so yesterday, went over to cousin's place to play around with CNY goodies.
she let me make Chocolate Cornflakes and Peanut Meltz(idk the real name, but this is how i would name it)




its really damn easy to make, and i think buying these from outside, is a total waste of money!
okay la. the Chocolate Cornflakes v easy. but Peanut will need more work, but still easy peasy~~

and mummy likes the Peanut Meltz! :D she still thinks it is sweet though, shall cut down on that next time. Chocolate Cornflakes she also think not bad, but also too sweet for her. nvm, she think nice can liao~~

and i realise that im so happy about what i made, i never thank biaojie for dinner!
she made me Oregano Grilled Salmon with Garlic Butter Broccoli on Rice( wa i make it sound damn high class and nice hor?)
no pictures though, cos we were too hungry by then~

toodles!~


today i told a guy in my class of for being irritating.
and today he deleted me from facebook-.-
wow.

excerciseee. i hope i get addictied to it! hahaah.

tmr-
yoga, gym, cats, yoga.

i wonder if i will get up on saturday..


im like keeping a record of how much i run everyday now. cos i totally cannot be bothered to do the system thingy GymWerks has~~
50 mins today. 30run 20brisk.
awesomeeee. my my thighs are aching terribly. i can go down stairs quick. and i cannot squat-.-
so when i tried to bend down to brush jasper's teeth, imagine how much trouble i had to go through:S

practical testsssss next week. not very confident with IPC:(

tired. heading to bed early. but definetly not soon, got American idol to catch!:D


FUCK YOU. seriously, you should just die.


did much better today.
a good 35mins-4.2km
but, my thighs hurt now.. i walk like a freaking duck-.-
and i think tmr morning, i wont be able to move my legs-.-

acc. rosy to Wheelock after. say an actress( the one in the show The Pupil.)
all actors/actresses look short in real live. really.

walked around. shopped a little, and headed home.
on the bus, got one aunty fat until take up two seats leh :S

came home, was thinking about starting MOL.
but guess what, my fucking com give me problem-.-
dk what cannot load User Profile Service.
spent abt 1hr, going mad, banging table, hitting lappie. and managed to solve it.
omgosh can. im no computer whizz, so whenever this kinda shit comes up. i go...mad, literally.

idk if i should run tmr:S
gotta bring so many things.
laptop with charger, lab coat, maths lect notes and textbook notes. lab manual,
okay la. it doesnt sound like alot. but because its a long day. so i get tired by like 4? and lessons end at 5. run for 35min. bathe. finish by 615.
squeeze up 171. and reach home by earliest 7.
argh. but i know i should go run. i guess i will.
suffer abit, and enjoy later~ :D

gotta pack my bag! toodles~~


when to gym to run today.
am awefully thankful that i have careen, if she hadn't asked me to join her to run everyday till CNY. i probably would not even start running.
i think i should run on treadmill. its much much better.
idk why, im the kind that much run stationary, and like a straight path. and the fact that machine is continuous, mean i wont stop. so i ran for 30mins(non-stop, yaye!) 3.5km
will try to run longer tmr, cos i started a little later today because there wasnt any empty mills.

sh-sh-sh-shor-pingggg yesterday:)
got a pair of wedges for CNY, and a pair of flats, that mommy approved of:)
teeheeheeeeeee. spend 23.9+23.1 dollars.

i think i will sleep very well tmr. thigh joints are aching now. idk if i will be able to walk when i get out of bed tmr morning, hahaha.


pictures from today's CATS class.
yes, we really do nothing-.-
okay la, we did some discussions(evidence- 2nd pic, although we can all clearly see that serene wasnt. hahaha)



went for Gym Werks orientation this evening, and omg, there was this guy, that was damnnnnn big can! like, triple of my size-.-
crazy idiot, later he burst how! O.O


omg.. exams timetable is out already.
MicroBio- 19Feb
Maths- 23 Feb
IPC- 25Feb

omgomgomggggg, Micro is THE WEEK OF CNY?!?!?!?!?
shitzxzzx X10000000000000000000000000


oh no!!!!!!!!!!!! my feet is not size 39! how the hell did it grow??? i though stop already!:(
so now, i cannot wear my covered heels leh. HOW UH! and they are all bloody new, oh shitzxz.
maybe ask rosy put it up for me:D

i want to go shop for a pair of new heels leh:S

oh, and i can now listen to radio on my comp! AWESOMEEEE. have been looking for the way to do so for awhile and now i can! :D


tomorrow will be school, then going to Anchor Point to check out the Charles& Keith outlet store, and then to Ikea to grab something for the house.
wouldn't say it was a last minute decision though( cos biaojie says its only last minute if it was decided one hour before or something)

hope everything goes well:)
new shoes for the new year!

although i dont think i'd be enjoying much of the new year, now that im in poly,
not this year at least. CNY will be exactly the first day of our study week:S
how to enjoy when you know youre suppose to be studying exams?
ah well. i think i will lax for the first two days, then chiong after?
hopefully there wont be dinner at Uncle Dennis' place one the following sat. because I'D WANT TO GOOOO:(
i miss my Jeslyn and Shann, and i miss the gambling:D evil smile*
every CNY we will gamble after dinner till like 2am before finally going home. but i dont think it will be possible this year:(

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8:16PM

oh no, you don't know how it feels to have half of your family miles away from you.
i miss them. even though we aren't as close as i'd hope we'd be, i miss them.
im unhappy that i cannot spend time with them, its just so depressing to know that all of them are so close... with themselves. i want to stay there, and grow up with them, but its too late right?

why i suddenly feel this way?
because it is one of my older cousin's birthday today, one that im not really close too because of the lack of common topics for conversations, i wished him a happy birthday on Facebook( yes, hallelujah to FB) and he replied, calling me rach. i think im thinking too much, but its a pet name right? all of them have pet names... but i dont...:(
argh, idk why im being so whiny now. whatever, i'll just un-whine myself by taking a shower, and off to attack the Micro lab questions, and try to stuff some maths in. toodles~


busy day.
was doing my ipc report, did some stuff, then did report again, and on and on
cleaned my windows, washed my curtains. spring cleaning.
this is the first year im doing it myself. i wont say it sucked though, quite enjoyable.
first time cleaning windows, was really tiring, but funnn:)

more cleaning to do next weekend!~
so many things are coming up:(
exams are nearing:(
i should start revising MicroBio already:S
practise maths, and LEARN ipc:(

quizzes, pracical tests, and so much moreeeee.
gotta sleep, hope to finish this week's maths and ipc tutorials tmr:D
pray that i accomplish that.


yesterday's MBIO presentation, was an utter, disaster.
i went up, started my presentation, and found out that few points were mixed up on my piece of paper, i fumbled, and then freaked. and asked to skip my turn-.- hahahaa, omg it was soooo embarrassing. at least it was just in front of class though~

i want to get a tattoo, on the pulse of my wrist, in white, but....what if mom/dad/ sees it. I'll die.
if i eat dinner, it will be seen.
jie ask me wear watch, i don't mind if ive always worn a watch, but i haven't, so one day i might just forget, and end up getting my hand chopped of or something-.-
arghh, no point in putting it on my ankle either, cos i want to put a word, that means something, so that when i see it, i will remind myself. so if i put it on my ankle... you know what i mean right?

ah well~


another week of school. im glad ive finished my Mbio Presentation, but my plan was to study Fungal and do some maths too, which i obviously failed. nvm school ends early tmr, will study Fungal then~

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i cannot believe what i heard on the news.
the first one the is Church fires in Malaysia, seriously man, those malays are too much, so what if they use Allah to represent God. whats wrong with it? i mean, its still God right? not like they are using the word for something against you culture or whatever. and you think you are showing much love and respect for your Allah? it shows me that you are violent and totally not religious to try and hurt people. idk how to put it la, but you get my point right?

then i just heard about the Recycling, some bitch had the cheek to complain that having to bring the bags or recycling items downstairs and bla is very inconvenient. WHAT THE? seriously, this is also your home planet, dont tell me its fucking inconvenient to do something like this.
why not you just die? its so inconvenient for mother earth to have you occupy space on her. and pls have your ashes scattered in space, cos otherwise you still be on earth.
im not making any sense right? but all im trying to express is how angry i am at how she dare say something like this. omgosh man.


been really unhappy lately,
because of how irresponsible, and annoying my brother is getting.
and my mom because of how she doesn't seem to do anything about it.

but just now i heard about my neighbor's husband having an affair, and how down she is now, its so sad isn't it? she had so much faith in him, but yet...
even her son did not expect it, he was so shaken by the truth too.
its so unpredictable isn't it? i mean, i know the uncle, and he is a v nice person, not just because we are neighbors, but because he used to be the chairman of the RC at my estate, so like this kinda people, gets so much respect from the elders, and yet... i didn't expect it..
now im afraid that if i see him, i dont know if i should smile at him anymore..

im feeling rather down now, and i don't even know why:(

oh and henna today was rather fun. only warmed up at the end, which was too late, cos then my shift had ended-.-
ah well.


been a few days, school has been alright, apart from the sudden flooding of projects by all the modules which has to be done by next week, everything is well.

didn't do as well as i had hoped this common test, so i gotta buck up:S

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not going to Beijing anymore, but gonna have a 'inner tour' in Malaysia.
not much or a tour too though, just cousin's wedding, then Cameron Highlands for a few days then Penang for another few days. this is bad though, means my poor car has to carry many people:(
i know i very bad cos there are my family, but my poor car... 10 days on the road, full some more.
ahhh well. maybe the young once will get to sit together in our car, thats five/ four of us including dad the driver ah ma the elder and mom! YIPEE. oh shoot, my car only takes 7... ah well. that one adults will settle~

but this trip will only be...........................................next SEPTEMBER
which is 9 months from now. VERY LONG. and means i'll spend my birthday in Malaysia, with this family FOR ONCE!
bro always get to celebrate there with them cos his birthday is during December. but this time, its ME! yayeeeeee.

cantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwaitcantwait!!!!!!!!!


short post before going to bed.

went to school in the morning, and went to town to meet the cousin.
shopped here and there.
walked into Gucci, Bur Berry, Tiffany& co., Bottega Veneta, Agnes B.
wow lor, jiejie so zuai, go in only know how to point point ask people show her the goods. hahaha.
she bought a Gucci wallet and ITS PRETTY!

went to far east cos she wanted a new bag, and did colored extensions! thats what you call it right? anyway, was uneasy about getting a very loud color, so got a dark brown, am now regretting it...
nvm, $1 only~~

dinner at Bakerzins, met with a weird waiter-.-(total freak)
took some pretty pictures, and headed home.

off to bed! toodles!~


school starts tomorrow and i feel damn lost! argh, i hate first days. like i dont know what to bring, and stuff, everything feels very new of a sudden. i dont even remember what classes there are tomorrow O.O

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I've taken a sudden liking to Musicals. Broadway style.
it amazes me how these performers can sing so loud, with so much power and not sound strained at all! why didn't i ever want to be a Broadway singer when i was young? ah well. maybe i'll go check out sistic once in awhile, and get tickets to some better shows.
should have gone for Cats the other time, dad and mom says it good, but who to go with?! they won't go again right..

i hope bigger shows come down, dont mind catching them
i remember watch Phantom of the Opera because my cousin broke up with his girlfriend so there was a ticket, and Miss Saigon in australia.
oh and i still remember how steep the seatings were at Aust, very freaky i tell you.

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i cant wait to get my results back, i know i didn't fail MicroBio(thank god!) i dont think i will fail Physio or IPC, but im kinda afriad for maths, have a feeling i did really badly:S
gotta buck up already, one year without maths did me no good.

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i like hearing jasper,
like now im in the room, and i can hear him outside playiong with himself. most probabaly on the sofa trying to bite one of his paws, and growling at the same time, this growl isn' t the defensive kinda growl, its another kind~

i dont remember Toby anymore... i cant imagine his bark or growl, nor the taping of his nails when he walks into my room.
when i was in Australia, i'd always look at a door, and imagine him walking out from behind to find me, but ive lost all that.
i dont know.....