yesterday night made me so angry,
like i sms-ed yt and est,
i was looking forward to two days of long and nice sleep,
which was something i havent had in awhile,
and freaking m***e had to come la.
which means stationary while sleeping, or leak.
and i cant go est house swim on mon!

but maybe we'll go out on mon instead,
mom allows me to go out, but doesnt want to to run around.
i dont know what to say.
but i know i HAVE to pei est go starbucks.
esther claims she is broke when she can go for a atleast 5 dollars coffee. haa

toby is damn cute now,
he cries very cutely too,
cos today i washed his toy for him, it stankkk.
so i hang it at the window to dry, and he is whining at it. haha.

i like the way i speak english to strangers,
cos i dont wanna diu lian, i'll speak proper english,
unlike when i talk to friends and stuff. haha.

dad says i should have a habit of smiling and saying hi to people,
even if i dont know them, but i cant,
it only comes naturally in australia :)
so i said i was a meant to be aussie born in singapore.

when i was okn the way home earlier,
i saw this car in front, it had a tv,
so i said enthu-ly to my dad, 'eh! got tvvvv!'
then i saw this purple dino, it was barnny,
and i went, 'oh barny, omg'

toby hates it when me or bro uses the com.
he starts screaming and jumps on us, it get irritating though.
i better stop, and entertain my prince.

pic of the spoilt sofa as promised.

first, you make a bigg hole underneath.
then you try and get your head in.







PICTURES FROM AUSSIE TRIP!
two weeks in so few pics, haha.
loads of then with aunts over there,
dont know how and when ill get them, but heres some:)

airport, there were nice orchids behind us, but we couldnt get them.
mummy was amused by the way i took the pic, haha:D
its all thanks to practice from lynette. haha
the orchids, ignore me, i feel so extra here.



school is tomorrow, i dread it.
i did some of my hist homework just now, and my god,
and hands hurt laa. like what like that lor.
and im afraid of the pft test, i haven been running, sitting up or anything.
prolly fail for sure laaa.

toby bit a fucking hole under the sofa.
like its that fun? cos itsmells funny.
pics some other time, gotta prepare for tomorrow.

i dont wanna wake up early tomorrrowwww. arghh.

this was so random.


went ot the city today.
got myslef a new top from esprit.
and gor a top from fcuk.
the sales are great okayyyy.

dinner at some buffet place.
and i carried josshyyyy again!
evenyone is saying about how it seems im so used to it.
but i just learned the tricks yesterday!
haha. but i dont know how to put him in sleeping position.
so i cannot make him go to sleep.
and he puked some milk on me la.
cos he kepps sucking his fingers.
so he prolly choked himslef or something.
but i still love him anywayssss.

going to zens place.
but stopping over at DFO too.
gors getting clothes.
and im gonna stop.
its getting kinda SIAN. haha,
like im so sick of shopping already.
so the rest of the money is to pamper my lovesss.

and yt., i do not know what to get for you.
othe rthen the donuts youve been buggin me with.
cos i can only get it in the city.
and not some nearby supermarket.
chances are. youre only gonna get a picture of it.
not even the smell from my mouth.

byebyeee. see you in a few more dyas.
i haven done any work. and i dont know what is there too.


there is nothign for me to do now.
other then watch some comedy shows whcih i never understand.

the adults are out at the casinos.

photo taking was just for awhile. then all the talking.
and only one game of poker.
one by one had to leave.
and the game started to suck laaa. hated it.
no liquor. this trip no funnn.

mum cokked dinner today. and i carried johshyy for atleast half an hour.
and he did not let me sit down.
everytimei did, he will start to wanna cry.
when i got him off my arm, it hurt like hell i tell you.
ached for atleast fifteen minutes laaa.

maybe im going to DFO tomorrow.
direct factory outlet.
wher everything its half the usual price.
because of some small defacts that prolly would not be obvious.

hopefully mummy lets me buy stuff.
or not. maybe the aunts will? :D
i so jian. haha.
i wanna shoppp more. cos when im back in sing,
mums never gonna bring me out. neverrrr.


Victoria market was alright.
bought some really cute magnets and boomerang.

then we went around and i bought something for latte.
yes esther, LATTE.
see, rachel is so nice right? :)

the dinner was alright.
saw my beloved joshhyyy.
having family photo tomorrow.
everyones gonna be there.
but i dont know what to wearrr.

then we'll have liquor and pokerrr.
and maybe on tues or wed.
im going to zen's house.
to see her dog. i dont remember what the name is,
but it looks like a husky.
its funny how she invites me over. cos she knows toby.
like she still is sorta close with me.
after staying over at my place the other time.

ohwell. blogged. but esther is not online to talk to mee.
she MUST miss me. haha.
or maybe her mind is already polluted by him.

BYEBYEEE.


i really dont remember what has happened this few days.
cos esther is filling my head with all this things,
that make me so happy, though its nothing to do with me. haha

i know we went to waterfront, at crown hotel or something.
where the casinos are.
then ate some really ex but nice food.
and had a very sinful desert.
MUDCAKE!
i thought it would only be the cake,
but it came with a scoup of icecream,
and poured with choc fudge alll over.
omggg, its was gooodddd.
i think im gonna gain like 5kgs when i get back.
(est, yt you wont sian qi me ba. HAHA. i know est might)

miss saigon was nice.
i so love her singing laaaa.
but the ending so suckedddd. arghh.
maybe i'll talk about the show when i am back in singapore.
the place was cool la.
outsid eis like those kind you see on tv,
where americans go. its so reality for me. haha.

going to victoria market tomorrow morning.
have to wake up damn early os we are gonna get fresh fish and oysters,
and jason gorgor is gonna cook for us.
hope i can go to their house, and see duki, their cat.
a fat, and stupiddd cat.
and get a ride on their comfertable.
with martina.

byebyeee.


yes, im here againn.
i find it funny.
,y aunts will ask me if i have gotten everything i wanted.
and i'll be like yes, yes.
then they will say, you sure? if not tomorrow i bring you to ____. you want anot?
haha, i love it here.
i've already spent more then a hunderd here.
excluding some other things my aunts got me.
and mummy isen happy. but i am :)

played with joshyyywaa,
and he is very cute i tell you.
he doesnt cry when some stranger plays with him,
unlike other kids.
and he is easy to make giggle.
really veryyyy adorable.

gonna watch Miss Saigon tonight.
something like phantom of the opera.
i hope it isent some love show.

is my turn ever gonna come, esther?
it feels funny cos i feel like i want it so much,
but when its coming nearer,
i'll freak out and say i dont want it anymore.
haha, that feels very random.

i dont ever wanna leave this place.
im loving it here, the weather.
the cute guys, MY cute cousins.
and my lovely ben and joshua.
but i sill have to face reality right?


blogging againnnn, went to the city with munyi jiejie today.
yes, WITHOUT mummy. haha.
she gave me a budget of 50, but i went over by 7?
anyway, im happyyy.
we walked almost all, just the nicer parts.
and i got my pinafold dress thing for 20.
and mummy is alright with it, phew!

all the love from everyone. haha.
mummy cannot suna me anymore, cos everyone here will help mee.
cos she was like, im not gonna let you buy anymore,
then another uncle goes 'dont worry rachel, dont worry. got uncle.'
then, my biao sao goes,' i'll bring you out, we wont let your mom know.'
haha, nice people, maybe cos i rarely see them.

cousins having exams, poor them
if i were them, i wouldnt wanna study.
but ben is like on the florr, revising, while im here typing away.
wonder how he does that.

cant wait to come here again.
hah, never wanna leave.
guess i dint miss out much on the singapore sales,
cos there is sales here too.
and accompanying me, the hunks that est so wants to see.

forget to say about my plane ride here,
i was like beside the stars and the moon la.
it was so beautifullll. youlll never understanddd.

MISS ME!


blogging again.
i think i can online like everyday la!
but its on and off, cos this isent my com.

we went to camberwell market today.
9 in the morn.
its like a flea market, alot of old stuff.
but nothing caught my eye.
then we walked around.
wanted to get a pinafold from cotton on, or portmans.
but mom thought it was too ex.
i so want it now laaa.

but oh well. i want that bangle from sports girl so much!
its only 10 laa. aunt almost got it for me, but i act paiseh.
i guess she just doesnt understand. HAHA!

carried my baby cousin just now, he puked la.
the smell, made me feel like puking too. haha.

pizza's here, so im off to dinner!


HELLO!!!
everyone misses me right? haha.

DAY 1

so the flight was alright after all, there was a tv, haha
lucky me, dint sleep at all.
reached my granny's house and slept for four house.
i so needed it, cos we went shopping after that haha.
saw sports girl, Roxy, rip curl. so mannyyy.
got a new wallet from Roxy. and a pair for earrings from sports girl.
went to try their donuttssss, bought home a dozen, took some pics of it, in case i dont get to bring any back for yuntheng, haha. its nice, but too sweet for me.
went over to one of the aunts house for dinner.
and i tell you, my cousin, yewhuan.
he is soo sweet cannn.
i wanted to sleep cos i was damn tired. and i was freezing.
so he went rachel! with a blanket in his hands,
he starts opening it. and covered me.

DAY 2

we went shopping again.
im so happy la, co si dint expect to go shopping that much.
so we went to northland shopping centre,
i got a new pair of shoes, and a top from katies.
went home at around 3.
cos aunt had to cook dinner.
and my cousin, benjamin, has grown la.
i feel so paishe to see him now,
and to talk to anyone of my couins,

just now, while using the com, there were some noises out side, it actually, cousin victor that was kicking his scoccer ball down the hall way. haha.
he asked me hoow old my bro was, i was like 17.
then he sighed and went, then i cant bring him to go drinking,
and ask me if i wanted to. haha. no la, my bro cannot i can or even want meh?

things here are freaking expensive okay.
there is this kinda fish that is sold for 3 for a dollar in singapore.
and its actually 6 for 20 dollars here la!
i can buy 60 of them with 20 sing, and even more with 20 aust.

on the flight, my mom sat beside thing angmoh guy, that is kinda fat.
so she keeps nagging about how w are gonna have a hard time going to the toilet and stuff.
and ends up being so friend wiht him
SO FAKE RIGHT?!?
he is so nice la, they are ALL NICE.

and sleeping here is the best!
you sleep all the way, like sleeping bbeauty like that,
cannot wake up one, haa.
AND. when you brush your teeth, its like rinsing it with iced water, haha.

i almost forgot.
MY BABY COUSIN HAVE OLIVE GREEN EYESS!!!
i so want and loves it, he is freaking adorable.
try to get a pic of him soon.


MY TOBY, IN THE PAST, AND NOW.
he used tp have a hard time playing with his own toys, now, he plays with human ones.
my lovely big boyyy<3

i love this picture, its like 'dont come any nearer, i wont share my toy!' haha.




i wanna know so badly.
whether i hate you, cos i dont know.
whether i like you, cos i dont know.
whether i wanna ask you, cos i dont know.
whether i still bother, cos i dont know.
whether i have already moved one, cos i dont know.
whether all of this is necessary, cos i really dont know.

the only thing/person i'll miss the most this trip is not yt, HAHA.
but my tobycactusss.
i was looking at his photoes earlier, and i suddenly realise how he has grown soo muchh.
i missed the times when he was so so smalllll.
arghhhh. maybe i'll show you the difference next time. :)

leaving tomorrow at 5.
maybe i'll call peolpe at the airport to say goodbye. haha.
but i'll have to copy some numbers down first.
dont remember some. so ya, maybe i'll blog before i leave or something.

byebyeee!


ARGHHH!!!!
i dont wanna go australiaaa!
i just found out im not taking SQ
instead quantas, which has NO TV?!?!
i cannot watch show, nor play games, but sleeeepppp alllll the way,
I DONT WANT! i wanna catch all the shows i did not,
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i dont wanna sleep all the way!
nor will i bother to bring a book to read.
whywhywhyyyyyy!
i'll like make ten more trips to the toilet to kill my boredem or something.
rachel is soo pitifulll.
CRYYY:(

even after sacrifying the sales, toby, and stay over at jeslyn's and primary school chalet,
i get a bloody plane that doenst have a fcuking tv!
i am sooo pissed.


RACHEl HAS NICE TEETH!

the trip to the dentist was, the fastest and nicest one i had!!!
we waited quite awhile before it was my turn.
so i lied down, and waited for her to finish the admin sstuff.
i dint know i had two scars on my forehead!
i think it was the eye sugery when i was 234 years old.
the dentist actually has to like put down in the com,
if you have any dot or scars on your face, so weird la.

i was like mentally preparing myself.
then she use the sharp thing, scratch here and there.
and went "hmm, you have very nice teeth, continue to take care of it, and brush after every meal. your done!"
i was like, so i can get off already?!
haha, it was all less then 3 mins la, just the waiting part took quite awhile.

i know i wanna blog about something, but i seriously cannot remember ittt.
another time then, go and bring tobyy go walkwalkkk.


seriously, in the first time in my whole life,
i DONT WANNA GO AUSTRALIA!!!
cos its great singapore sales now!
and i wil miss it for sure, cos even aftter school starts,
i wont have the mood to go out anymore.
+ everything in aust will be ex now,
and their money more ex too!
how to spend my ownnn money?!?!

okay, so marilyn says its only the food that increased.
but i'll still have to bring own money to spend,
and mom's gonna naggg about how i spend to get stuff for friends.
she is alwaysss like that.

i cannot belive i missed the topshop sales laaa.
i wnna get the ladybird earring!!
and hoep to see this bangle i saw a long time ago,
that time it was like 23?
i did not wanna buy, arghhhh.

gonna flyyy to town tomorrow after my dental,
see if i can makes use of the sales, to spenddddddd.

byebyeeee.


MY NEW HOTT BOYFRIENDDD<33






back from the performance, and my legs are acheinggg.
bathed and ate a whole packet of rollercoaster,
and i am so full now, but at the same time, i'm sleepy.
haha, which means i wanna sleep. arghh.

mummy made sushi already, and she is gonna cut it now, which means.
i would not sleep, because i'd definetely eat some, haha.

new skin! like it, but would not last.
cos est cant use it somehow. ohwell.
atleast she can come my blog and see it.
HAHA, dont be sad estherrr:)

off to eat sushiii, byeybyeee.


school has been alright.
tiring day yesterday,
woke up early to gte stuff for all the baking.
got the method of doing buttermilk, phew~

first, mexican choc cake.
i was suppose to do it for gorgor, cos he thought it looked nice.
but when i finished, i went to ask him to try.
he pinched a veryyy small bit, put in his mouth and went EE NO TASTE.
OMFG. do you know how pissed i was?!
even mummy said it was okay, compared to the other times.
and he says its tasteless?!?!
then i ask him to try the whole piece, and telling him how it was he who asked me to cook it.
and he gave me that pekcek-jibye face.
i was sooo pissed i tell you.

then at night. i made pumpkin souffle.
i thought it was a total failure okay!
but today, yt tried one and said it was okay.
i was seriously shocked la!
i told her "if not nice you dont have to mian qiang one hor, just throw it away''
but i am kinda happy la, gonna make more and more.
if you wanna try ask me bring!
but by mon, i dont think can liao, haha.

today, yt came over, but i chased her home at around 1430+
haha, went to liang's court.
to get jap stuff cos mom's making sushi on sat.

i saw so many nice things la!
loads of very nice loooking sweets.
but mom did not let me buy ANY.
next time i go myself.
maybe will like spend a whole 100$ in a day. haha.

but then again, what would i know~