sad.

i wouldnt say it was bad though. i think its was a rather good narration of the book. except that they changed the ending, which i personally liked better.
in the book, Anna Fitzgerald is suppose to die in a freaking car accident after she wins the case( like wth right?) but in the show kate dies. i prefer this ending la~ but on the whole, it was a damn teary show.

gonna conquer more shows tomorrow. but i cant think of anymore shows i wanna watch but had missed. i found Case 39, but it was in french la. lol. damn retarded.
what else should i watch?! :(

ohya, forgot. i need to get the ingredients for Sherperd's Pie, making it for the Christmas Party at Lynette's excited! first time i going to my own friend's place for Christmas.



headed out for avatar this afternoon, and it was surprisingly good, apart from the fact that our seats were damn infront, and its was a bloody 2hr 40mins show.
(i still think the blue people are creepy)


went to town to shop(again) after. met with rosy, and went to shop for her stuff.
got myself some stuff too:D
that bitch's mom is so leh-che can, ask rosy buy Christmas prezzie, but everything also cannot.
omgzxz x1000
haha, had fun overall.
i know she loves me, me loves her too:D

jasper has me all to himself tmr, am not going out. awesome.
i should probably get to bed now, its raining, and its awesome to sleep noww!

goodnight world!


so biaojie bought me some Lush products.
Lush Perfume Balm
and a Lush Musk. ( yes, im terribly sorry about the lousy focusing, its looked okay when i took it without my specs..)
this was why i didn't want to get it myself in the first place, because its all natural, its spoils fast. and i get lazy after awhile. so...

seaweed 'crumbs'? 'remains'? i also dont know what to call them, but that is how ALL NATURAL they are right?:)
when i used it i was rather happy, when i had o dig it out of the tub, its was so creamy, like gelato you know? i scoup with my fingers and it stretches out, looks damn yummy!
my skin felt really tangy after using it, so i guess it works right but maybe its because it a new thing, and im happy and bla. so i will see how it goes after a few days. anyway i'll have to finish it by the 29th so OMG! THATS LIKE 9 DAYS AWAY?!?!

gonna try the Lush Perfume Balm tomorrow, so if anyone says im smelly... i will know. but whatever, its all natural! hahaha.
i know what your thinking, without perfume is more all natural right WHATEVER MAN. yes i got nothing to say to that, why am i even like talking to myself? nvm, toodles~


went out afterall. shopped at F21 @313, its was oh my god! hahah
im no f21 fan, but that place, is yummyyyy!
and i saw dresses on sale online. that would probably only cost me 25 if i bought through spree.
but they sell it at 45?! wth right? should have bought online.

perfect getaway was alright, the twist was crappy, but it was worth just to watch. how to say? i also dk la~

shopping AGAIN tmr, with jojo.
cant waittt:)


tests are over, like finally.

i cant wait to start doing stuff during the hols.
shopping & movie with serene tmr would be a nice start:)
cannot wait to check out the new F21 at 313, serene says its da bombz

came home, and brought my lappie by my bed,
watching How i Met Your Mom, and doing nothing at all really, all on my bed.
showered the puppy, and he is fast asleep beside me, so sweet:)

i wanna go swimswim too, did i mention that my card has arrived?
now i can go without having to worry that i'd get thrown out because im not officially a member there-.-
and i get to use my new swimmies! :)


i cant wait to be doing something tmr, i feel like sleeping my time away now, hahaha

toodles~

-edit-

there is no more case 39, so tmr is called off.
and yes i have absolutely nothing to do tmr!
i feel damn pissed about that, cos i slogged like shit for the ct's, and now, on the first day of my holiday, i have nothing to do, and have to stay home. seriously
i know i can watch drama, but stay home whole day, will rot one, i dont like the feeling lor.
I WANT TO GO OUT AND SHOP!:(

argh, idk what to do now.


Its been awhile. Had my first paper today, Inorganic and Physical Chemistry. I was kinda confident, cos it seems its so much easier then Organic Chemistry, but... the paper was so easy, it was creepy. Like everything was like all damn basic, to the extent you know that you wont do well cos you'd be complacent, BUT you still wont bother re-checking because it was darn easy. Good luck to me.

Studied a little after the paper, and headed home. Maths tomorrow, i hope i can manage, after 1 year without maths, i actually lost my algebra. omgosh. But whatever, i picked up slowly, so im more confident for tomorrow.

Am really looking forward to getting back my results. Cos i know i'd do well this time because i really prepared, but what if i dont? Ohmannnn.



much as i hate admitting this, it feels weird not talking to you anymore. well, i do hate you for how anal you were, but still its just weird. i wonder if you feel the same way too, but you dont do you? you seem to love your new friends so much more, like we never meant anything at all, and that really hurts. ahhh, whatever.


ohmydoesntitlookgood!

schools been good, everything's going well, except maths.
i know i can do it, but i just neeed to practice. argh, but im bloody lazy la.

and im gonna cook Potato Gratin on fri!
i hope it looks as good as that picture, giving it my twist.
though there is many ways of doing it. so i may not be unique. but whatever, i happy can already.


baby, its been a year, i don't think of you as much,
but i still want you back as much,
i miss all the time i had with you, and would do anything for a bit more of it.
i miss how you snuggled, i miss everything about you that just typing it out would do no justice for how much i need you.
i want you, like hell.


babies, ive always wanted my own.
i know i want three,
i know what i want, but i dont know if i will?
what if i cant? that'd be so depressing..


its 9 dec in two days time, would i feel anything that day?
i really dont know, i dont think of him so much, but i miss the time we had together.
i dont want him back as much, is it bad that ive alrdy let go of him.
i dont know.