Yes, what if it NEVER happens?
What if i dont get a diploma?
What if i dont get into a university?
What if i dont get a decent job?
What if i dont find my oher half?
What if i dont get married?
What if i dont have my own children?

everyday that passes by, i am wasting.
dont get me wrong, i am afraid.
but nothing in me is driving myself to push harder,
nothing is driving me to want anything badly enough to do anything about it.

sometimes, i dont even know why i am here.