brought jasper to the vet just now, for his annual vaccination and deworming.

overheard a conversation between the vet and another doggy owner.
made tears well up in my eyes.
so apparently, their dog has a lump in her intestine, so obviously they suspect cancer,
but they arent sure yet, i hope it isnt.
its really heart breaking know, the owner is a grown man, a man.
usually they have less feelings for doggies, but when you see the kind of bond the dog had with him, it was so depressing. he was probably holding back his feelings too.

this made me think of Toby, he left so early, it was so unfair for him.

then, i think if god created all these, why must he even make dogs go through the same kind of sickness as humans? torturing us to watch our loved ones die because of various sickness, not enough meh? why must they do it to dogs?
dogs whose lives revolves around their owners and their owners only?
they arent materialistic, they arent greedy, they are like the purest form of humans! and yet, they have to go through such sufferings, and be made to not whine when in pain!
i dont understand why they cannot whine when they hurt.

so whomever that made dogs like that, IS EVIL.