watched Kick Ass online today. like at last i bothered to sit down and watch it.
so anyways, i hate to say this, but after watching this show, i <3>Nicolas Cage again! hahaha. you dont need to understand~

anyway, Hit Girl, is AWESOME! like awesomeawesomeawesomeawesome times infinity. hahahaha.

yes, unfortunately thats all i came on for-.-
am gonna be able to dress up tmr!~ teeheeheeee!


shit, i need to be more motivated to study man.
seeing fazri work so much harder makes me feel bloody shitass-y.


sat, i woke up with like a freaking tumor in my throat.
okay, so tumor is in my own words. but it seriously felt like that!
like every swallow i took, i felt like a whole knuckle was stuck there. saying fish bone is a understatement, because the bone is only | this thin.
i thought i had like thyroid or something, and was like | | this close to finding out what the signs are if i did:/
so scary you know, then i starting to think what if i really did swallow some form of a bone? and like it was causing my inner throat to sweel, thus the pain, i actually thought that i may accidentally suffocate to death while sleeping if the swelling like covered my whole gullet/ windpipe or whatever. (im soo afraid of death-.-)

turns out, i have sensitive nose( wow, is my reaction, cos i thought i was okay all the long)
so i tend to get nose blocked at night, so i use my mouth to breathe, so my throat dried up( of course it did not, i just like to put it like that). all's well now, the medicine has deflated my tumor, and swallowing is lesser of a pain.

i was actually sick like less then two weeks ago too, so this time and the last time, doc asked the same qns- do you sleep with air-con? i always say no, cos i dont.
the first time, it was the right answer, but this time it wasnt. cos technically, i dont SLEEP with aircon, i LIVE with it. cos lect/lunch/transportation all got aircon-.-

sooo, which leads to why i cannot gym tomorrow, im not even suppose to be in aircon, let alone pant in it right? if i did run, i think i will die there because my tumor would have suffocated me-.-
so this is why, and im not trying to give excuses okay!

I WILL GYM WHEN I AM WELL!


Yes, what if it NEVER happens?
What if i dont get a diploma?
What if i dont get into a university?
What if i dont get a decent job?
What if i dont find my oher half?
What if i dont get married?
What if i dont have my own children?

everyday that passes by, i am wasting.
dont get me wrong, i am afraid.
but nothing in me is driving myself to push harder,
nothing is driving me to want anything badly enough to do anything about it.

sometimes, i dont even know why i am here.


Friday was the last day of work, highlighted my hair yesterday, and school starts tomorrow.
idk what im going to do today:/

saw two tops online, but i know i should not buy arghhhh:(

idk what to bring for school tomorrow, and i am not looking forward to it,
lecture starts at 8, for an hour, then i will have a 3 hour break-.- and another 3 hours of practical. stupid right? hate the new timetable, and i hate the fact that i am separated with my other girl friends even more. WHY AM I THE ONLY GIRL IN ANOTHER CLASS! :( ANGRY!

i want to watch Kick Ass, didnt get to catch it on thursday night with brother because the time slot we wanted had no more seats, only like first row seats-.-

oh, and not forgetting, i think i will see quite afew juniors in school tomorrow, and they probably dont even know me, but i hate every single one of them,
kay, maybe hate is a strong word, but i know i do-not-like-them, yes even though i dont even know them. :p

havent got a single idea of what to post on foodblog. shoot.
dont have the i-wanna-bake/cook-feeling, and haven got anything topics to talk about. oh mannnn.

off to waste my time away by watching stupid cartoons.
toodles~





its been ages since ive last blogged.
been busy with work, shopping and food blog.
okay, so maybe food blog not so full, but every time im online to blog, i will try and finish up my current post(yes, one more coming up!) so i dont have much time for my blog.
ah well~

work has been good, much easier this time, because im now clever, and i will not let them use me and bully me to do everything:P

shopping yesterday! quite afew buys.

cheappppppppppp on sale shorts from Cotton on $5 each
on sale dress, $15, Cotton on
This would be the buy of the week, because its one of the more expensive clothes Ive ever bought, $33
Sephora cosmetics,
lipstick, $20
eyeliner $9, i dont normally use it because the one i had was very hard to put on, but this one was so smooth, i decided to give eyeliners a try again.
there was another one that was 20, and it was really non-smudge, very awesome, maybe when i use it more often.

i wonder when i'd get my own dressing table:) i will fill it up with creams, butters, balms, cosmetics, and onnnnn teeheehee!

off to deal with food blog!


heavy jasper picture post.
my little messy eater



only he takes pictures like these
sleepy head




being un-appreciative of the good food he gets.




eye-ing gorgor's durian puff
same with dad


Dinner Good Friday, Pasta d Waraku



goodnight!