i'll only have ten mins to post this so here goes,

I'VE GOT A NEW BABY COUSIN!
apperanly that baby popped out a little tooo soon,
thtree weeks earlier,
his bday is 26dec06
ahma is getting al worried and stuff.
cos she want to be back early to help with the confinement.
cant wait to go over in june.
then i can play with him!<3

mon. cos i was staying over at the hotel with them.
i could shop. bought some stuff,
a giraffe toy, for my lingg
and a bag, the girl told me it was like 15 rm?!
i was like so happy and shocked cos i thought it would be like 20- 30 rm,
so i was realli prepared to haggle, so i just paid and went of.
turns out its actualli 49.90 maybe cos it was the last day or somethhing, but anyway.

yesterday went to genting for a day,
play some careosal, and then went for the spaceshot.
okay so it was non-regreting afterall.
cos the other time when i could have done it, i dint!
dumb la. or not i would be able to play.
i played with martina,
i thought she wasrealli counting when she went 543...
the thing went down. totaly dint know it.
i was so shocked, my face like gonna come out like that.
that was when i started to scream. haha. the caucasion beside me was actualli laughing at me. haha
played this new flying coaster.
for like 10rm. realllli cheap.
it wasnt as bad as space shot.
but somehow martine was actualli scream shitshitshit!
haha. cute. anyway we got the photoes that they took for us on the way up.
and it was nice=D

going of to cameronm soon.
i only took five mins for this post, so i can go toilet=DD


back from dinner and theres practically nothing to do.
freaking boring over here at joyce gu's house.
i realli wished i could go over to leng gu's hotel!
air can, poker, and a simple blanket on the floor is muchmuchhh better then here.
the floor here is shitty, AND stupid grangma snores. how fucking is that?!?

maybe tomorrow can mett jeslyn for lunch.
before she leaves for sing.

mummy bougth clothes for toby!
is damn cute can.

going over to cameron is a few more days.
really cant wait.

shopped today.
got a top from F.O.S and a top for my gorgor from PADINI.
see i so nice right?
moreover its MY money.
haha.

wanna shopppp moree.
got present le.
two necklace. hopelfully i can find the occasion to wear them.
they are really nice.
and i aint realli a necklace person.
maybe this would change my point of view for it. haha.

thats about all.
and incase i cannot come online tomorrow,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!<3

i realised, nothing much have changed,
its all the same. somehow,
when i think i've forgotten you.
all the memories, and things you told me.
just keeps coming back to me.
and the feelings will be back again.


LANGKAWI~
it was great, although it rained almost alot.

first day, very suay.
had menses right before being able to step into water.
veryvery sadly.
just went to the beach and climbed the rocks. realli nice.
the sounds the barnicals give of like sizzles.
we saw a sea archin, sea cucumber and some little crabs.

scond day. went to the beach.
saw jellyfish?! and hermit crabs, i caught a crab too=D
the kind that runs side way.
dint grab back any sand though. sad. it was realli soft and nice.
went to the pool. and watched the boys play ball.

third dayprepared to go home.

langkawi is nice.
there are like so many types of fruit trees there!
jambu, mangoes, guava, durians, rambutans, and something that i hae never heard of. and more.
there is so many trees that people wont bother to steal it.
unlike in singapore.
the big and juicy looking mangoes can just hang there for weeks and no one would bother to steal it.
cos there is like ample of them!

i saw only three stray cats and two stray dogs.
strangely, cos kampng places like that should have loads of them right?

last night went to aunts hotel to stay. tthe toilet is like even bigger then my mums room!!
cant wait to bathe there tonight.
cos i bthe before going there last ngith.

learnt to play texas poker in langkawi. nice and better game.
althoguth, i keep losing to yewhuan gorgor like so close?!!
i get two doubles, and he'd get triple.
i'd get a straight, he'd get color.
i get straight he gets the same, so we need to split.
darn. but atleast i won one game.
happapy!

thats about all. pictures maybe after the whole trip.
haven got the wire to load the pics. byebye!<3


GOODBYE SINGAPORE

GOODBYE LING! (loves)

GOODBYE YUAN, GAPO, EDDIE, NABIL, QIQIN and all the friend that i hang out almost everyday of my pathetic life.

haha. like i migrating like that.
leaving in 10987654321 seconds.

BYE!

Labels: misses

yesterday,
ling, yuan, ang, edd. came over.
played majong.
i won once=D(by myself that is)
then bla-ed around.

had tuition at night.
after went to auntie ah-eng's house.
they are migrated to perth.
but her husband, a doctor.
fly's back to sing for locom( dont know how to spell.)
he earns 300 dollars a day.
3000 in ten days. which is enough to cover his bills.
so rich right?
then he has the realli non- modern type of sterero,
which can cost up to thousands each.
according to auntie ah-eng.
a wire itself can cost $1000
so one speaker can be like $10,000 each.
i dont wanna think how much the rest are.

his son studies psychology and chinese? not very sure.

but his daughter is a bloody music prodigy,
playing the harp, voilin, cello and a few more which i cannot recall.
she actualli bought the harp( $20,000), and her violin($10,000)
WITH HER OWN MONEY?!
she gives music lessons, and performs.
and she is currently picking up greek and spanish.
tell me how powerful she is can?!

had fun listening to his music players.
you can actualli feel the music move from back to front.
like the real life player are walking right infront of you!

the live in a condo on top of beauty world plaza.
on the 26 floor.
and the scenery is fucking nice!!!
the lights, and on.
makes me love singapore more and more!!=D

thats about all for today.
byebyeeee.

Labels: rich people~

yesterday.
we went to snowcity!
so much for saying that that place sucked.
it was kinda fun tho.
and freaking cold. my face froze.
slided down with susan twice.
and once with gorgor- its was a disaster!
we went so fast the guy fell on us. haha.
but a bit of my clothes came out.
so i practically scrapped my meat on the ice.
damn pain laa. it felt like i was gonna have frost bite.
then my meat would fall out or something. hah.

we went to sakura for lunch after that.
its was damn nice. tempura, shashimi, desserts. YUMM!

then we headed to the harpar villa.

and then home. i was so tired i slept for like 3 hours.

went for dinner at melban. crabs!
yummy. i like the claypot on. the soup is superb!!

thats all for today. byebye=D


had branch today,
then went to my house and hanged out.
played majong in my room.
stopped and played, sleeped, talked.
ordered kfc for early dinner.
then they went back le.

i was shocked at how you progressed.
very shocked. maybe at the same time, envious?

dont come and tell me something then say it was just a joke.
i aint a joke okay. blaming people and using irrelavant stuff as example.
wtf. i am sooo freaking disgusted at what you did.
its obvious what is true, and what is not.
so go and use your brain before doing stuff like that.
and dont blame people for your mistakes.
it doesnt make any difference at all.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLYLIMMINGWEII

had choir in the morn.
rushed home to realise that gorgor had left without me.
so freaking pissed can.
but lucky got chauffuer=D

reached had lunch at crystal jade.
the zha jiang mian quite nice.
but its on the too filling side.
went to get my nekkerman shoes.
and weird, the thing that cover the thumb, very weird
mayeb you wont understand.
but anyway got what i wanted.
went to shaw center again.
there is nike sales there.
got this bag chao nice. and it was only 50 bucks?!
but mummy dont wanna buy for me.

anyway, wed i not going choir=D
nicholas is coming=D
talk when that day comes.






last night, was bloddy emo for me.criesss.
after hearing what he said. i felt so bad.
and his blog song. i made me cry.
like so sad can. make me remember the past.
so saddening can. anyway. i am so sorry.
i seriously was. like i wanted to shout sorry.
then he said it was partly his fault.
i was like SORRY LA. I SAY SORRY LE RIGHT. WHY MUST YOU STILL RUB IN?!
lols. but not face to face. he wont get it.
he did, but you dint.

anyway. i realli dont know what to do today.
damn boring la. mummy is coming home at 3+
so i cant get any friends over or anythhing.
what should i do now? i am sooo bored.
playing qinqin over and over again.
i think its gonna be hard to memo.
the starting kinda low. cannot hear properlyy.

i think thats all le baa.

i'll get over it. but i'll never forgive the fact that you lied all that time. it makes me hate you.

me. posing spastically for lynette.

lynette ma and mdm harn. this is the last time we'll see her.

lina, hawa, me, and lynette

lina, me and lynette

me and lynette

lynette and me

she loves to kiss you know.

i decided i should not not post the pics just beacuse i look ugly, small eyed, extra large eyed or wadever. so dont laugh.

it took me lotsa courage=D

i am now trying the very best to memorise the qinqin song.
haha. then if friday go kbox can sing=DD

stupid fucker. betraybetraybetray. BLABLABLA.
wtf fuck of la. ass if i wanted to BETRAY i would have put it up everywhere lor.
its only whether i wanted to.
and yet. now i stll haven done that.
you gave it away yourself okay.
so wtf. its a call away to your ambarrasment.
fuckfuckfuck. dont tell me you only accused me once.
you suddenly say i betrayed you. without wanting to find out if i realli did.
are you stupid or utterly stupid?
dumbly BELIEVED me?
make me sound like some big liar.
wtf watch what you say lor.
i will never talk to you le.
so fuck out of my life.

think before you use the word BETRAY.
its very strong okay.

i am pissed. and still is.
dont argue. i am like so stubborn.
i will NEVER listen.
so next time. dont tell me your secret le.
its so freaking STRESSFUL.

why are there so many fuckingmen out there?
where have all the good ones gone to.
gosh. fackfackfackk.

dedicated to you and only you.


somepeople never know what respect is.
they are so hum. dare to scold back only on the nick.
if you realli are un-hum. come and scold me direct la.
wth, other then him. non is like that.
wtf. why cant you accept the fact that you cant win.
and stop being so contradicting. like wth?!?
its kinda obvious you were made speechless.
totally asshole. i do not think i am wrong.
whats wrong in trying to help a friend find her own happiness.
right? if i have to be hated by you. so be it.
how dare you lie? you wrote saw cheeky girl and her friend.
and you tell me you thought it was SOME-ONE-ELSE?!?!?
you think i am retarded or something? wthhh
you arent my anything. but this all proved one thing.
you are a total asshole a big fat one.
stop lying, you are in the wrong.
i will put up a fight till the end. even if i was wrong.
wrong person dude. even if you were just venting out your anger.
you, are sooo dead. SCREW YOU!

choir, was alright.
dint sing much cos got farewell party.
good-bye mdm harn=D

i never realised how much something meant to me, until it leaves.
by then, no matter how much you wanna make it stay.
its over. no more chance.

i just think and say i am happy.
but maybe i am not so happy.

thats about all for today.
i only blog for some ASSHOLE.
honoured?


i'd like to thank qiqin, for getting me the bangle.
thanks=D
and for the fun times that we had trying to find out stuff about him.

i wanna blog so i can clear the bottom of the post. very boring liao.
but i do not know what to blog about.
that so sian can.

lets see, how about tobe?
he is a total piggy.
like dogs, when they sleep.
i mean they are very light sleepers right?
then tobe sleep. damn pig one
i touch him. he like never feel anything like that.
i not gently touch lor.
like realli touch, but not till the extend that it hurts la.
he very greedy and lazy.

having farewell party for mdm harn tomorrow.
hope they dont change the party day again.
then i can go for a purpose.
next wed got tuition.
i am attending a new tuition center for my chinese.
its kinda fun/okay la.

thats about all.
kinda long for all the so far-ed post.
so byebye=D


i dreamt of someone.
someone i hope i'd meet in the future.
but it wasnt you, i guess the feeling is fading away.

i havent been blogging.
and i still dont even know what to blog about.
life is boringgg.

i wish i'd meet him soon<3