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Monday, January 18, 2010 ♥ 3:25 PM

tomorrow will be school, then going to Anchor Point to check out the Charles& Keith outlet store, and then to Ikea to grab something for the house.
wouldn't say it was a last minute decision though( cos biaojie says its only last minute if it was decided one hour before or something)

hope everything goes well:)
new shoes for the new year!

although i dont think i'd be enjoying much of the new year, now that im in poly,
not this year at least. CNY will be exactly the first day of our study week:S
how to enjoy when you know youre suppose to be studying exams?
ah well. i think i will lax for the first two days, then chiong after?
hopefully there wont be dinner at Uncle Dennis' place one the following sat. because I'D WANT TO GOOOO:(
i miss my Jeslyn and Shann, and i miss the gambling:D evil smile*
every CNY we will gamble after dinner till like 2am before finally going home. but i dont think it will be possible this year:(

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8:16PM

oh no, you don't know how it feels to have half of your family miles away from you.
i miss them. even though we aren't as close as i'd hope we'd be, i miss them.
im unhappy that i cannot spend time with them, its just so depressing to know that all of them are so close... with themselves. i want to stay there, and grow up with them, but its too late right?

why i suddenly feel this way?
because it is one of my older cousin's birthday today, one that im not really close too because of the lack of common topics for conversations, i wished him a happy birthday on Facebook( yes, hallelujah to FB) and he replied, calling me rach. i think im thinking too much, but its a pet name right? all of them have pet names... but i dont...:(
argh, idk why im being so whiny now. whatever, i'll just un-whine myself by taking a shower, and off to attack the Micro lab questions, and try to stuff some maths in. toodles~