today was so tiring,
school ended, trained to orchard,
walk around and shopped,
its kinda sian cos i can only follow, not them follow me.
but i bought some stuff,

i saw the ripples, the tongs are nice, but the material, after awhile will see your foot print,
i got a bag and a pouch instead.
and another bag. i was suppose to pay one,
while i was checking the other bag,
i think my anut paid for me,
cos after that, the women and the price, i paid for the coins,
and about to pay the note, she went pay liao,
but i dont remember paying. haha

and the place is weird, the giving free pearl for every dont know how much spent,
its damn disgusting, she open the shell, and poke somewhere,
press abit, and it pops out. haha

then we went charles and keith,
the shoes there are freaking cheap okay,
but i dare not buy, mom sure scold-even if its my OWN money.
ohwell, next time i guess.

thats about all for today, going for crabby dinner soon.

oh ya, i have a supper shuai cousin,
and hopefully my elder cousin's gf as my biao sao soon,
she is so nice, pretty, careeerish, slim,
so miss perfect, but my mean cousins says she is fat,
so wu ru la, she fat then i what?


today was so worth remembering,
not cos of the 20th anni though.

the bus broke down in the middle of no wherre in the highway.
got down stand there like what like that.
never experience that before okay.

anni was so tiring can,
and everytime i stand to sing, the stupid aircon was practically blowing full blast at me,
and it was so freaking cold,
i couldent even sing la,
my mouth just kept trembling.

after anni, i went to dinner, and fetch my other cousin.
and you know what?
i saw PAUL TWO HILL.
i know its damn last time liao,
but i was sooo shocked okay.
he looks nicer in person,
tv really make the person look bigger,
paul's body like girl like that, skinny skinyy one. haha

phamton tomorrow,
changed what to wear for the third time.
:) i so cant waittt.


life has really been bored,
with thise filled up schedule for the whole week,
so hard to keep up.

lacking sleep, and really tired, will end the day soon,
anniversary tmr, and its gonna be so bad, we can t move.
so irritating la, mrs selvan kept using tthe 'or i'll take you out of anni' to threathen us so we wont talk and bla, it was so irritating i tell you, i bet everyone was tired and sick of it, then you go on like we really give a damn about anni.
stupiddddd,

aunt's coming over tmr, and phantom on sunday.
so excited okayyyyy.

toby is screaming off my ears now, and its so irriatting.
he keeps scratching the piano. -.-


back from 20th anniversary rehearsal,
it was a waste of time lor,
just sat there in the aircon talkign to the ever-so-lame fiona,
she is damn cute okay.
we saw the idian dancers,
the horse head had a duster,
no, seriously, i not making fun of them, it really was a duster,
maybe next time got photo show you.
and some other random stuff,

left by 8, snacked, and made elaine pei me while i did my letter to edittor,
now that its dome, i am so happy, just need to do a little maths.
then can sleeppp le :)

i've been feeling damn confused this few days.
i feel thought i expect so much, and am waiting for something,
like its been forvever, BUT,
somehow i do not know what it really is,
maybe its from you, but i think again, and get all confused,
am i still making myself think i still like you?
i do i really like you? or do i not?...
i dont want to bluff myself, again into believing something that was never there.


tobycactus!<3
cactus is something i add behind because of some reasons, ask me.
when i called him tobycactus! he tilt his head,
like blur diao like that, adorableee.




VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now.
Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.
Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please. The one and only.

seems like its normal for me to wait?


It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

i changed blog songg.
esther send me one,
and for her sake, its original :)

dont know and dont thik there is naything for me to blog.

sorry i could not control my 'emotions'
i dint mean to be so pisssed, sorry.


if we were meant to be,
and i let you go,
would you really come back,
and tell me so?

school was as usual.
had choir, and it was alright,
tomorrow is syf already.
but the best thing about it- we only have to report at 12.30
isent that great??

i can sleep till ten, wake up eat, bathe,
and come slowllyyyyy.

then we need do make up, and change,
loking forward to it,
but then again, not.

toby fcuking bit me just now,
but it felt like me bitting myself.
weirdly, so human like. haha.


I CAN WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!
do you know how god damn happy i am now?
i was damn sad to know ALLL the ticket were sold out,
then cos my aunt bought tickets for her family,
one person cannot go, so i can take the tickte!!
mummy says if i not guai she wouldnt give me,
but i know she will give it to me FOR SURE,
i dont think she'd wanna go.
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYYY!!!!!!!!

i only remember pasta mania today,
and how spastically i acted, all the way.
signs of unhappiness? dont know.
bought some stuff, and had loads of fun laughing and laughing!

loved today!!! loads and loaddddsssssss.


i dont know when it will be,
but i wouldnt wait anymore.
i'm never gonna repeat the same old mistakes.
and when the time comes, i'll just say.
all i want, is to move on and on and on.

school today was alright,
and i cant wait for tomroorw to come
sadly, freedom writer no more le, maybe i'll just come home, watch final destination 3
and sleeepppp. till tuition at night.

taking neos was fun today.
how marilyn wanted to fly, but lynette took it first, and she push her ass against my face,
and i screamed.
how marilyn screamed for us to get on the plane or elephant, and i scremed getting on.
how, marilyn push me and lynette, and made me look so retarded.
how i was already posing, but lynette was gong shit shit shit, and hitting me!
i loved it. will post it as soon as marilyn scans it on the comp :)

its bed timeee


today was long and tiring.
had choir from 1 to 6 plus,
sang and sang and sang,
i hope i dont hurt my throat before next tues,
i better get mom to boil those liang teh for mee.

the ending part of choir was funny,
we had to practice moving positions,
and we did it for more then ten times,
got one time, i laughed at hila, coos she did not have to move,
and she look damn sian there.
miss choo caught me, and made the whole choir move again.
i felt damn paiseh la, but it was funny.

while waiting for the bus,
i saw two bangala men holding hands,
really they were holding hands,
and it was god-damn disgusting okay.

forgot what i wanted to say le.

dont come back now,
not after i gave you so many chances,
now that i'm all settled down, and moving on,
doing something for myself.
dont ever come back,
and ruin everything for me.


All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you'll help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you till the end

lynette, marilyn, esther, yuntheng, me. during sports carnival,
yes i agree with lynette, marilyn so extra, ahah

i love this picture :)
toby was trying to bite off my nose.

he was like so sian la, cos i tied his head with a ribbon.

And kiaped his ears too! Animal abuser, haha

i guess he just dint like feeling like a girl. haha

<3



loooky at the teeths!



grandaddy playing wiht tobyy. <3

i think he was gonna yawn or something.

suppose to have fpt, but cancelled, so dissapointed la.
was prepared to do badly for everything,
so i guess its a nother chance to train up a little.

had lunch and went to library,
found doggy books, which are sooo adorable!!!
gonna bring it to sch, and so off to everyone in the world!

how i wish things would turn out better.

choir this morn.
quite okay, but need some brushing up.
gladly, miss choo did not do anything :)
and i am alll smiles because of that.

had lunch after that and came home.
started frynig the prawn crackers!
so funnn. last time i wanted to be a chef when i am older,
but now, i dont think so.
it isent just all cooking lor,
if i wanna go far, i need to invent dishes, and now what goe snice with what.
if i have a chance of being a wine taster,
i willll. its not easy, but the pay is good,
you get paid thousands? to taste wine.
but must have loads of knowledge about it.


如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间

today, was a long and slow day.
wanted to go swimming/ gyming,

but ended up having breakfast at old airrport road.
where there are loads of good food,
i que-ed for maybe thirty mins for a famous rojak.
its was nice, the paste is good =)
they actually used number tags, like when seeing doctors.

tried the supposed to be veryyy god fried kuay teow,
but it cannot not compare to the one i'd always eat when in msia.

had dinner and now blogging.
wanted to watch freedom writers today,
but public hol, tickets would be ex, see when can.
maybe by that time, no where would show,
and i'd have to get the dvd.


If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

today, was a really long and tiring day,
but had quite alot of fun=D

start of sch, we had street bandy,
it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
had loads of fun la,
and i was damnn enthu okay.
i bent damn down to shoot, and ran fast to catch the ball.
you wouldent see me doing that during pe.

then sccond game we lost.
another game draw,
we had a penalty.
i kept saying how easy it was,
but the worst thing ever happened!
i seriously went out.
you wouldnt know how shocked i felt la.
so embarrasssed too, felt like jumping into the cesspoool on first floor.

alex told me about how i should glide the stick,
i never got it into my head.
but alex was there for the games, thanks to his support :)

but we won te round against 3/6 for third.
i must be better next year, MUST!

we lost soccer, but i thought it was kinda expected la,
if we were to compete with classes like 3/8 and 3/9
their soccer is gooooddd la.

we got goldddd for basket ball,
i told howard that he should get one to help our class zheng guang.
he said cos they had to defeat the captian of basket ball,
we wouldnt win, first round against them, we dint
but the other games, we went into finals against them again.
and it was alex's turn to shine. haha.
scored five times la, all from a far place.
and we wonnnn. so happyyyyy.

with each step, i called out for your name,
hoping youd appear,
but no, you dint.

put blog song, i know everyone prolly would be sick of the song after today,
but i just loveee the lyrics :)


memories trigger the heart~
i dont think about you anymore.
i know that very well.
but, when they speak of your name.
i suddenly think about the past,
that i had, and never did, but yearned so much.

the class tee this year is such a dissapointment!
ugly, lousy material, worst? IRONED ON!
the sound of ironed on is already so ugly la.

looking forward to having fun tmr,
but dreading having to wear the ugly tee.


I AM DEAD BEAT!
soo freaking tired la.

yesterday had choir,
then had to rush home, rush bath, rush dinner, and rush to tuition.

today, after hist end, also have tuition.
lucky tmr dont have taf,
i prolly would not go.
choir tmr, loooking forward to it.
the 'drive' to want to go, is coming back.

i really wanna go and nap,
but i know, i'd prolly sleep till tmr morn. haha
so i go and check got what tv shows,
then decide=D


are you affect by what i said,
or are you just fake.
i seriously do not know what goes through your mind.
and yet again, i question myself,
am i really doing what i really want to?
or was it all in a moment of folly?