shit, i need to be more motivated to study man.
seeing fazri work so much harder makes me feel bloody shitass-y.


sat, i woke up with like a freaking tumor in my throat.
okay, so tumor is in my own words. but it seriously felt like that!
like every swallow i took, i felt like a whole knuckle was stuck there. saying fish bone is a understatement, because the bone is only | this thin.
i thought i had like thyroid or something, and was like | | this close to finding out what the signs are if i did:/
so scary you know, then i starting to think what if i really did swallow some form of a bone? and like it was causing my inner throat to sweel, thus the pain, i actually thought that i may accidentally suffocate to death while sleeping if the swelling like covered my whole gullet/ windpipe or whatever. (im soo afraid of death-.-)

turns out, i have sensitive nose( wow, is my reaction, cos i thought i was okay all the long)
so i tend to get nose blocked at night, so i use my mouth to breathe, so my throat dried up( of course it did not, i just like to put it like that). all's well now, the medicine has deflated my tumor, and swallowing is lesser of a pain.

i was actually sick like less then two weeks ago too, so this time and the last time, doc asked the same qns- do you sleep with air-con? i always say no, cos i dont.
the first time, it was the right answer, but this time it wasnt. cos technically, i dont SLEEP with aircon, i LIVE with it. cos lect/lunch/transportation all got aircon-.-

sooo, which leads to why i cannot gym tomorrow, im not even suppose to be in aircon, let alone pant in it right? if i did run, i think i will die there because my tumor would have suffocated me-.-
so this is why, and im not trying to give excuses okay!

I WILL GYM WHEN I AM WELL!