swimming todayyyyyy. cooked jasper's dinner before leaving,
and ended up being 40mins late? sorryyyyyyy rosy. you must hate me.

swam 10 sets, because i was with someone that was damn lousy.
first she had to stop after every 50m lap, then he knee joint pain-.-

showered, cabbed to vivo. had lunch, Portobello Mushroom Burger! YUMMM!
just thinking of it now is making me hungryyy,

shopped, got some things. then watched Dear John.
i think im very emotional now lor, abit here abit there, i will cry.
i hate scenes where there is sadness between family,
and esp. when they cry? i will sob damn hard. idk why-.-
headed home.

i dont have a 'stable' job this holiday, i guess i'd just be kinda doing here and there~
going for a interview tmr for IT show. then another interview on monday for, guess what? receptionist at Shang-ri-la Hotel! sounds damn yaya right? but itsl only temp:( better then nothing la~~

going to bed now, if not i wont wake up tmr.
NIGHTSSSSSSSS


brought jasper to the vet just now, for his annual vaccination and deworming.

overheard a conversation between the vet and another doggy owner.
made tears well up in my eyes.
so apparently, their dog has a lump in her intestine, so obviously they suspect cancer,
but they arent sure yet, i hope it isnt.
its really heart breaking know, the owner is a grown man, a man.
usually they have less feelings for doggies, but when you see the kind of bond the dog had with him, it was so depressing. he was probably holding back his feelings too.

this made me think of Toby, he left so early, it was so unfair for him.

then, i think if god created all these, why must he even make dogs go through the same kind of sickness as humans? torturing us to watch our loved ones die because of various sickness, not enough meh? why must they do it to dogs?
dogs whose lives revolves around their owners and their owners only?
they arent materialistic, they arent greedy, they are like the purest form of humans! and yet, they have to go through such sufferings, and be made to not whine when in pain!
i dont understand why they cannot whine when they hurt.

so whomever that made dogs like that, IS EVIL.


jasper sleeps with me now.
so last night, when i woke up to use to toilet, he followed me.
i made him sit, and stay outside my mom's room,
while relieving myself, i heard his bell ring.
not a ringggggggg when he runs, nor a RING RINNGG RING when he scratches himself.
but a ring ring ring.
i come out, and there he was, in the center of mom's carpet!
he was walking as slowly, as he could, so as not to make so much noise. so cuteeeeeeee!

tomorrow is maths, then thurs is IPC.
then im officially, JOBLESS.
hahaha, YMCA isn't hiring, then howwwwwwwww:S

ah wells~~


wrong move people, wrong move.
that was a last thing you should have done to me.
and now that you did, im not happy.
and when im not happy, _|_

yes, im petty fuck.


guess its time for me to blog alrdy.

had my first paper today, Microbiology, it was rather easy:S
i feel damn uneasy saying it is easy though, hahah. idk why~~

anyway, i cant work at YMCA this time:(
they dont need help. HOWWWWW. i wanna get a job, but i cant be bothered to look.
arghhh

yes, this is all.
bye


cny eve tmr! :D

new clothes? check
new shoes? check
new bag? check
new fringe-.-? check
pedicure and manicure? check.

IM ALL SET:D


hoping there isnt much last min cleaning up to do~
might take a 5 min to clean the dust on my fan, and thats probably all for spring cleaning.


'sneaked' to jiejie's house today.
ended up being a nurse and a factory worker-.-
but nvm, got paid by dinner.~~

toodles!~


yes, this post is here because i know jiejie will read it, and also because i know i will not say this out, because.. im too asian-.-

im happy, really happy then ever since jiejie came back, we've been like so much closer.
its like i want to spend time with her, and i want to tell her little things i see/feel/think everyday.
i think im in love with her-.-
but anyways yes, ive never had a sister to do girly stuff with, and gorgor is only starting to spend time with me, grudgingly.

and she is going back to brissy during my tests, and then id be alone again:(
and the next time she comes home is in another year's time:(
YOU BETTER NOT DECIDE TO STAY ON HOR.



oh, and i like sean, i think he is really nice, not only because he was awesome helpful with doing up my Ipod Touch, but just because.
i like him so much, i want to give him a BIG hug, and a pat on the shoulder telling him to take care of my big sister, whom needs guidance on many things( really many).

i shall end here, because it feels like im giving a speech on her wedding night or something-.-

toodles~


i feel like an owl now..
im bloody tired, but im not sleeping yet:S owls dont get tired right? ahwell~

did three batches of Peanut Meltz today. spent like abt 5-6 hrs?
was doing it all by myself:( shoulders aching like shit now:(

headed over to jiejie:D's house to before the steamboat dinner. cos sean wanna help me do up the itune and stuffs.
was damn hungry cos i only ahd chicken rice, which i ate at intervals cos i was worried abt time while doing the MEltz.
watch jasper have fun psycho-ing qiuqiu. so cute la. my heart melts when i see him enjoying himself. so sweet.
he is now soundly asleep, on my pillow. yes, the pillow i lay my head on-.-

last night. he also slept above my head. really is hao ming gou okay.

going off to bed. lovely sean is getting my itouch done for me by tmr! coming down to yishun from hougang specially to pass it to my jiejie. so nice rightttt:D but of course i also think he wanna see her la~ hahaha
cant wait to put johnny's picture in my touchyy:D hehehehehe.


tomorrow's going to be CATs presentation, and i'd officially be free of projects:D awesome.

catching a movie with jiejie and her friendly sean:D
imaginaruim of doctor parnuss~~
along that line la~ hahaha
BUT i also want to watch Law Abiding Citizen! howww. Hachiko i can watch online cos idk~ just a dog what, i at home also have-.-
but i wanna watch Gerard Butler on screennnn:S nvm, shall go watch it myself (yeah right, WHO WANT WATCH WITH ME?:( )

waiting for brother to come home, so we can go over to ah ma's for dinner~
i need company, hate going over myself:(

hmmm what else? OHOH! how could i forget,
when for a run today, did 5.5km in 40mins!
ran 30mins, 5km. then warm down another 500m :D
its tiring, buttt the after feeling is sooooo good.

saturday is going to be a long and tiring day.
would be waking up early to do the Peanut Meltz, cos jiejie WANTS me to go over earlier( ya la, she didnt WANT me to, but she asked me to, i like can?)
steamboat at night, idk if jasper can go over leh, dk if got proper transport or not... not that jasper is a gaint and needs to be transported, but i have never took him on bus before, and i dont think ppl will be happy-.- he isnt a very quiet doggy~


i shouldn't be here. i should be like burrowing my face into my lab manual for tmr's pract test:(
but im not, and so... idk hahaha

i cannot wait for tomorrow night to come. simply because it means everything major this week is OVERRRR!

managed to convince biaojie to watch the johnny depp show with me:D
yes im calling it that, cos im only watching it for him anyways:P
and she... is only watching cos sean is-.- this kinda jiejie also got hor?
and i guess thats one thing i can thank him for! :D

either ways:D

making peanut meltz on saturday again:D
and then steamboat at jiejie's

i cant waitttt.
should i change course? idkidkidk:(


this morning, jasper came into mummy's room while i was brushing my teeth, okay la this isnt the point, cos idk where to start, but mom said this to me ' if you want to find him a companion(friend/playmate) better do it fast.'

i was kinda O.O it would be nice if jasper had a friend to acc him when he is alone at home though, cos he is so playful..
but idk... the emotional stress one will get when anything happens -touchwood- is really hard to cope with, moreover simple vet trips for skin sensitivity or whatever is really costly. but im still keen on getting another doggy:S
argh i really dont know..

howwwwwwww?



today is the suay-est day of my life.
i almost lost my phone, i almost lost my srunning shoes too cos i left the bag at canteen 3:( and i didnt bring my keys so had to go over to ah gongs to get it. AND I FREAKIN STEPPED ON GUM:(

darnnnnnnnn

ran 4KM today. in 35mins:D