my blog*

2010-08-29T21:35:00.000-07:00

Okay, ive finally decided to move to Wordpress. basically because i like their layout/concept/whatever better.

But i'll be leaving this blog alone, too many funny memories to delete.

Find me here! http://rachlmy.wordpress.com/

please note that there is no more dash, link up properly!

toodles!~

2010-08-16T13:18:00.000-07:00

leaving for Macau pretty soon. well, not exactly cos the flight is at 1o?

bloody menses had to come yesterday, which means i wont be able to do bubble bath at the hotel or whatever. not to mention the mess and stuff. argh i hate it.

and not to forget, the millions of Tumblr posts i will be missing! ohmannnn:(

and the worst part is not being with my babu:(

sending him over to ah ma's place later, he is going to be so emo. sighhhhhh

he'd probably give me the 'you-left-me-here' look when i leave.

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Saturday's bbq was fun (Y) my garlic bread rocks. will be making another foodblog-post on that, when im back though

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i love my blog song, i didnt like it initially because some of the melody its quite 'heard before' but the chorus and lyrics is really pretty. hahaha

2010-08-12T21:23:00.000-07:00

Cant believe i foprgot to talk about my class gathering at Swensens @Ion

it was okay, couldn't eat much, so i think i wont try it out again. but the company was good.

had fun watched the guys make eat other eat balls of super sour icecream. their faces was funny.

walking around aimlessly after that. went home quite early.

me and babuuu, that his pet name:D

looking forward to Saturday's BBQ! although i wish it were a steamboat. craving good steamboat.

i emphasize good, because my friends like going to some places, which i do not exactly enjoy. i go for quality! so anal i know.

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heading to Macau with the family next week, looking forward to that. its been awhile that we had gone overseas as a family, not just Malaysia of course.

am going to try out the bungee, according for gor, its a freaking 200m high jump.

i hope i don't die. if i do, i love you everyone!

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i didn't know OPI nail polishes were so anal. i usually use this Watson brand, but it couldn't come off know! so i had to use my other Sally Hansen bottle. only then did it give up.

i wonder if its just me that gets these problems.

2010-08-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

some pictures. i cant exactly remember what has exactly happened. but the holidays have started. well not so, 3 weeks to study.

but anyways, went for this super bad Dim Sum buffet on monday (told you guys we should have gone Yum Cha!! that place wont go wrong!)

then today, last minute decided to meet for some shopping, did not get much just nail polish, and some hairbands. careen kept scolding me for just watching her spend. hahaha!
am tired. finished Lost Symbol, and the ending was sooooo thrilling i literally lost track of time reading it! (Y) book!!

2010-08-03T15:46:00.000-07:00

not many read my blog, so if you dont. too bad! unless you already have the book.

so im reading Lost Symbol, and already there is two particular parts which i find absolutely (Y)

i use (Y) because i have no other word to describe it.

Pg 41:

*something about whether secret club= club with secret. i belief you think it is the same? well, Robert Langdon proves you wrong, or should i say DanBrown.

“Is it?' Langdon challenged. 'Would you consider Coca-Cola a secret society?”

“Of course not,' the student said.”

“Well, what if you knocked on the door of corporate headquarters and asked for the recipe for classic coke?’”

‘They’d never tell you.”

“Exactly, in order to know Coca-Cola’s deepest secret, you would need to join the company, and eventually rise to the upper echelons of the company, where that information might be shared with you. Then you would be sworn to secrecy.”

Pg 44:

*about Masonary being a freaky cult doing rituals and drinking wine out of skulls.

Landon nodded and lowered his voice to conspiratorial whisper. “don’t tell anyone, but on the pagan day of the sun god Ra, I kneel at the foot of an ancient instrument of torture and consume ritualistic symbols of blood and flesh.”

The class looked horrified.

Langdon shrugged. “And if any of you care to join me, come to the Harvard chapel on Sunday, kneel beneath the crucifix, and take Holy Communion.”

The class remained silent.

Langdon winked. “Open your minds, my friends. We all fear what we do not understand.”

you know you want this book.

2010-08-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

so, went out with jojo yesterday afternoon, and did some exercise.. i say that because I DID NOT BUY ANYTHING! what a waste of my time.. hahaa

met up with serene for the night part, cos jojo left early.

see, vain-pot.

Met with yt today for Inception, movie was at night, so did some light shopping in the afternoon.

tried on this really super cute dress. i loved the cut and fit, but the pattern... i doubt i would wear out. sighhh, if it came in other colors, it would have gotten it.

Inception was good, really mind-boggling, not suitable for someone who had a slight headache, but the loud sound affects kept me awake.

i have nothing against Ellen Paige, but i did not like her playing this role. Marion was sexaye, i love her accent!

2010-07-31T22:08:00.000-07:00

guess what... remember how i said i wanted Dan Brown's new book?

i was at Borders just now ut its was sold out...... so i tried my luck at Kinokuniya....

AND!!!!

I GOT IT! cant wait to get started... :DD

2010-07-30T20:24:00.000-07:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

this week is over already!

it was really bad:(

tues- test

thurs- I&E final proj presentation

fri- BIF test& Proj presentation.

today was the worst, a whole 60% in one muthafucking day.

seriously you know. omgoshhhh. i hate her and im glad im never gonna see her anymore.

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cutting hair tomorrow, and going for a flea with mojo-jojo:D

thats all for now. toodles!~

2010-07-26T23:01:00.000-07:00

so last Friday night was another movie night with Serene.

caught Sorcerer's Apprentice.

and if you know me well, you'd probably have guessed it is because Nicholas Cage stars in it.

that i will not deny, however the truth it, i really thought it was going to be a bad movie. i mean like seriously, the name itself is -.- right?

however, to my surprise, it was that bad!

well yeah, the story line is lame. but it was exciting all the way, and it didn't bore.

my expectations for movies is not very high, so i always am happy after movies. as long as you don't bore.

and seriously, just kill one of the leads, and you will be able to make me cry.

but anyways, it was good. worth 6 dollars, but 10? idk, up to you~

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lotsa deadlines to meet this week, two tests, two project presentations. omgoshhhh.

but after this week, it will be slightly better.

am looking forward to class outing next Friday!

gonna have Ice-cream buffet for dinner, dk how that would turn out:S

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next movie.... inception maybe? seems to be getting good reviews.

how lian? want!!

and next week........ SALT!

cant wait to see hot jolie~

2010-07-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

schools been alright.. projects to keep up to, tests to study for. very normal.

some pictures:

random lab session.

last min macs lunch. where serene get angry and said 'why never tell me'

dinner w serene
im so boring..

bye.

2010-07-12T17:15:00.000-07:00

Is this book on sale? i wanna get it:D

i like Dan brown books. even though i sometimes don't get the 'message' i love how controversial he is. (would that be the right word to describe it?)

like how he defy religions, which makes so much sense.

i accept everything he says maybe because im a free thinker, so he isnt insulting my beliefs or anything, but i loved his books for what they 'teach' me. or show me. anyways would like to find it! :D

i'm tired of trying, if you cant reciprocate then why should i bother.

i'm disappointed at how you took our second chance so lightly.

2010-07-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

You ever love somebody so much, you can barely breathe

When you're with them, you meet

And neither one of you, even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills

Used to get 'em, now you're getting fucking sick

Of looking at 'em, you swore you've never hit 'em

Never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face, spewing venom

And these words, when you spit 'em

You push, pull each other's hair

Scratch, claw, bit 'em, throw 'em down, pin 'em

So lost in the moments, when you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over, it controls you both

So they say it's best, to go your separate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today, that was yesterday

Yesterday is over, it's a different day

Sound like broken records, playin' over

But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave

Out the window, guess that's why they call it window pane

i love how insanely raps make SO much sense, sometimes even more then normal songs.

love the contrast of the singing, and i love Rhianna's part, sound so painful yet beautiful.

2010-07-08T20:29:00.000-07:00

i don't know what to blog about. other then lyrics,

but whenever i come on here, i cant think of what lyric to put down.

arghh, hate being so indecisive.

i think Toby came to visit two days ago.

i don't know how to explain it, but jasper did some things he normally wouldn't,

and they were exactly what Toby always did.

i talked to him then. i wonder if he actually heard me..

i don't miss him anymore. at all.

and i feel guilty for that, for how i am able to forget him- just like that.

but b, jiejie still loves you,

as much as when i first held you in my arms,

as much as when you cuddle in bed with me.

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.

2010-07-04T20:39:00.000-07:00

030610-Shopping!!

i wouldn't say we did much, because ah lian was lazy. but it was an enjoyable day nonetheless~

was suppose to meet family for dinner, but was 1 hr late:( some crane supposedly dropped and caused a bad jam near Hwa Chong there, so bus took a longer route to avoid it.

when i reached, mom called and told me ah gong was waiting for me, and i saw him on the other side of the bridge. was crossing halfway when i realized he wasn't there anymore- was he trying to scare me?- indeed he was, my ah gong so cute, waited 1/2hr for me at the bus stop cos he says got a lot of Bangladesh workers.

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Ah jiu was back on Friday, and i got my Long Champ bag already! teeheeee, rather happy cos its much bigger, but haven't thought of when i'd use it yet.

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haven't watched a movie in ages, i miss being in the cinema:(

cant wait till Harry Potter screens, am really excited. trailer looks exciting. The thought that after these last two part, there would be no more Harry Potter/Magic to look forward to, is rather depressing :/

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Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

2010-07-03T12:27:00.000-07:00

gotta watch Cherry Bomb!! arghhhh, stupid idol fever shit. thats why i hate idol-ing someone too much.

gotta go prep to head out soon. FEP then Bugis to shop for cheap+awesome stuff:)

toodles~~

2010-06-26T13:21:00.000-07:00

school starts on Monday. idk if i'm looking forward to it or not.

gahhh.

gotta think of something to blog about on foodblog before monday. or i'll prolly end up with no time to do it. but i don't feel like either, so gahhhh

feeling down today. idk why- actually i do

im just... disappointed.

ive learnt not to expect too much, so i wont take 'set backs' to hard.

but its hard not to feel sad, when you hoped for something else. ah well.

have decided to pull away from every and anything.

2010-06-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

Been working during the holidays. So my life was basically work-home-shower+dinner-tv series-sleep, and the cycle goes on.

but i was looking forward so much to meeting up with yt on sunday for shopping.

you see, my house to work place is only a 8 min walk away. so since starting work, my life revovled around that route to and fro from work, and nothing else.

BUT yt had to forget she had something on before agreeing to make my life happier. and i did nothing 'human-like' for the weekends.

[yes, i HAVE to make you sound mean, you better feel guilty!]

finish watching Glee and am a TOTAL HARDCORE FAN NOW. haha, seriously i don't know what it means to be one, but i think i am because i cannot live without the songs, and i actually seriously -get this- dance to the songs! the catchy ones of course, i'm not THAT lonely.

anyway, yt PROMISED to meet up this sunday. and i'm hoping to catch some nice 'deals' in town. looking forwardddd.

fav song for now[blog song]:

(Turnaround)

Every now and then

I get a little bit lonely

and you're never coming around

(Turnaround)

Every now and then

I get a little bit tired

of listening to the sound of my tears

(Turnaround)

Every now and then

I get a little bit nervous

that the best of all the years have gone by

Every now and then

I get a little bit terrified

and then I see the look in your eyes

(Turnaround bright eyes)

Every now and then I fall apart

(Turnaround bright eyes)

Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight

And I need you more than ever

And if you'll only hold me tight

We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight

Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love

But now I'm only falling apart

There's nothing I can do

A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life

But now there's only love in the dark

Nothing I can say

A total eclipse of the heart

2010-06-08T20:57:00.000-07:00

tsamina mina eh eh,

waka waka eh eh,

tsamina mina zangalewa, anawa aa,

this time for Africa~~

haven't got a reason for being here, other then yelling out [virtually] that TOMORROW'S THE LAST PAPERRR!

and i hope that friday ngiht out will happen[YT HOR]

and i cant wait to make bazhang at ah ma's this saturday! post will be up by next week in the food blog.

idk why the font is like that, i think its cos i copy-pasted the lyrics. but i also dk how to change back-.-

ah well!~

tmr's paper is in the late afternoon [i know right]

so idk what we will eb doing, i hope gorgor can pei wo for dinner, we'll see his modd when his home. taht shall be all, toodles~

[i feel like switching to wordpress, but i will lose all the loser memories i have... argh.

2010-06-05T22:44:00.000-07:00

idk why im here, i really told myself that eventhough my blog was dead, i would wait till after common tests, but ah well, boredom~

been studying for tests these week. papers are mon,tue and wed. cant wait till it ends.
shopping, drinking, funfunfun. still thinking if i should work:S

looking forward to night out with Theng&Ther again. eventhough i have to wait till first week of July-.-

that will be all, sure i have lotsa things to say about you, but nah, you aint worth the time.

toodles~

2010-05-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

funny thing happened just now.
the maid did not come yesterday, so i decided to sweep and mop the floor.
mopping the floor is done twice, one with soap then w/o because of my jasper.

so after slogging like a housewife and stinking like one too,
mom came home, and i wanted to see what she thought,
but i did not want to go with the straightforward one, so
me: the floor very sticky hor??
mom: ya lor [with a sulk]
5 seconds later...
me: REALLY MEH! I MOPPED AND SWEEPED HOR! *walks back angrily to the room
mom: laughs*
what was really funny was the shock my mom's face showed when i shouted at here. hahaha

schools been alright, common tests coming soon, and i wanna do well~~
got my debit card alrdy! yt! faster hor, i wanna try it out~~
working during the hols, to fatten my wallet, even by a little.

toodles!~

2010-05-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

I really wanted to blog about friday night, but i was sooo freaking lazy [also sometimes, i feel like im just talking to myself:/] pictures are with yt, est didn't come, so we were left w/o a decent camera.

Had supper at this place called Nectaire[if im not wrong], and headed over to Timbre.
because yt seemed like she really really wanted to go there,
us walking
yt: Timbre is just like straight ahead then turn left *using hand sign to show direction
me: you really want to go right??
yt: no la~
at Clarke Quay
me: i wish there was some place we could sit and order some drink[alcohol, i mean we were at Clarke Quay]
yt: timbre can get.

those may not be the exact convo, but you get the point im proving.

but we eventually went to Timbre, and my oh my, it was a rather awesome experience.
we could get drinks, and there was live music which imo was (Y). i felt really happy because other then Red Dot with mom, i havent been to any place like that we friends.

right when we wanted to leave, it started raining cats and dogs. if we had cash, it wouldnt be so bad, atleast we could order like food or drinks to while time away, but nooo we only had lotsa coins but still not enough for chicken wings, i tell you almost every single bloody table had to order chicken wings, so i whiffed it alot of times, it made me so hungry:(

rain lighten at about 130, and we ran back to Clarke Quay, it was so windy and cold.

had to satisfy chicken wing cravings, so we sat down order chicken wings and a Corona to share.
i feel rather rebellious having like illegally obtained drinks. but whatever la, i am 18!!@$#@$!@!@^% stupid-must-be-exact-day-law.
walking outside Clubs was really cool, i mean like i have never experienced night life at Clarke Quay, so like yes, i have never seen those clubs before except DXO, and my they are chilly~

took a NR and got home~

so ends my fruitful-i-am-a-grown-women-day, am looking forward to the next, [we promised to do it again every once a month of more if our pockets are fat] and hopefully miss esther joins us.

2010-05-08T18:59:00.000-07:00

i think i need to go rehad to stop my shopping addiction.
okay, maybe im making it sound to serious, cos i dont spend THAT much, but i spend enough to irritate myself sometimes.
actually i love shopping, but i hate having to stuff all the paper bags in my bag when come home, and then hiding the loot, till i can wash it without having mom see it, and of course nagging at me. argh.

school has been alright, having fun, too much fun if i think about it.
its not like a hang out outside everyday after school, but its just that i spend too much time doing stupid things in classes. how.do.i.stop.huh

toodles!~

2010-04-30T18:18:00.000-07:00

watched Kick Ass online today. like at last i bothered to sit down and watch it.
so anyways, i hate to say this, but after watching this show, i <3>Nicolas Cage again! hahaha. you dont need to understand~

anyway, Hit Girl, is AWESOME! like awesomeawesomeawesomeawesome times infinity. hahahaha.

yes, unfortunately thats all i came on for-.-
am gonna be able to dress up tmr!~ teeheeheeee!

2010-04-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

shit, i need to be more motivated to study man.
seeing fazri work so much harder makes me feel bloody shitass-y.

sat, i woke up with like a freaking tumor in my throat.
okay, so tumor is in my own words. but it seriously felt like that!
like every swallow i took, i felt like a whole knuckle was stuck there. saying fish bone is a understatement, because the bone is only | this thin.
i thought i had like thyroid or something, and was like | | this close to finding out what the signs are if i did:/
so scary you know, then i starting to think what if i really did swallow some form of a bone? and like it was causing my inner throat to sweel, thus the pain, i actually thought that i may accidentally suffocate to death while sleeping if the swelling like covered my whole gullet/ windpipe or whatever. (im soo afraid of death-.-)

turns out, i have sensitive nose( wow, is my reaction, cos i thought i was okay all the long)
so i tend to get nose blocked at night, so i use my mouth to breathe, so my throat dried up( of course it did not, i just like to put it like that). all's well now, the medicine has deflated my tumor, and swallowing is lesser of a pain.

i was actually sick like less then two weeks ago too, so this time and the last time, doc asked the same qns- do you sleep with air-con? i always say no, cos i dont.
the first time, it was the right answer, but this time it wasnt. cos technically, i dont SLEEP with aircon, i LIVE with it. cos lect/lunch/transportation all got aircon-.-

sooo, which leads to why i cannot gym tomorrow, im not even suppose to be in aircon, let alone pant in it right? if i did run, i think i will die there because my tumor would have suffocated me-.-
so this is why, and im not trying to give excuses okay!

I WILL GYM WHEN I AM WELL!

2010-04-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

Yes, what if it NEVER happens?
What if i dont get a diploma?
What if i dont get into a university?
What if i dont get a decent job?
What if i dont find my oher half?
What if i dont get married?
What if i dont have my own children?

everyday that passes by, i am wasting.
dont get me wrong, i am afraid.
but nothing in me is driving myself to push harder,
nothing is driving me to want anything badly enough to do anything about it.

sometimes, i dont even know why i am here.

2010-04-18T12:52:00.000-07:00

Friday was the last day of work, highlighted my hair yesterday, and school starts tomorrow.
idk what im going to do today:/

saw two tops online, but i know i should not buy arghhhh:(

idk what to bring for school tomorrow, and i am not looking forward to it,
lecture starts at 8, for an hour, then i will have a 3 hour break-.- and another 3 hours of practical. stupid right? hate the new timetable, and i hate the fact that i am separated with my other girl friends even more. WHY AM I THE ONLY GIRL IN ANOTHER CLASS! :( ANGRY!

i want to watch Kick Ass, didnt get to catch it on thursday night with brother because the time slot we wanted had no more seats, only like first row seats-.-

oh, and not forgetting, i think i will see quite afew juniors in school tomorrow, and they probably dont even know me, but i hate every single one of them,
kay, maybe hate is a strong word, but i know i do-not-like-them, yes even though i dont even know them. :p

havent got a single idea of what to post on foodblog. shoot.
dont have the i-wanna-bake/cook-feeling, and haven got anything topics to talk about. oh mannnn.

off to waste my time away by watching stupid cartoons.
toodles~

2010-04-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

As his second birthday nears, i do get paranoid that he might just leave me, like how Toby did.
He wouldn't, would he?

2010-04-11T13:08:00.000-07:00

its been ages since ive last blogged.
been busy with work, shopping and food blog.
okay, so maybe food blog not so full, but every time im online to blog, i will try and finish up my current post(yes, one more coming up!) so i dont have much time for my blog.
ah well~

work has been good, much easier this time, because im now clever, and i will not let them use me and bully me to do everything:P

shopping yesterday! quite afew buys.

cheappppppppppp on sale shorts from Cotton on $5 each
on sale dress, $15, Cotton on
This would be the buy of the week, because its one of the more expensive clothes Ive ever bought, $33
Sephora cosmetics,
lipstick, $20
eyeliner $9, i dont normally use it because the one i had was very hard to put on, but this one was so smooth, i decided to give eyeliners a try again.
there was another one that was 20, and it was really non-smudge, very awesome, maybe when i use it more often.

i wonder when i'd get my own dressing table:) i will fill it up with creams, butters, balms, cosmetics, and onnnnn teeheehee!

off to deal with food blog!

2010-04-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

heavy jasper picture post.
my little messy eater

only he takes pictures like these
sleepy head

being un-appreciative of the good food he gets.

eye-ing gorgor's durian puff
same with dad

Dinner Good Friday, Pasta d Waraku

goodnight!

2010-03-25T00:46:00.000-07:00

wordpress seems to give me the same problem as blogger does. :(
but anyways, really like how wordpress works! best decision ever to use it for food blog.

not changing over though, i still <3>my skin!
it technically is mine now, cos i changed quite alot, but yeah~~

Food-Blog

two posts so far, i actually did something today, but like i said, they scheduled it, idk for what-.-
ah well, just wait awhile~~

making something again tmr!
trying to fill it up now, when i have time during the holidays,
when school starts, i dont think i would have the time and will to do it as often.
we'll see~

2010-03-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

ive made a new Food-Blog.
wont be linking it up until it is more filled.
so, say i dont fill it up at all, you wouldnt need to know. haha

anyway, im so happy about the fact that 98.7 will be in town!
because then it means, if singers come over, you can go and camp there and see them!
i know many other people will be thinking that way now, but whatever la.
unless you know these singers personally, you dont have other choices right?

anyways.
going to make Choc cheesecake maybe tomorrow or day after!~

2010-03-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

i listen to jiejie last night, to not make my routine so structured,
so, i did whatever i could find to do, and slept when im tired, which was about 330.

thing is, it was the wrong day to do that, hahaha
cos im leaving for msia soon, and so mom woke me up early so i could change, and she could do washing before leaving.
okay la, im making it sound very bad, she only woke me up at about 10,
i actually set my alarm at 9, BECAUSE, results will be out,
and yes i got my results. expected, but how come my IPC drop one grade! :(

never mind, i shall set my mind to be more hardworking next sem/ term!
(you know, up till now, idk if one SEMESTER has 2 terms, or one TERM has 2 semester. :S)

oh mannnn, im dreaming about Johnny more and more now a days.
too much of his shows already:S
keep picturing his movies scenes, and just dreammm.
MUST FIGHT BACKKKKK!

off to do whatever before leaving!
wireless avail. there, so im still contactable!~

2010-03-18T22:26:00.000-07:00

going to msia tomorrowwww!
i cant believe i totally forgot that results are out tomorrow too:S

oh mannnn, very scared:(

today, watch two Johnny Depp shows.
Benny& Joon, and Edward Scissorhands.

Benny& Joon was good, at least i really liked it, Johnny was so eccentric in it, so <3!>he used an iron to make cheese sandwich melts(picture below), and a tennis racket to make mash potatoes! haha its really funny la.
Edward Scissorhands, was v expected lor,
lame story line, but i watched it anyway, because of Johnny~

book marked more Johnny shows, probably watching it when im back.

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ive added another actor to the ones i <3>and to say the truth, i feel like taking Nicolas' name off,
this is going to sound really silly, but basically it is because i am very disappointed at all the bad press he has been getting himself into lately, and how he is unable to handle it properly, which led him into bankruptcy
maybe not THAT lately, but you get what i mean.
esp that stupid korean wife of his, being an Asian, also dont know how to stop him one,
i bet she only married him for fame and money lor.

okay, off to watch tv!~~

2010-03-17T20:25:00.000-07:00

I FREAKING HATE CATS

first, they are f***in little idoits that can freakin scratch their own owners okay.
idk la, most of the bad things about them ppl already know.

but there is one thing i absolutely hate them for,
being a doggie owner, that is.

you know sometimes, when you bring your pups out for a walk, and a cat comes in the way?
my dog esp, will get really excited,
its okay if the imp runs off, but there are just some that will stay at the spot you know?
be it stare, or like arch their body, it f**kin stays there okay. @#!#@#

so just now, i was otw home, and a cat appears,
jasper got scratched before under my mom's poor supervision, so i am especially careful,
so, as you expected, the idiot stands there.
so i angry, i shoo it and stomp my feet, and it runs.
this is the part that pisses me,
there is this woman around my ah ma's house, that goes around feeding these strays,
so she probably heard it, and turned back, then she bloody stared at me know?
wth,
seriously man, if you wanna be such a hero, bring all those little muthafu**ers home la!
feed for what? you only encourage more strays to loiter around right?
argh!@#!#!@#$!@#@E$!@EE#!@$

okay, i started the post negative,
anyways, things has been good, going out, staying in to keep falling in love with Johnny Depp, and doing nothing.

i tell you, its very unhealthy falling for an actor, because obviously nothing will happen right?
im not hoping something will happen( but duh i do a little, you get the point)
but imagine, all the feelings you get, but at someone sooooooooooooo far away? its really damn unhealthy.
idk how to put what im feeling into words now la.

idk what to watch tmr, i really really want to watch Public Enemies, because i felt Johnny was the most mesmerizing in that show, but i watched it twice when it opened! and of course(point above)
he can really act hor, i am so ____ with the fact that he can sound different in every show, accent i mean.

see, the more i write abt him, the more i fall.
better go off to shower now. before i drown-.-

toodles!~

2010-03-14T15:26:00.000-07:00

Ive been blogging almost everyday now,
which is truly because i have nothing better to do.
ahh well. spent half of my sunday watching tv.

i was watching a video i posted up on FB, and i decided to search for more pictures of bulldogs,
so i typed English Bulldog, and this is what they gave me!

dont you just want to grab him/ her up and cuddle to sleep!
its seriously so darn adorable okay.
not cute, because cute= ugly + adorable, but it isnt ugly!

next time, i want a english B too:D

finding a day to go town, dk when yet though
gotta grab something for biao sao, and maybe do some shopping myself:)

2010-03-13T20:38:00.000-08:00

shopping today was fruitful:)
shorts, top, headband. i <333
i gotta thank jojo for asking me to try out the shorts, if not i will never, and i will stick to my poor denims, which has seen better days.

gotta pack for msia trip alrdy, got some stuff planned.
am esp happy this time because gorgor will be joining us, so even if mom doesnt go shopping with me, he would.
but then again, mom seems to have expressed wants to go. so i guess i will be happy:)

working at YMCA next month, cant wait! cos then i'd have things to do,
anddd my acc is going to get foooodddd!

thats abt all, toodles!~

2010-03-12T16:23:00.000-08:00

think i will stop at Sweeney Todd, a little rush if i go on to another Johnny Depp movie.
anyways, if not for the fact that Johnny Depp was acting in Sweeney Todd, i would probably not watch it. it was horrible.
its just really stupid lor, slashslashslash. i think i will be needing a better killing- movie after watching Law Abiding Citizen. oh Gerard...

mommy so cute, called me just now and asked if i was going to eat maggie with her.
then she said she will reward me with Carl's Junior. i think its cos that day i said i wanted to, but we didn't. but yeah~ reward me for what? i also dk, cooking my own lunch? bathing jasper? anyways~

LIVE update: mom just brought dinner home (v early i know but thats not the point) i told her to get the drink w/o ice, then mix sprite w coke. so i see my drink, very pale coke only, so i go ask her why like that and why so little. apparentally, she accidentally added coke, and freaked, hahahahhaa. and she paiseh to take too much-.- aunty alrdy, scared what! ~~

shopping tmr! toodles!~

2010-03-11T20:40:00.000-08:00

5.40 PM

just finished watching Julie & Julia, and i must say, i'm really inspired to just take a book i like and try what she did.
but obviously im not financially capable of that, but some of the dishes looked really delish, and i would love to try it out.
maybe the Beef Bourguignon. but damn it take 2 hr and 30 mins in the oven. :s

ahh well, maybe next time, if im a housewife~

am probably going to watch Law Abiding Citizen now, toodles!~

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8.40 Pm

Law Abiding Citizen was awesome, Gerard was awesome too.

took jasper for a walk just now,
walked at whatever pace he wanted, only tugged him when he started sniffing too much,
i think we walked atleast 30mins?
he got tired in the end, and he'd just like drop on the grass to rest, adorable.
got a video of him rolling around on the grass, sooo cute, but lazy to load it up~ so whatever.

went out for dinner with mom and unlceA.
home now. wonder what i shall do tomorrow? hmmmmm.

every time you ask me that question, I'd scream out loud to the world in my head,
that you are the type i want, and the type that i love.
but you wouldn't know that, would you?
do you even want to know?

2010-03-09T20:36:00.000-08:00

Alice in Wonderland~~
watch it with mom today, it was good.
idk really, the storyline abit short right? but the wonderland was awesome so colorful, and imaginative.
i dont mind sleeping and waking up there, and if i do, i wont drink the dragon's blood cos then i'd be with johnny foreverrrrrrrrrrr(word doesnt end)

woke up in the morning, and aunt molly came (i dont usually call it that, but i think bubblelee used it, sounds quite nice~)
aunt molly hurt like a bitch i tell you, was really grumpy during lunch, thank god i told mom to ask uncle to buy Panadol for women, popped two, and felt better in abt 30mins?

went shopping, mom sure is happy, she bought 3 dresses and a top,
i couldnt be bothered to look, cos im very brand-conscious. :S
(i still miss that F21 dress)

movie then went to snack at Toast Box, im surely going back for their toast and half-boiled egg!
home after that.

2010-03-08T21:31:00.000-08:00

blogged yesterday, but stupid internet jammed and my post did not post successfully so i couldnt be bothered to re-type it.

good thing though, because what i blogged about did not happen ( i wanted to make Ang Ku Kueh, but mom dont want cos i only buy the shaper and use once)

so, why am i here? i also dont remember anymore:S

movie with mom tomorrow, and then warehouse sale with serene on wed.
i hope things go smoothly:)

barbecue on saturday night was awesome fun, thanks guys!

why must you be such a pain in the ass? you always say i am rude, and whatever, but have you ever stopped to think that maybe your actions are what i learn from?

to say the truth, i always thought my bad-temper was from mom, but truly, its from dad.
he always acts as the peacemaker, so it was never so obvious to me.
but if you take note, ( at this point i have so many things to say, but i obviously cant right? and i cant be bothered to make examples, because my english is not very good), he gets pissy very easily, and the actions are exactly like what i do-.- !#f@1#$u#$%5c!@#$k$6%^e#2#@r$

2010-03-02T13:05:00.000-08:00

this is killing me:(

doing nothing at all yesterday was enough to scare me okay.
idk how somepeople can spend their whole day at home doing absolutely nothing!
(hinthint* bubblelee)
posted my resume here and there waiting for a replyyy.

met YMCWE principle in the market just now.
talked a little, and she says IM VERY GOOD. because i work well with everyone of the teachers, and children of course. and of course, im not afraid to get down and dirty( i still feel very puky about some stories i might have told you people)

now, i WISH YMCA wants me:(
anyway, i think i might be going for work there for the last two weeks of sch.
shall wait a few more days to see if anyone calls me. before going over to fill some forms.

i bit my lips yesterday and today. i dont want liao:(
it freaking hurts okay:(

2010-02-27T00:05:00.000-08:00

swimming todayyyyyy. cooked jasper's dinner before leaving,
and ended up being 40mins late? sorryyyyyyy rosy. you must hate me.

swam 10 sets, because i was with someone that was damn lousy.
first she had to stop after every 50m lap, then he knee joint pain-.-

showered, cabbed to vivo. had lunch, Portobello Mushroom Burger! YUMMM!
just thinking of it now is making me hungryyy,

shopped, got some things. then watched Dear John.
i think im very emotional now lor, abit here abit there, i will cry.
i hate scenes where there is sadness between family,
and esp. when they cry? i will sob damn hard. idk why-.-
headed home.

i dont have a 'stable' job this holiday, i guess i'd just be kinda doing here and there~
going for a interview tmr for IT show. then another interview on monday for, guess what? receptionist at Shang-ri-la Hotel! sounds damn yaya right? but itsl only temp:( better then nothing la~~

going to bed now, if not i wont wake up tmr.
NIGHTSSSSSSSS

2010-02-25T21:48:00.000-08:00

brought jasper to the vet just now, for his annual vaccination and deworming.

overheard a conversation between the vet and another doggy owner.
made tears well up in my eyes.
so apparently, their dog has a lump in her intestine, so obviously they suspect cancer,
but they arent sure yet, i hope it isnt.
its really heart breaking know, the owner is a grown man, a man.
usually they have less feelings for doggies, but when you see the kind of bond the dog had with him, it was so depressing. he was probably holding back his feelings too.

this made me think of Toby, he left so early, it was so unfair for him.

then, i think if god created all these, why must he even make dogs go through the same kind of sickness as humans? torturing us to watch our loved ones die because of various sickness, not enough meh? why must they do it to dogs?
dogs whose lives revolves around their owners and their owners only?
they arent materialistic, they arent greedy, they are like the purest form of humans! and yet, they have to go through such sufferings, and be made to not whine when in pain!
i dont understand why they cannot whine when they hurt.

so whomever that made dogs like that, IS EVIL.

2010-02-22T21:56:00.000-08:00

jasper sleeps with me now.
so last night, when i woke up to use to toilet, he followed me.
i made him sit, and stay outside my mom's room,
while relieving myself, i heard his bell ring.
not a ringggggggg when he runs, nor a RING RINNGG RING when he scratches himself.
but a ring ring ring.
i come out, and there he was, in the center of mom's carpet!
he was walking as slowly, as he could, so as not to make so much noise. so cuteeeeeeee!

tomorrow is maths, then thurs is IPC.
then im officially, JOBLESS.
hahaha, YMCA isn't hiring, then howwwwwwwww:S

ah wells~~

2010-02-21T13:14:00.000-08:00

wrong move people, wrong move.
that was a last thing you should have done to me.
and now that you did, im not happy.
and when im not happy, _|_

yes, im petty fuck.

2010-02-19T21:52:00.000-08:00

guess its time for me to blog alrdy.

had my first paper today, Microbiology, it was rather easy:S
i feel damn uneasy saying it is easy though, hahah. idk why~~

anyway, i cant work at YMCA this time:(
they dont need help. HOWWWWW. i wanna get a job, but i cant be bothered to look.
arghhh

yes, this is all.
bye

2010-02-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

cny eve tmr! :D

new clothes? check
new shoes? check
new bag? check
new fringe-.-? check
pedicure and manicure? check.

IM ALL SET:D

hoping there isnt much last min cleaning up to do~
might take a 5 min to clean the dust on my fan, and thats probably all for spring cleaning.

'sneaked' to jiejie's house today.
ended up being a nurse and a factory worker-.-
but nvm, got paid by dinner.~~

toodles!~

2010-02-10T21:55:00.000-08:00

yes, this post is here because i know jiejie will read it, and also because i know i will not say this out, because.. im too asian-.-

im happy, really happy then ever since jiejie came back, we've been like so much closer.
its like i want to spend time with her, and i want to tell her little things i see/feel/think everyday.
i think im in love with her-.-
but anyways yes, ive never had a sister to do girly stuff with, and gorgor is only starting to spend time with me, grudgingly.

and she is going back to brissy during my tests, and then id be alone again:(
and the next time she comes home is in another year's time:(
YOU BETTER NOT DECIDE TO STAY ON HOR.

oh, and i like sean, i think he is really nice, not only because he was awesome helpful with doing up my Ipod Touch, but just because.
i like him so much, i want to give him a BIG hug, and a pat on the shoulder telling him to take care of my big sister, whom needs guidance on many things( really many).

i shall end here, because it feels like im giving a speech on her wedding night or something-.-

toodles~

2010-02-07T00:22:00.000-08:00

i feel like an owl now..
im bloody tired, but im not sleeping yet:S owls dont get tired right? ahwell~

did three batches of Peanut Meltz today. spent like abt 5-6 hrs?
was doing it all by myself:( shoulders aching like shit now:(

headed over to jiejie:D's house to before the steamboat dinner. cos sean wanna help me do up the itune and stuffs.
was damn hungry cos i only ahd chicken rice, which i ate at intervals cos i was worried abt time while doing the MEltz.
watch jasper have fun psycho-ing qiuqiu. so cute la. my heart melts when i see him enjoying himself. so sweet.
he is now soundly asleep, on my pillow. yes, the pillow i lay my head on-.-

last night. he also slept above my head. really is hao ming gou okay.

going off to bed. lovely sean is getting my itouch done for me by tmr! coming down to yishun from hougang specially to pass it to my jiejie. so nice rightttt:D but of course i also think he wanna see her la~ hahaha
cant wait to put johnny's picture in my touchyy:D hehehehehe.

2010-02-04T19:13:00.000-08:00

tomorrow's going to be CATs presentation, and i'd officially be free of projects:D awesome.

catching a movie with jiejie and her friendly sean:D
imaginaruim of doctor parnuss~~
along that line la~ hahaha
BUT i also want to watch Law Abiding Citizen! howww. Hachiko i can watch online cos idk~ just a dog what, i at home also have-.-
but i wanna watch Gerard Butler on screennnn:S nvm, shall go watch it myself (yeah right, WHO WANT WATCH WITH ME?:( )

waiting for brother to come home, so we can go over to ah ma's for dinner~
i need company, hate going over myself:(

hmmm what else? OHOH! how could i forget,
when for a run today, did 5.5km in 40mins!
ran 30mins, 5km. then warm down another 500m :D
its tiring, buttt the after feeling is sooooo good.

saturday is going to be a long and tiring day.
would be waking up early to do the Peanut Meltz, cos jiejie WANTS me to go over earlier( ya la, she didnt WANT me to, but she asked me to, i like can?)
steamboat at night, idk if jasper can go over leh, dk if got proper transport or not... not that jasper is a gaint and needs to be transported, but i have never took him on bus before, and i dont think ppl will be happy-.- he isnt a very quiet doggy~

2010-02-02T20:36:00.000-08:00

i shouldn't be here. i should be like burrowing my face into my lab manual for tmr's pract test:(
but im not, and so... idk hahaha

i cannot wait for tomorrow night to come. simply because it means everything major this week is OVERRRR!

managed to convince biaojie to watch the johnny depp show with me:D
yes im calling it that, cos im only watching it for him anyways:P
and she... is only watching cos sean is-.- this kinda jiejie also got hor?
and i guess thats one thing i can thank him for! :D

either ways:D

making peanut meltz on saturday again:D
and then steamboat at jiejie's

i cant waitttt.
should i change course? idkidkidk:(

2010-02-01T16:59:00.000-08:00

this morning, jasper came into mummy's room while i was brushing my teeth, okay la this isnt the point, cos idk where to start, but mom said this to me ' if you want to find him a companion(friend/playmate) better do it fast.'

i was kinda O.O it would be nice if jasper had a friend to acc him when he is alone at home though, cos he is so playful..
but idk... the emotional stress one will get when anything happens -touchwood- is really hard to cope with, moreover simple vet trips for skin sensitivity or whatever is really costly. but im still keen on getting another doggy:S
argh i really dont know..

howwwwwwww?

today is the suay-est day of my life.
i almost lost my phone, i almost lost my srunning shoes too cos i left the bag at canteen 3:( and i didnt bring my keys so had to go over to ah gongs to get it. AND I FREAKIN STEPPED ON GUM:(

darnnnnnnnn

ran 4KM today. in 35mins:D

2010-01-31T13:54:00.000-08:00

so yesterday, went over to cousin's place to play around with CNY goodies.
she let me make Chocolate Cornflakes and Peanut Meltz(idk the real name, but this is how i would name it)

its really damn easy to make, and i think buying these from outside, is a total waste of money!
okay la. the Chocolate Cornflakes v easy. but Peanut will need more work, but still easy peasy~~

and mummy likes the Peanut Meltz! :D she still thinks it is sweet though, shall cut down on that next time. Chocolate Cornflakes she also think not bad, but also too sweet for her. nvm, she think nice can liao~~

and i realise that im so happy about what i made, i never thank biaojie for dinner!
she made me Oregano Grilled Salmon with Garlic Butter Broccoli on Rice( wa i make it sound damn high class and nice hor?)
no pictures though, cos we were too hungry by then~

toodles!~

2010-01-28T21:31:00.000-08:00

today i told a guy in my class of for being irritating.
and today he deleted me from facebook-.-
wow.

excerciseee. i hope i get addictied to it! hahaah.

tmr-
yoga, gym, cats, yoga.

i wonder if i will get up on saturday..

2010-01-27T21:08:00.000-08:00

im like keeping a record of how much i run everyday now. cos i totally cannot be bothered to do the system thingy GymWerks has~~
50 mins today. 30run 20brisk.
awesomeeee. my my thighs are aching terribly. i can go down stairs quick. and i cannot squat-.-
so when i tried to bend down to brush jasper's teeth, imagine how much trouble i had to go through:S

practical testsssss next week. not very confident with IPC:(

tired. heading to bed early. but definetly not soon, got American idol to catch!:D

FUCK YOU. seriously, you should just die.

2010-01-26T21:57:00.000-08:00

did much better today.
a good 35mins-4.2km
but, my thighs hurt now.. i walk like a freaking duck-.-
and i think tmr morning, i wont be able to move my legs-.-

acc. rosy to Wheelock after. say an actress( the one in the show The Pupil.)
all actors/actresses look short in real live. really.

walked around. shopped a little, and headed home.
on the bus, got one aunty fat until take up two seats leh :S

came home, was thinking about starting MOL.
but guess what, my fucking com give me problem-.-
dk what cannot load User Profile Service.
spent abt 1hr, going mad, banging table, hitting lappie. and managed to solve it.
omgosh can. im no computer whizz, so whenever this kinda shit comes up. i go...mad, literally.

idk if i should run tmr:S
gotta bring so many things.
laptop with charger, lab coat, maths lect notes and textbook notes. lab manual,
okay la. it doesnt sound like alot. but because its a long day. so i get tired by like 4? and lessons end at 5. run for 35min. bathe. finish by 615.
squeeze up 171. and reach home by earliest 7.
argh. but i know i should go run. i guess i will.
suffer abit, and enjoy later~ :D

gotta pack my bag! toodles~~

2010-01-25T17:00:00.000-08:00

when to gym to run today.
am awefully thankful that i have careen, if she hadn't asked me to join her to run everyday till CNY. i probably would not even start running.
i think i should run on treadmill. its much much better.
idk why, im the kind that much run stationary, and like a straight path. and the fact that machine is continuous, mean i wont stop. so i ran for 30mins(non-stop, yaye!) 3.5km
will try to run longer tmr, cos i started a little later today because there wasnt any empty mills.

sh-sh-sh-shor-pingggg yesterday:)
got a pair of wedges for CNY, and a pair of flats, that mommy approved of:)
teeheeheeeeeee. spend 23.9+23.1 dollars.

i think i will sleep very well tmr. thigh joints are aching now. idk if i will be able to walk when i get out of bed tmr morning, hahaha.

2010-01-22T22:09:00.000-08:00

pictures from today's CATS class.
yes, we really do nothing-.-
okay la, we did some discussions(evidence- 2nd pic, although we can all clearly see that serene wasnt. hahaha)

went for Gym Werks orientation this evening, and omg, there was this guy, that was damnnnnn big can! like, triple of my size-.-
crazy idiot, later he burst how! O.O

omg.. exams timetable is out already.
MicroBio- 19Feb
Maths- 23 Feb
IPC- 25Feb

omgomgomggggg, Micro is THE WEEK OF CNY?!?!?!?!?
shitzxzzx X10000000000000000000000000

2010-01-21T20:21:00.000-08:00

oh no!!!!!!!!!!!! my feet is not size 39! how the hell did it grow??? i though stop already!:(
so now, i cannot wear my covered heels leh. HOW UH! and they are all bloody new, oh shitzxz.
maybe ask rosy put it up for me:D

i want to go shop for a pair of new heels leh:S

oh, and i can now listen to radio on my comp! AWESOMEEEE. have been looking for the way to do so for awhile and now i can! :D

2010-01-18T15:25:00.000-08:00

tomorrow will be school, then going to Anchor Point to check out the Charles& Keith outlet store, and then to Ikea to grab something for the house.
wouldn't say it was a last minute decision though( cos biaojie says its only last minute if it was decided one hour before or something)

hope everything goes well:)
new shoes for the new year!

although i dont think i'd be enjoying much of the new year, now that im in poly,
not this year at least. CNY will be exactly the first day of our study week:S
how to enjoy when you know youre suppose to be studying exams?
ah well. i think i will lax for the first two days, then chiong after?
hopefully there wont be dinner at Uncle Dennis' place one the following sat. because I'D WANT TO GOOOO:(
i miss my Jeslyn and Shann, and i miss the gambling:D evil smile*
every CNY we will gamble after dinner till like 2am before finally going home. but i dont think it will be possible this year:(

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8:16PM

oh no, you don't know how it feels to have half of your family miles away from you.
i miss them. even though we aren't as close as i'd hope we'd be, i miss them.
im unhappy that i cannot spend time with them, its just so depressing to know that all of them are so close... with themselves. i want to stay there, and grow up with them, but its too late right?

why i suddenly feel this way?
because it is one of my older cousin's birthday today, one that im not really close too because of the lack of common topics for conversations, i wished him a happy birthday on Facebook( yes, hallelujah to FB) and he replied, calling me rach. i think im thinking too much, but its a pet name right? all of them have pet names... but i dont...:(
argh, idk why im being so whiny now. whatever, i'll just un-whine myself by taking a shower, and off to attack the Micro lab questions, and try to stuff some maths in. toodles~

2010-01-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

busy day.
was doing my ipc report, did some stuff, then did report again, and on and on
cleaned my windows, washed my curtains. spring cleaning.
this is the first year im doing it myself. i wont say it sucked though, quite enjoyable.
first time cleaning windows, was really tiring, but funnn:)

more cleaning to do next weekend!~
so many things are coming up:(
exams are nearing:(
i should start revising MicroBio already:S
practise maths, and LEARN ipc:(

quizzes, pracical tests, and so much moreeeee.
gotta sleep, hope to finish this week's maths and ipc tutorials tmr:D
pray that i accomplish that.

2010-01-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

yesterday's MBIO presentation, was an utter, disaster.
i went up, started my presentation, and found out that few points were mixed up on my piece of paper, i fumbled, and then freaked. and asked to skip my turn-.- hahahaa, omg it was soooo embarrassing. at least it was just in front of class though~

i want to get a tattoo, on the pulse of my wrist, in white, but....what if mom/dad/ sees it. I'll die.
if i eat dinner, it will be seen.
jie ask me wear watch, i don't mind if ive always worn a watch, but i haven't, so one day i might just forget, and end up getting my hand chopped of or something-.-
arghh, no point in putting it on my ankle either, cos i want to put a word, that means something, so that when i see it, i will remind myself. so if i put it on my ankle... you know what i mean right?

ah well~

2010-01-10T21:50:00.000-08:00

another week of school. im glad ive finished my Mbio Presentation, but my plan was to study Fungal and do some maths too, which i obviously failed. nvm school ends early tmr, will study Fungal then~

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i cannot believe what i heard on the news.
the first one the is Church fires in Malaysia, seriously man, those malays are too much, so what if they use Allah to represent God. whats wrong with it? i mean, its still God right? not like they are using the word for something against you culture or whatever. and you think you are showing much love and respect for your Allah? it shows me that you are violent and totally not religious to try and hurt people. idk how to put it la, but you get my point right?

then i just heard about the Recycling, some bitch had the cheek to complain that having to bring the bags or recycling items downstairs and bla is very inconvenient. WHAT THE? seriously, this is also your home planet, dont tell me its fucking inconvenient to do something like this.
why not you just die? its so inconvenient for mother earth to have you occupy space on her. and pls have your ashes scattered in space, cos otherwise you still be on earth.
im not making any sense right? but all im trying to express is how angry i am at how she dare say something like this. omgosh man.

2010-01-09T21:19:00.000-08:00

been really unhappy lately,
because of how irresponsible, and annoying my brother is getting.
and my mom because of how she doesn't seem to do anything about it.

but just now i heard about my neighbor's husband having an affair, and how down she is now, its so sad isn't it? she had so much faith in him, but yet...
even her son did not expect it, he was so shaken by the truth too.
its so unpredictable isn't it? i mean, i know the uncle, and he is a v nice person, not just because we are neighbors, but because he used to be the chairman of the RC at my estate, so like this kinda people, gets so much respect from the elders, and yet... i didn't expect it..
now im afraid that if i see him, i dont know if i should smile at him anymore..

im feeling rather down now, and i don't even know why:(

oh and henna today was rather fun. only warmed up at the end, which was too late, cos then my shift had ended-.-
ah well.

2010-01-07T18:58:00.000-08:00

been a few days, school has been alright, apart from the sudden flooding of projects by all the modules which has to be done by next week, everything is well.

didn't do as well as i had hoped this common test, so i gotta buck up:S

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not going to Beijing anymore, but gonna have a 'inner tour' in Malaysia.
not much or a tour too though, just cousin's wedding, then Cameron Highlands for a few days then Penang for another few days. this is bad though, means my poor car has to carry many people:(
i know i very bad cos there are my family, but my poor car... 10 days on the road, full some more.
ahhh well. maybe the young once will get to sit together in our car, thats five/ four of us including dad the driver ah ma the elder and mom! YIPEE. oh shoot, my car only takes 7... ah well. that one adults will settle~

but this trip will only be...........................................next SEPTEMBER
which is 9 months from now. VERY LONG. and means i'll spend my birthday in Malaysia, with this family FOR ONCE!
bro always get to celebrate there with them cos his birthday is during December. but this time, its ME! yayeeeeee.

cantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwait!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-04T23:01:00.000-08:00

short post before going to bed.

went to school in the morning, and went to town to meet the cousin.
shopped here and there.
walked into Gucci, Bur Berry, Tiffany& co., Bottega Veneta, Agnes B.
wow lor, jiejie so zuai, go in only know how to point point ask people show her the goods. hahaha.
she bought a Gucci wallet and ITS PRETTY!

went to far east cos she wanted a new bag, and did colored extensions! thats what you call it right? anyway, was uneasy about getting a very loud color, so got a dark brown, am now regretting it...
nvm, $1 only~~

dinner at Bakerzins, met with a weird waiter-.-(total freak)
took some pretty pictures, and headed home.

off to bed! toodles!~

2010-01-03T14:56:00.000-08:00

school starts tomorrow and i feel damn lost! argh, i hate first days. like i dont know what to bring, and stuff, everything feels very new of a sudden. i dont even remember what classes there are tomorrow O.O

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I've taken a sudden liking to Musicals. Broadway style.
it amazes me how these performers can sing so loud, with so much power and not sound strained at all! why didn't i ever want to be a Broadway singer when i was young? ah well. maybe i'll go check out sistic once in awhile, and get tickets to some better shows.
should have gone for Cats the other time, dad and mom says it good, but who to go with?! they won't go again right..

i hope bigger shows come down, dont mind catching them
i remember watch Phantom of the Opera because my cousin broke up with his girlfriend so there was a ticket, and Miss Saigon in australia.
oh and i still remember how steep the seatings were at Aust, very freaky i tell you.

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i cant wait to get my results back, i know i didn't fail MicroBio(thank god!) i dont think i will fail Physio or IPC, but im kinda afriad for maths, have a feeling i did really badly:S
gotta buck up already, one year without maths did me no good.

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i like hearing jasper,
like now im in the room, and i can hear him outside playiong with himself. most probabaly on the sofa trying to bite one of his paws, and growling at the same time, this growl isn' t the defensive kinda growl, its another kind~

i dont remember Toby anymore... i cant imagine his bark or growl, nor the taping of his nails when he walks into my room.
when i was in Australia, i'd always look at a door, and imagine him walking out from behind to find me, but ive lost all that.
i dont know.....

2009-12-31T22:14:00.000-08:00

its a new year already!

Happy New Year everyone!

the year 2009 has been rather fruitful i must say.
ive learnt alot, well obviously not just based on studies.

ive lost some friends, and gain some new ones.
i will move forward without any regrets, and im happy.

life for me had been mundane,im not really the kinda person that actually goes out and GRABS opportunities when it passes by, so no, life goes on, normal.
(though i kinda wish i was :/)

2010, seems okay for now, Australia trip maybe?
Beijing trip maybe too? and msia for cousin's wedding.
thats all for now.
oh and mom says maybe go for a short trip during the feb holidays, and i think she seems alright with Bangkok! hehe:) i just love that place, food, shopping, people.
not everyone though, after hearing all the 'aids-syringe' and stuff stories, i will stick very close to where ever is safe. hahaha.

i really wonder how 2010 will be for me, afterawhile i start to realise that time, really isn't going to slow down for me, and nothing much ahs happened for me yet, it will soon though, won't it?

ah well. i'll have to start making the best of everything starting 2010!

2009-12-29T18:04:00.000-08:00

so today's shopping, was less tired i must say. woke up at 12, bathed the dog, taught the bro how to cut up the pumpkin and carrots to cook for the dog. left home at 1+

went for lunch, cos bro was hungry, then checked out Accessorize, only looked at bags, so i ended up being kinda disappointed. walked abit, shopped abit, and went to the Accessorize at Ngee Ann, looked at accessories and damn they were pretty! haha, got myself a pair of ear rings, and a pretty bangle. yes, bro paid:D

so we headed to 313, to look at the Fossil wallet i was intending to get for his birthday, cos i need him to chose the kind he liked, didn't get it at first cos it only had one notes compartment, and he uses one with two. so in the end he didn't get any cos no 2 note compartment and no coin compartment. and i mentioned the wallet i thought was pretty, showed it to him and he thought so too, so choose the color, and now.....
TA-DAH!
four colors, light green, red, light brown and purple
chose purple cos bro agreed with the sales-guy that it was the more unique color, and anyways i never had one in purple so yeah~
its pretty isnt it! :D
was smiling all the way after that, walked around and bro got tired so we went home.

spent:
ear ring(16.90*50%)+ bracelet(27.90*50%)+ wallet(88)= $110.40

i don't feel guilty because(lol):
1) Ive been buying many things for him, really, ask my secondary &/or poly friends.
2) he never buys anything for me, unless its my birthday( this year's bday was damn sian, he got me a white-fish net bangle and a small diamond necklace from Aries, but its the thought that counts, i guess:/ hahahah)
3) this is the first time we went shopping together
4) he he got many money from being an officer.
5) the wallet is real, lamb leather( you don't know how i felt when the sales guy said that, i mean leather is enough i don't wanna know what animal!)

but he is kinda depleting though, serves him right from drinking all the time.
daddy also always suan him for not spending on me. muahaha.

on the way home, we had a little debate about this girl, she is RGS one, quite cute in a simple way, you know? so ya, he says she is too young for him, but i think she is sec four, but he thinks she is like sec 2-.- noob i can see one, like if anything i can see these kinda thing very well, like girl/boy and abt how old.

then he keep saying about how he would get her number if she got off at the same bus stop, but she didn't. so end of story.

typing is tiring, off to watch the season 5 of How i Met Your Mom.
toodles!~

2009-12-28T23:43:00.000-08:00

so today... went 'semi' shopping, hahaha i wont call it shopping cos it really wasnt.
got myself a new pair of ear rings, and 'inner beauty'

Sherlock Holmes was good.
i mean im no critic about the story line, so i just liked it.
i like the character Sherlock Holmes, but the guy had pretty eyes though, even gor thought so.

he was very intelligent (he is suppose to be right?)
anyways, so i liked the movie:)

so tomorrow's shopping with brother is on! more updates soon!:D

am sleeping really late these few days, not 3-4am late but 1-2am late, sorry la but my clock is different right?
so my dark-eye circles are bloody showing, arghhh! but never mind, ive got black framed glasses to hide it. ahhaha.

toodles~

2009-12-28T00:50:00.000-08:00

listening to Mary Jane for one last before going to bed. i wonder when i'd get bored of the song..

anyways,

its the last week of the holidays already, and i dont feel i have done much really. argh.
Sherlock Holmes with mom tmr, and there goes another day of my last week.
i want to go for a swim some day this week, i want to go and soak up the post Christmas sales, i want to.. omg thats all i can think of O.O

New Year Resolution 1: STOP PEELING NAILS.

toodles!~

2009-12-25T17:54:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

so yesterday...
baked my Sheperd's Pie(which was awesome, though i felt something was missing) and headed to lynette's house.
had dinner, and played some games, had the awesomest time ever okay. i've never had to so fun at a party, the games were crazy fun, and lol-ly funny haha.

me wants to play Snorta again! that game is just crazy.
slept at 3 and woke up at 1030. im so adult right? unlike lynette, she couldnt even hear the phone ring leh. lol.

had lunch there, stayed on a little doing meaningless stuff and headed home.
dinner tonight with the grandparents. and then idk what:(

but still, i wish i was in Victoria celebrating Christmas.
we'd all be gathered at Eng gu's place, all 8 families.
popping the thingy (some ribbon shape thing with a hat and some other goodies inside) eating turkey, ham and all the yummo home made food.
while Santa would come around scattering sweets.(i used to get to be santa)
then we'd gather around the BIG Christmas tree giving out the presents.

and then at night the adults would go to the casino at this hotel(crown hotel was it? quite famous one) while the children stayed behind playing board games and ordered pizza for supper, that was when i played Pictionary for the first time. and i remember how i dint understand some words, and the bigger cousins would bring me to a side and explain it to me so i could draw it.

oh, those were the days.

im gonna make gorgor bring me out to shopping next week. and he will pay for whatever i want! HEEHEE! anyway will have post Christmas sales, and i know my limits one la~ hahaha

i love how crowded shopping centers are during Christmas, like i know its damn squeezy, but it feels kinda different when you know everyone is there to look for something and not just take up space cos they have nothing to do at home. its just a different kinda feeling i get.

and i wanna get the perfume sprays from Sephora, yummo!

-edit-

oh and i remember how we'd go walk around the estate? and look at the beautiful christmas lightings other houses put up after the Christmas dinner, some were damn extravagant okay. i wish i could go again, take pictures and show you, but still pictures will never do it justice, you need the weather and company ot get the whole feel of how happy i'd be.

oh im sad:(

2009-12-22T20:53:00.000-08:00

just finished watching My Sister's Keeper.
cried like *uck okay. omg.
20 mins into the show, and im trying like an idoit trying to force the tears back, but it just kept pouring, the show is really sad.

i wouldnt say it was bad though. i think its was a rather good narration of the book. except that they changed the ending, which i personally liked better.
in the book, Anna Fitzgerald is suppose to die in a freaking car accident after she wins the case( like wth right?) but in the show kate dies. i prefer this ending la~ but on the whole, it was a damn teary show.

gonna conquer more shows tomorrow. but i cant think of anymore shows i wanna watch but had missed. i found Case 39, but it was in french la. lol. damn retarded.
what else should i watch?! :(

ohya, forgot. i need to get the ingredients for Sherperd's Pie, making it for the Christmas Party at Lynette's excited! first time i going to my own friend's place for Christmas.

2009-12-21T13:18:00.000-08:00

headed out for avatar this afternoon, and it was surprisingly good, apart from the fact that our seats were damn infront, and its was a bloody 2hr 40mins show.
(i still think the blue people are creepy)

went to town to shop(again) after. met with rosy, and went to shop for her stuff.
got myself some stuff too:D
that bitch's mom is so leh-che can, ask rosy buy Christmas prezzie, but everything also cannot.
omgzxz x1000
haha, had fun overall.
i know she loves me, me loves her too:D

jasper has me all to himself tmr, am not going out. awesome.
i should probably get to bed now, its raining, and its awesome to sleep noww!

goodnight world!

2009-12-20T21:17:00.000-08:00

so biaojie bought me some Lush products.
Lush Perfume Balm
and a Lush Musk. ( yes, im terribly sorry about the lousy focusing, its looked okay when i took it without my specs..)
this was why i didn't want to get it myself in the first place, because its all natural, its spoils fast. and i get lazy after awhile. so...

seaweed 'crumbs'? 'remains'? i also dont know what to call them, but that is how ALL NATURAL they are right?:)
when i used it i was rather happy, when i had o dig it out of the tub, its was so creamy, like gelato you know? i scoup with my fingers and it stretches out, looks damn yummy!
my skin felt really tangy after using it, so i guess it works right but maybe its because it a new thing, and im happy and bla. so i will see how it goes after a few days. anyway i'll have to finish it by the 29th so OMG! THATS LIKE 9 DAYS AWAY?!?!

gonna try the Lush Perfume Balm tomorrow, so if anyone says im smelly... i will know. but whatever, its all natural! hahaha.
i know what your thinking, without perfume is more all natural right WHATEVER MAN. yes i got nothing to say to that, why am i even like talking to myself? nvm, toodles~

2009-12-18T21:50:00.000-08:00

went out afterall. shopped at F21 @313, its was oh my god! hahah
im no f21 fan, but that place, is yummyyyy!
and i saw dresses on sale online. that would probably only cost me 25 if i bought through spree.
but they sell it at 45?! wth right? should have bought online.

perfect getaway was alright, the twist was crappy, but it was worth just to watch. how to say? i also dk la~

shopping AGAIN tmr, with jojo.
cant waittt:)

2009-12-17T16:21:00.000-08:00

tests are over, like finally.

i cant wait to start doing stuff during the hols.
shopping & movie with serene tmr would be a nice start:)
cannot wait to check out the new F21 at 313, serene says its da bombz

came home, and brought my lappie by my bed,
watching How i Met Your Mom, and doing nothing at all really, all on my bed.
showered the puppy, and he is fast asleep beside me, so sweet:)

i wanna go swimswim too, did i mention that my card has arrived?
now i can go without having to worry that i'd get thrown out because im not officially a member there-.-
and i get to use my new swimmies! :)

i cant wait to be doing something tmr, i feel like sleeping my time away now, hahaha

toodles~

-edit-

there is no more case 39, so tmr is called off.
and yes i have absolutely nothing to do tmr!
i feel damn pissed about that, cos i slogged like shit for the ct's, and now, on the first day of my holiday, i have nothing to do, and have to stay home. seriously
i know i can watch drama, but stay home whole day, will rot one, i dont like the feeling lor.
I WANT TO GO OUT AND SHOP!:(

argh, idk what to do now.

2009-12-14T22:51:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile. Had my first paper today, Inorganic and Physical Chemistry. I was kinda confident, cos it seems its so much easier then Organic Chemistry, but... the paper was so easy, it was creepy. Like everything was like all damn basic, to the extent you know that you wont do well cos you'd be complacent, BUT you still wont bother re-checking because it was darn easy. Good luck to me.

Studied a little after the paper, and headed home. Maths tomorrow, i hope i can manage, after 1 year without maths, i actually lost my algebra. omgosh. But whatever, i picked up slowly, so im more confident for tomorrow.

Am really looking forward to getting back my results. Cos i know i'd do well this time because i really prepared, but what if i dont? Ohmannnn.

much as i hate admitting this, it feels weird not talking to you anymore. well, i do hate you for how anal you were, but still its just weird. i wonder if you feel the same way too, but you dont do you? you seem to love your new friends so much more, like we never meant anything at all, and that really hurts. ahhh, whatever.

2009-12-09T22:26:00.000-08:00

ohmydoesntitlookgood!

schools been good, everything's going well, except maths.
i know i can do it, but i just neeed to practice. argh, but im bloody lazy la.

and im gonna cook Potato Gratin on fri!
i hope it looks as good as that picture, giving it my twist.
though there is many ways of doing it. so i may not be unique. but whatever, i happy can already.

baby, its been a year, i don't think of you as much,
but i still want you back as much,
i miss all the time i had with you, and would do anything for a bit more of it.
i miss how you snuggled, i miss everything about you that just typing it out would do no justice for how much i need you.
i want you, like hell.

2009-12-07T21:44:00.000-08:00

babies, ive always wanted my own.
i know i want three,
i know what i want, but i dont know if i will?
what if i cant? that'd be so depressing..

its 9 dec in two days time, would i feel anything that day?
i really dont know, i dont think of him so much, but i miss the time we had together.
i dont want him back as much, is it bad that ive alrdy let go of him.
i dont know.

2009-11-30T23:08:00.000-08:00

Scones 29/10!

oooo, and i saw Aaron Kwok and Ekin Cheng last night, the feeling was really OH MY GODDDDDDD hahahaha
Ekin is tall, and man, and hottt:)

met lynette last night for dinner, was suppose to bring the Scones. and yes, you guessed it, i was empty handed on the bus, hahaha.
waiting for her to send me the pics from yesterday:(
stupid girl taking so long.

2009-11-28T23:34:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i feel that my knowledge for food is more of a hindrance then help.
like, my friends can enjoy western food outside. while i, on the other hand, will never eat western outside, because i know its all just packet food. okay i eat, but i wont say its awesome.
isnt that sad? i cannot even enjoy a meal lor.
i must eat awesome, expensive food, to not complain.
and whenever i go to an affordable restaurant, in the sense that i can pay for and not feel pain. i know exactly where the ingredients are from, and get turned off by it. argh.

you must be wondering- why rachel post that picture there? not as if it some meaningful pic, or something.
well, got two reason mainly. from now, whenever i blog, i will post a picture of some food, that i either like, or love making.
I'm making scones tomorrow! :D

that's all for today, cant wait till tomorrow!:D
oh ya, what should i do about my skin? i lazy look for something new leh, and i loved my previous one:( ah whatever~

2009-11-27T14:38:00.000-08:00

i think im starting to get damn lazy to blog. ahhh.
went to school as usual yesterday, and suddenly changed plans and went for a movie with the classmaties.
wanted to catch 2012, but it was alll sold out.
so we had dinner, at Xin Wang cafe.
they have the awesome-est milktea, and century egg porridge! am craving for it alrdy.
and their soybean curd was nice too.

then we decided to go to the ninth floor to rent a dvd to watch.
this is when all the action began, for the night, for me.
was in the lift, and was whining with hand actions how ****** was such a pain, and then this lady infront of me with her angmoh bf thought i was ***king her up or her bf or something.
and when she went out, she was like asking me if i had a problem.
i just give her stun face. lol. oh well, but fazri saved me by saying 'no problem' and just closed the lift door. hahaha. so much drama can.

apparently when i was using my 'eyes' to point towards ******'s direction, the angmoh was like at the 'midpoint' so got misunderstanding lor. ~~

idontlikehowtheyaresochildish.

2009-11-21T15:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday, was longggggggg and tiring.
but slightly fruitful as well.

went for yoga at 8
then went down to History Museum for my field trip with jojo.
walk around. i admit initially, it was interesting,
but after awhile, it got boring, and darn tiring.

went over to Plaza Singapura after.
and had our lunch.
walked in cotton on for awhile, cos rosy wanted too.

then the rest went off for their S&W while me and jojo went FarEast to look for her shoes.
me bought new shoes! :D
walked and walkeddddddddd then jojo got a pair of shoes, but not the one she was looking for initially.

went home, bathed the dog, bathe myself. then headed our for dinner with the guys.
dinner, then got tickets at 930. i was sooooooo tired i could have slept while waiting till 930.

was talking with Eddie and Ernest.
then i whined about how tired i was cos of what i did today.
then ernest say i like living a day like a rich Tai-Tai. hahaha quite true leh.
yoga in the morning, lunch with ka-kis, a little shopping, then dinner with ka-kis, then movie.
hahaha. so shoik. but damn tired:(
slept well last night.

MicroBio test next week! AHHHHH!

2009-11-19T21:14:00.000-08:00

i like yoga, its crazy hard, but awesome!
stretch like siao, but i feel good after, esp when i feel 'internal' heat.
like i AM doing something.

had yoga replacement today for next week.
and then yoga again tomorrow.
yoga at 8!
cos aft is field trip, then if go in the morning, then i can go home early:)

nothing much.
school been good. got good company:)

toodles!~

2009-11-13T23:06:00.000-08:00

went for yoga today, then accompany jojo to the library to get her books.

end up reaching cwp at like 805? stupid bus so long.
went for Zi Char, and then did really nothing after.
went to play the 'fitness corner' thing, and went mad. really mad.
i think it was the frappe. hahaha, but i thoroughly enjoyed myself:)

2009-11-12T17:11:00.000-08:00

school's been, well, just like school.
nothing much has happened,
not interesting enough to post,
but I've been happy, thanks to the awesome classmates i have.

i saw someone just like him today,
it was so freaky, i couldn't help but stare:S

2009-11-08T22:31:00.000-08:00

yesterday was mom's birthday,
bro and i decided to go to the SSC that was opposite the place we were having our dinner.

he couldn't decide on what to get, so i want to shop.
went to esprit, and a pair of pretty flip flop caught my eye, and his too!
so he got it for me. well, he dint offer to, but i asked and he dint say no:D

then we walked more, and decided to take a look in Body Shop
and we saw something for mom,
so goooddddddddd.
AND, i got myself a membership card, a traveler's set of my new facial regime.
YAYE! though i thought it wasn't much, as in the amt he spent on me.
BUTTTT, he spent, so that's awesome already!

that's probably all i will be blogging about.
more soon:)

2009-10-31T15:23:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lack of updates.
massive picture post today, some very over-due-ed pictures,
Jasper, dinner with est and yt, Bday at home, and Malacca

some day that mom went to the walkway to do her 'gardening'

Manhattan Fish Market and Cheeky Chocolates w esther and yt
yummy Chocolate Crepes
extra head
some lame stuff the love doing.

Froooooozen Hot Chocolate

the night of my boring bday.
see the stupid boy, so kpo.

Malacca trip.

on the way to mallaca, breakfast, yummy laska, which is actually curry noodles
bowl of wantons that look very good, but dont taste as good.
daddy slurping away.
Chicken Rice Ballz! they shrinked okay, last time i remember, they were much bigger,

supposedly the best Chendol, by the roadside some more, idk how good it is though, dont take Chendol.
a Peranakan restaurant we went to for dinner, a real Peranakan house, where some parts of little Nyonya was taken, so i heard.

pretty stairs

toilet
looong walkway, very long really, my picture doesn't do it justice.

Chicken bua keluak, Rendang, Chin-cha-lok omelet

school's been alright, tiring but alright.
everything's fine, nothing much to say. so another time then!
toodles!~

2009-10-23T20:09:00.000-07:00

am going to be out of town over the wee
going to Malacca for a food trip, and hopefully shopping.

just sent Jasper to grandpa's place, and i feel sooooooooo sad:(
he must be feeling so sad now.

three sets of film used.
1st- 4 came out
2nd- 22
3rd- 35!

so I'm feeling confident about bringing it along, i hope i can take pretty pics that im proud of
cos some of my previous film, were like used for the sake of it.
so I'm gonna be serious this time:)

toodles~

2009-10-18T19:07:00.000-07:00

school starts tomorrow!
i don't know how i feel really, i don't feel like i totally dread it,
nor do i feel that I'm very excited.

my thoughts are a mess now, and i don't even know whats right or wrong.
so much that i don't even know how to describe what I'm feeling anymore.
what have i done to myself.

i think i know why till now, no one know what I'm talking about.
yes, they understand, but the know no details.
i guess its cos i don't have the confidence to talk about it, cos what a slut i would be.
and most importantly, I'm afraid that they'd tell me that what I'm feeling is not real.
idk how to put it though, it seems unreal to me, but yet i feel so much.
i don't know how i got into this mess, nor do i know if I'm ever getting out of it.

2009-10-17T19:05:00.000-07:00

picnic this morning,
i dint know 75 could get to Botanic Gardens!
can go again soon:)

it was alright, laughed like idiots-.-, ate, moved.
moved a lot i tell you, the stupid sun kept following us-.-
and i needed the move lor, on my way home, i realized i was sun burnt!
omg la, my arms reddd.
come home, look into mirror, I'm Rudolf, my nose burnt-.-

i wanna go swimming again leh, i like water, and i can use my new costume!
i think i totally needed a new one, cos the one i had, I've used since before pri 6,
which is before my menses started, and before i stopped weekly lessons.
cant wait till dad gets me my membership.
i will know if he is doing it, cos he'd need my picture:D

toodles~

2009-10-16T23:36:00.000-07:00

been exercising lately, and parents are very happy about it.
ran the three times this week, so far.
and just went to swim this afternoon, 40 LAPS!
very happy with myself:)

parents are very supportive,
today aft swim, went to a French restaurant with A for dinner, then went to cold storage to get groceries for tomorrow's picnic,
told mom i needed a new swimming costume, and she spontaneously got it.

come home to 'thank' dad for it, cos my mom used his visa-haha.
and he told my mom that i needed running shoes,
and she was like 'oh ya hor! forgot.'

i like running now you know, the feeling aft when i sweat a lot, and stink.
haha, i feel refreshed cos like i 'detoxed' -.-
idk why i dint start earlier, nvm, not too late!:)

dad will get me my junior membership at Keppel's so i can go swim more too:)

positive change!

i want you even more now,
no matter how.
im doing all these for you,
and this feeling, is killing me.

2009-10-14T20:19:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is the last day of work!
I'm looking forward to it, but at the same time, it would be hard.
I'd miss my babies!
esp my bombom Gwen, she is too adorable!

pics by this week. too lazy now.

embarking on a positive change.
so i think, i don't wanna meet my friends for like 2 months?
and shock you all when we meet again:)
hahaha, i wonder if it will work. I'm too dependent on fiends already.

i want to have one, with you.

2009-10-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

outing yesterday was okay?

had AWESOME U.D.D.E.R.S ice cream, then headed to cineleisure for '500 days of summer'.
dint really enjoy it, i think its cos of how they like plot the movie.
correct way of putting?
and i was having a headache, that i wouldn't say was throbbing, but it was irritating, so i left after.

lacking sleep this whole month. which is resulting in DARK EYE RINGS!(AHHHHHHHHHHH!)
and headaches very often.

he loves them to much to care/ notice/ bother.
would i find one like that too?

2009-10-11T19:17:00.000-07:00

i don't know what i want to blog about.

somethings are just too personal to type out here,
even though not many people read my blog.
but still, sometimes, when your bored, you hop.

i wonder what my future is like,
would i get married, would i have my own family, would i get divorced, would my marriage be a happy one.
people say life is short, so why so many things for us to worry about!

going out tomorrow.
looking forward to it? idk really.

i don't even know why i actually am like this now,
its so unlike me!
what am i doing to myself really.
i never knew that I'd feel this way.
and now that i do, its such a dilemma, and its creeping me out that i even am thinking about it.

is it right that you want someone more then you think you actually love them?

2009-10-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

Yet i think of you constantly.
If only you were 20 years younger,
then it wouldnt matter.

what am i doing? i dont even know.

2009-10-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

rachel is pms-ing:S

but sometimes, i dont get mom.
this isnt a hate- her post btw.
just now i came home with extra rice from grandma's
and mom was like asking me what she should do with it.
cos there was alot of brownrice.
the answer is freaking obvious right?
just keep in the fridge la!

so i waslike keep it la!
then she kept saying but got brown rice but got brown rice- wtffff.

so irritating!

2009-09-27T19:14:00.000-07:00

something rather delightful happened last night.
was watching tv with parents.
and we turned to a channel where they were doing those shows where they go overseas and stuff.
and mom suggested that we should go Vietnam, and walla!

went online to look at tics. v cheap.
return tickets are 145 each.

but i want go Bangkok!:(

nvm, can go Vietnam better then nothing~
i think if they have full body massage at a price my parents are willing to pay for me, i will go:S
back has seen a better day, if you ask me.

excited! but then again, tics arent booked yet, so ~
dad is keen, so i think it shouldn't be too bad:)

*fingers crossed

2009-09-22T21:46:00.000-07:00

IM 17!

small celebration i would say
kina weird though, idk why, i feel very empty today, like it wasnt like one of my best bday?
:(

lunch at ChongQing Hotpot, movie, a little shoppig, dinner and home.
doesnt that sound boring already?:(

argh, i feel like i wasted this day.