RACHEL IS SAD.=(

not happy like what mr cheong said.

whateverrrrr. i never really thought anything would happen anyway.


bio test, was really easy.
but i was kinda confused by the division of labour thing.
i thought i was cell division or something.

eng test was easy too=D

mr cheong ask me out to talk to em.
and i saw him write Rachel is happy.
on the first line. haha. i was like uhh?!

i do not understand you had to do that. if there is something you arent happy about.
TALK TO ME about it.

its every little thing you do, that makes me so inlove with you~


its kinda sucky how you treat me after saying that about me.
you dont even understand me, and you haven got rights to criticise me.
dont act though you dint know how i felt.
its just you dont even bother to.
you dont know me, stop faking it.

its everything about you, that makes me feel different.


learing journey...
its was alright. but i thought the koi one was abit of a waste of time.
but the fishes are hugeee.

cow/goat farm.
its was kinda smelly la~
but okay ba. the baby goats are very cute and stuff.
had fun letting it try to nibble my fingers.
haha. sound biantai, but atleast it don have teeth- as sharp and toby's

but we know how it felt.


i am starting to find the direction.
to what i think i could score better at.

bio<3
like the lesson never make me bored!
all the funny stuff about cells, organs and stuff.
i love them, unlike physics.
which i find very hard to even pay attention to.
chem seems harder then i thought it would be.
like the workbook, seems kinda really hard to understand and do.
maybe cos i did not go through the questions well?
but hopefully thats why.
i always like bio and chem, but school dint provide that combi.
i was like forced take physics lor.
nevermind i'll just like try to like it or something.
i'll have to.

history, i feel so dumb in that lesson.
seriously, i never understand anything ATALL.
ling and eddie must be damn sian when i ask stupid questions.
haha, and i do not even remember my sec one and two history.
nothing at all, how? i dont know if i can make it anot~

maths has been getting abit better.
thanks to the people around me- really.
everytime i will look at teachers ans, and go, wtf does that mean?!?
i'll feel so pekchek and lost like want to cry like that.
then i ask around then get the ans.
then i'll like feel damn happy, dont now how to explain what i mean.

mothertoungue is alright and well should be. cos got tuition.
maybe i'll take up tuition for my maths, if not i know i will nevr make it.

why do i feel the way i do whenever i'm with you?






camp.
it was wayy better then i expected it to be lor.
muchmuch funner.
first day. was kayaking, casualty thing and kidnap.
i do not regret trying kayaking.
cos its fcuking fun can.
thanks to melvin. i went for it. lovedd it.

then second day. did crc, nature rumble, abseiling, and campfire.
crc was nice. i did that jump to pole thing.
scary man. shaked a whole lot before jumping.
but i halted, lost balanced and ended up 'FALLING' of. tell me about it.
abseiling was freaky.you need to like squat in mid air. gosh.
nature rumble. fell once. then its all sqeashy. but mub's kinda cute. haha.

campfire was the best. shouted and had lotsa fun.
this years camp was so great. i dint want it to end.

the last day. we had to wash the toilets.
although everyone might like go ee. toilet. so er xin
it was kinda fuun actually.
cos melvin started to spray water at us,
and think thats the fun part of it. yeah?
getting wet laughing about it. i'll miss camp,

the best parts is the instructors.
cos they very nice. let up bathe earlier and stuff.
i'll never forget how much fun i had. and the new things i tried=D

gonna go and rest le. byebyee.


friday.
rain for like twenty four hours already.
seriously do-not-understand-why.
because i hear that some part in phillipines. is having a drought.
see. here is flooding with ample water while there.
suffering without it. so unfair yeah.

maths, its disasterious.

one year ago. i thought we had it.
because, yes i still do.
it is in my nature, to have loved, love and been loving- you.
and i dont even know why.
talk to me.


i still remember how i pronounced si zao as si cong.
gosh so retarded.

anyway. maths is starting to get abit harder.
the fractions for simultaneous. make me confused.

its gonna be the end of the week le.
which means late mornings.
realli sleepy and tired.

healthy lifestyle tomorrow.
skipping. okay. then areobics<3
i find it fun. somehow.

thats about all.
i'll have something to say tomrrow=D


six days since i have blogged.
i still do not know what to write.
i do not think i would bother to load the pic to blogger.

few days in sch was alright.
homework so far is managable.

but choir giving problems.
maybe i'll just not go for syf.
after know who opted to not go.
i doubt the choir will get a gold or silver for syf.
with the teachers that we have. miss choo might just have to leave.

the point is. i dont realli care.
im sec three le. next yr is o's
i cant imagine what happens if i just keep going for choir.
i'd have stress.

went to shop with martina and munyi jiejie.
first day we dint realli do much. lunch ws nice.
they came over for dinner.
then second day we go wisma.
cos they wanted to go to charles and keith.
this got me a member card and i lost it right on the same day.
maybe somewhre at home. sad.

going out for dinner with them today.
sadly martina and jason went back le.
they starting work this thurs.

i will never forget what that day means.
the feeling inside. just stays right there.
its been a year. but nothing have changed yet.


okay. so the first day of school. was quite alright.
maths. starting to be a veryy bad experience!
homework on the vcery first day.
but this makes me realise how o's aare realli near.a nd i realli HAVE to buck up.
or i shall just go and die.

turns out i did not need to do the textbook questions for maths.
and i almost finish the bloody thing.
goddamnit!

nevermind. can keep for port folio=D

thats about all for today.
gonna get ready money for tmr.
and then sleep.
byebyee


back in sing already
and the trip back. was realli nasty.
i felt realli ill.

cameron trip was alright.
cool and relaxing. the weather was nice
stayed in the rented house and played majong and stuff.
learn a few more stuff about majong=D

back at kl, stayed over at leng gus private apartment.
beautiful place. it was the 30th le.
because i had bathed in joyce gus house.
so i dint wanna go and swim and wet my hair.
ended up going to the jacuzzi and talking with munyi jiejie.
about the stuff that happened in the lim family and stuff.
then, was tempted by matina to go in the steam bath. so i bathe afterall.

the next day, 31.
we went shopping!
cos klcc was just a three mins walk away.
we covered the whole place in just 4 and 1/2 hours.
inccluding an hour for lunch.
i got a pouch and clutch from mango,
and coin pouch from spade, and some other stuff that i do not recall of.
sales are realli wonderful.
but i think it will be a long time till the next time i could go shop during yearendsales myself.

but i'm happy.
they are coming ove rthis friday.
and staying aat a private apartment somewhere at tanjong pargar.
coming over for dinner at my house on sat.
having cca open house on sat T.T
hope i'll make it in time to play with them=D

pictures another time. haven load them into comp yet.
realli lethargic this few days.
byebye.