been really unhappy lately,
because of how irresponsible, and annoying my brother is getting.
and my mom because of how she doesn't seem to do anything about it.

but just now i heard about my neighbor's husband having an affair, and how down she is now, its so sad isn't it? she had so much faith in him, but yet...
even her son did not expect it, he was so shaken by the truth too.
its so unpredictable isn't it? i mean, i know the uncle, and he is a v nice person, not just because we are neighbors, but because he used to be the chairman of the RC at my estate, so like this kinda people, gets so much respect from the elders, and yet... i didn't expect it..
now im afraid that if i see him, i dont know if i should smile at him anymore..

im feeling rather down now, and i don't even know why:(

oh and henna today was rather fun. only warmed up at the end, which was too late, cos then my shift had ended-.-
ah well.