我在雷雨下的屋檐
午后一点你来电
我知道这一天它终于会出现
像一道闪电
站在蓝球场边的冰店
迎接爱情的期限
你小小声对我说
那么就这样了

changed blog song,
its by stanleyyy, esther send me one.
i still remember that times, she was coming to my house.
then suddenly she humed the song, cos i heard it the previous night,
and fell inloveee with it.
i started screaming and asking esther if it was by stanley.
then we both went kisiao and start shouting in happiness. haha
and i only got the song from her recently. lol.

that day she first send me this song, i dint know i had to play it with itunes.
so i use winamp. cos i lazy to like use itunes in my account.
and the song winamp played was freaky la.
really, it was some kid talking and maybe with a little tune. haha.
est doesnt believe me, next time she come i let her listen.

school was okay.
stayed back to finish up the file,
but it wasnt that bad.

thats all le ba. byebye.


yesterday, left for club, there was some family day crap
and as usual, there were kids.
horrid little rascals.
(but, still, i like kids. :) haha.)
i hate it the way they block you when you are trying to swim, its irritating.
then there was some kid that was swimming freestyle,
he can even swim straight la!
omg, go home and practice in the tub first la.

bathed and went for dinner, then went for the concert.
it was really good.
and the solo by two guys, was soo <3!
you get mesmerised la.
<33333

and the conductor is so successful okay.
she is a conductor, pianist and a singer.
she graduated from some school in London with something.
i dont remember what exactly.
she sang a solo, and its was soo nice.

today.
if it wasnt for lynette,
i prolly would miss choir today.
haha, totally forgot about it la.
and i even had the cheek to ask them out. lol.

choir was alright,
the break was happyhappy.
miss choo came over and we talked.
about all the happenings,
some we never knew la.
haha, i feel so glad now, that misschoo does not not like us.
and one other thing. haha.
but i dont think i'll say, incase is just me that thinks so.
AHAHAHA!rachel is so happy la.

thats about all.
i am kinda scared about tomorrow, cos i haven finished my file, and its in school.
i dont know if miss hesley will be so pissed la.
i hope she would not. scareddd.


TOBY!

he cant be let out, cos he cant control bladder. haha, so he kept him in the kitchen.
this was abit last time, cute right? he stuck out his tounge.



its all red, cos i am angryyy.
on friday, i went for meet the parents session.
and its was the worst in all my studying life laaaa.
daddy ask cheong if he could get me a counsellor.
WHY THE HELL DO I NEED ONE?!?!?
he thinks i have some problems that i wouldnt tell parents,
so he wants outside help.

i do not want it la,
because i have no problems, and even if i did,
i would feel uncomfy talking to someone else.
ARGHH!

when we went home, he HAD to start whatever we talked abt on thurs night,
then when he fetched me to tuitin, he started again.
and even when he fected me home.
i am going to go crazy liao la!!!
save meee.

going to esplanade to watch hwachong jc's choir perform.

and i really wanna go vivo one mon.
toysrus!
got sales, and i wanna get that cute bottleee.
and of course have my starbucks.
but i dont know how to tell my mommm.
i hate my life, seriously.


if i found a gun in class,
you are surely the first one i'd shoot.
feel like killing you, so i'd never see you again.

i gonna blog really quick now.
told parent abt results today.
mom was angry, but she doesnt seem now,
dad, we talked for a whoel TWO hours just about this.
omggg.

gonna go swimming and study at keppel every sunday.
if i can do it, then pa will make me junior member. :)

toby is really sad la.
post some of the pics another time,
mom wanna use com to watch korean show.

i wanted to sayang him, and he almost bit me. ARGHH!
but we ecided to let him be, cos he might not be very happy,
with the pain and the cone thing around his head.

byebyee.


everything has been alright,
nothing interesting though,
boring, cant wait for tomorrow to end,
and get over the meet the parent session.


我好想抱着你诉苦，
却显得好无助。

tomorrow toby become not man le!
take teckwando also no use! haha.
i kinda xin luan le, but i kow next time i would want to it happen still.
hopefully, he wouldnt be so hyper anymore.

school has been alright, just cant wait to get ove rit and all the supps,
and flyyy to melbourne!
roughly know what to get people le,
but of all, esther wants the most!
she is soo greedy la~

off to shower, stickysticky.


i am so dreading tomorrow.
everything will come back, and i'll know whether i have done well.
and if i dont, parents will surely start nagging and nagging.

i really hop to pass my emaths, i do not want to be the failure.
i dont mind 51/100.
as long as i passed.
amaths, no hope le, its a big duh i wouldnt pass.
bio, i know its dumb to think this way,
but i wishwishwish i was one of the few that scored A2
haha. so bu yoa lian right?
but i desparately want it.
humans, pass will do, cos i failed the other time.

i just wanna pass whatever i failed,
and maintian whatever that was A1
but now no hope for bio le :(





chalet from 21 to 23 june.
im so happy:)
see, at first it was on 6 to 8.
but i am leaving for melbourne on the 7,
and have maths class on the 4 to 7 too.
then they changed it to 20 to 22.
i could not make it too, because i'll only be back on the 22.
haha, now they change to 21 to 23!
im all smiles.

school has been alright, but kinda boliao.
just go through ans, without any papers back.

its all coming back on fri,
but bad news,
i have to start doing up my files,
such a hassle, and kills all my brian cells,
yt came over specially to help me sort out my humans file :)
three things missing, two notes and one assignment.
find it tomorrow, or redo.

watched abit of jdma, and i seriously do not lke peter,
her partner. i hateee him.
the thought of him, infuriates me la. haha.


spiderman three was okay la.
i cant go its awesome or whatever.
but its funny at someparts, and on.

byebyee.


i fucking pissed with ripway okay.
its sooo irritating la.
everytime also like that,
if you listen to my song now, after awhile you will realise that it will repeat before the song ends,
thats the same thing that happened to my previous song.

yuntheng is sitting beisde me asking me about ripway now.
and it feels so uneasy typing a post with someone around,
i dont understand la, like after all, she can still go to my bog and read right?
weirddd.

i came home today, and got soo angry at toby.
i ask him to pee in his own pen, then he walks around in the cage, and pee.
and i had to clean it all up cos my maid not at home.
even after cleaning he had to pee again. ARGHH!
but i did get a little help from my guest haha.
so next time you wanna come my house,
must be perpared to either clean toby's pee, or pee stained paws :)

off to do what ever yt wants to do wiht the comp now. byebye.

i missed the times we all gathered at my house for a game of majong.
or go out for coffee, or games.
but its all gone now, its never comng back,
we are all in different clicks,
some even enemies. ohh goshh.
i missed the time we were all good friends.
i wish can can get it all back now.
of a sudden i miss the time you were near me,

whether with reason or not.

when you help me get stuff,

even though it was what a guy should do.

its just so unforgettable.

i wish it would all go back to the way it was.

back home already,
felt as though it was already like 3+
but its only what? 1?
haha. physics test was kinda esay la,
so satisfying, hopefully i can pass both chem, and phy,
then wont hai any one of them.

i mean in a way,
for classtest, my chem got a1, but phy got f9.
so i see no point la.

hanged around doing nothing at all.
took 960 home, cos its a long ride, and i lke the feeling of looking out at the rain,
while sitting in the cold bus. its really nice.
then i'll fall asleep. haha.

but sometimes, if you sway, some weird people will sit beside you,
and act really uncomfortably.
i had the experience one, and its was so freaky, lucky my stop was nearing.


toby has been such a good boy.
lovelovelovee.
but somehow, he doesnt like me typing, everytime i do, he will be right beside me,
making noise, dont know what kind.
maybe, barking and sighing?
haha, just lke my dad~

i love my toby, really.
now he not so hyper liao.
sweet little boyyy.

haven studied for bio.
gonna soon.
i'm gonna try getting uised to sleeping lte, so next time can watch topmodel.
yt la, tell me is a repeat,
last night i watch, its a new on e laaa,
arghh!!

that all le, off to do bio.

new blog song,one of the favs.
-那女孩对我说。
its the kinda song you can keep humming for alomost the whole day.
and its sounds like ah du, :)
but its 黄义达, just incase you dint know.


pissed isent the word i'd used,
but so shocked, cheated, and on and on.

esther and jayson sua-ed last night.
i still cannot belief i fell for it la.

what happened was.
i asked est if i should add jayson in friendster.
she was like add la.
half an hour later.
i recieve an friendster msg from him.
it was something like
:i do not want anything to do with anymore riversidians, GO AWAY.
i felt so offenede okay.

then i tell est we talked abt it,
she add him in the conversation, and i found out the truth.
omgosh okay!

today, she tell me she sent the link to my spastic pics to ever riversidians in her contacts,
so angry la?!?
why must est keep doing this to me T.T

going to bed le, tireddd.
hope i can get over wiht exam tmr.

cant wait till friday!!
i'll try so hard to make est embarass, if we meet. I SWEAR!
i so must get back at her, for all that she has done to meee. or i am not called rachel.


this is esther, (she told me not to write anything kinky below it, like some random guy would ask her for bedroom actuvity or anything like that.)



school has been so as usual.
exams exams.
maths paper was okay, but hopefully i can pass this time.
hist was alright.
12marks qn, i can do.
but the five yr plans, was so crappy haha.

went to library with theng on thurs,
did not study at all.
got distrupted by two crazy girls.
one was going crazy over some really not cute at all guy.
HAHA.

got nothing to do today, not planing to study till tomorrow.
byebyee

toby smells yummy.
he bathed today.
and came out of the toilet in my maid's arms, like a baby!
so cute, licking himself:)

he almost prerssed the escape button.
and is licking and nibbling on my finer now.
anyway. bye!


after they left this morning,
went to queensway shopping mall, to buy gorogor'snew shoes and bag.
the north face is a really good brand you know.
the man pull the bag with all his strength behind, my bro felt nothing.
suppose to show how much the bag can carry?

went over to ikea,
bought the stuff mom wanted, and got some i wanted too.
ikea's icecream is yummy:)

tried designing my own cupboard,
i loved it la, alot of pattern one, some slid door, some like the norm kind, some use curtain,
but mom siad its not easy to do my way, and may not turn out the wya i want it to be,
hopefully uncle richard can do for mee:)

that about all le, byebye.